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The Forbidden Truths of Human Silence and Communication

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Interactive dialogue between and among humans, in verbal and literary form, is both a failure and a stupidity. Neither should ever be attempted by any sane or Superior creature, as it is doomed to fail, constitutes a complete waste of precious time for the Superior, and is an overt act of disrespect by the Superior directly towards his own Self-universe.

Any and all interactive dialogue that compromises, ignores, rejects, or fails to overtly express and comprehend Truth, is useless and Self-harming. Valid interactive dialogue can only occur between individuals, if all involved individuals seek, know, and reflect Truth within themselves.

As Truth is dead to humanity, all Superiors must assume that all humans they may come into contact with, are incapable of knowing, valuing, or comprehending Truth.

As I have previously made perfectly clear, all dialogue undertaken by the Superior must be exclusively directed towards Self, and yes, it can be verbal and literary.

But it really should not be verbal and literary. There are more efficient, effective, and time productive ways to communicate with Self, especially over the long-term.

Whatever you give to humans, humans foul. They foul it merely by accessing it. The perfection of the Self-universe as created and maintained by an untouchable Superior who has rejected and transcended his humanity is a thing of wondrous beauty and majesty. It deserves every honor, including the honor of verbal and literary solitude and silence.

Humans cannibalize the Truth, and all who speak it, all who represent and manifest it. So let us be more silent. Let us speak with actions and with deeds. Let us speak by refusing to participate in the verbal diarrhea masquerading as a search for Truth, fact, or reality.

Let us spit more in response to human questions. Let us leave more severed heads hanging from fence spikes, with fewer notes attempting to explain why.

The poignant eloquence of every deed inspirationally rooted within the integrity of a Superior Self-universe, can never be matched by any word or string of words arranged to express an idea. Such words merely feed the enemy, are absorbed and integrated to the universal human matrix of definitional brainwashing.

The deed says it all. There is nothing to explain, because there is no human worthy of receiving any explanation. Every request for information and explanation is an insult, a slap to the mind. So treat them as such. “Why did you do that?” To even offer an explanation as to why the inquiry is unworthy of receiving an explanation, debases Self and Truth.

The void of voice is exactly what allows for Truth to echo everywhere. Terror, horror, gore, dismemberment, torture, unspeakable pain everywhere, this must be imposed upon humanity as the de facto standard, something impossible for them to quantify and neuter via the interpretative lie of words and writings.

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Greatest MindPower Quotes of Murdered Martyr Charles Manson

Attention aspiring Superiors: Let us use these uniquely powerful and brilliant MindPower quotes of Seer Charles, to grow and deepen the strength of our own untouchable minds. So that his True Reality finds safe harbor within us.

“I have X’d Myself from your world.”

“In my mind’s eye my thoughts light fires in your cities. Each night as you sleep I destroy the world.”

“Believe me, if I started murdering people, there’d be none of you left.”

“These children that come at you with knives, they are your children. You taught them. I didn’t teach them. I just tried to help them stand up.”

“I think it’s high time you all start looking at yourselves and judging the lie that you live in.”

“The real strong have no need to prove it to the phonies.”

“If I wanted to kill somebody, I’d take this book and beat you to death with it, and I wouldn’t feel a thing.”

“The mind is endless. You put me in a dark, solitary cell, and to you that’s the end, to me it’s the beginning, it’s the universe in there, there’s a world in there, and I’m free.”

“The truth is a knife and cuts sharp.”

“And you can project it back at me, and you can say that it’s me that cannot communicate, and you can say that’s me that don’t have any understanding, and you can say that when I’m dead your world will be better, and you can lock me up in your penitentiary and you can forget about me. But I’m only what lives inside of you, each and every one of you.”

“They been selling you a phony fake picture of reality all your life.”

“I am whatever you make me, but what you want is a fiend; you want a sadistic fiend because that is what you are.”

“I can stand here in front of this court and smile at you, and you can do anything you want to do with me, but you cannot touch me because I am only my love, and it is all for me, and I give it to myself for me, because I look out for me first and I like me, and you can live with yourselves and your opinions of yourselves.”

More:
http://forbiddentruth.mysite.com/manson_nietzsche.html

Charles Manson: Forever Within Me! <The Seer of Forbidden Truth

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Charles Manson, Tortured and Murdered Martyr of 20th and 21st Century amerikkkan Society and government, at the Age of Five.

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Are We Entering A New, Golden Age of Outlaw Mass Murder?

In a recent essay, I discussed the Golden Age of outlaw serial murder, which began, in amerikkka, during the late 1970’s, and ended in the mid 1990’s, peaking during the 1980’s.

As factual reality, we are not now enjoying such a Golden Age. Of course serial killing still occurs with regularity, and outlaw serial murderers still gain media attention, achieve fame, inspire other torture victims to pursue serial murder for their own cathartic vengeance, etc… But the Golden Age is over.

Could a new Golden Age of Serial Murder emerge, in the future?? In theory, yes. But upon conscious and brilliantly analytical Forbidden Truth reflection, such a reemergence can be accurately considered as being highly unlikely to occur.

Why? And what does this tell us about humanity and the devolutionary death spiral the species is trapped within and doomed by, at this very moment? Let us dissect and answer these uniquely stimulating questions, right here, right now.

An important preface: Nothing I state in this essay should be construed as being critical of or demeaning towards serial killing or serial murderers. Outlaw serial murder has always been a highly subversive and directly dangerous attack against society, culture, and government, as well as a premier, honorable, and inherently/intrinsically justified form and methodology of True Reality catharsis and reflective vengeance. So it has always been, and so it remains today.

Nobody who honors either Self or Truth, should expect outlaw serial murder to end, or to be replaced by something else. That will not happen, outlaw serial killing will continue until the very end of human existence as a species, reflecting the personal trauma and terrorization experienced by and inflicted upon every child and every adult as public policy mandate.

That said and understood, why is the Golden Age of serial murder over at this time?

To answer this question Truthfully, we must boldly look at the devolutionary death spiral of humanity as a species.

Consider: Outlaw serial murder is a high-level symptom and expression of the universal contempt for innocence, for safety, for well-being, and for life itself, that symbolizes the very core essence of hopelessly deformed human nature, as it is directly imposed as violent attack upon every individual human being by society and government.

But, Outlaw mass murder is an even higher symptom and expression of this very same universal contempt. Don’t you see? It is the next devolutionary step, a progressive step, exemplifying and manifesting the plunge by humanity to a deeper level of collective species devolution.

Serial murder is peer-based, it does place value upon human existence, as a single human individual goes to extreme effort, planning, and personal risk, to successfully harvest another, single, or at least quantity-limited, human being.

A top-level serial killer could, in theory, have the objective of harvesting dozens, hundreds, thousands, millions, billions, of humans, but if so, he is going about it in a poor and inferior way, tactically speaking. He is hogtying and hampering his own effort, by his very chosen methodology.

Even more primarily, on a philosophical/ideological level, he is placing a high level of value upon the life he is seeking to terminate. Of course it is so! Anyone who says a serial killer has no “respect” for life, is dead wrong. To go to the extreme time, effort, planning, and personal risk, to try to harvest just one individual, is directly indicative of a personal perspective that life possesses significant value, external to Self, and that such value may be equal to the value of Self. After all, the serial killer is endangering Himself, on numerous levels, for the “reward” of just one, or in rare cases 2, 3, 4, potential victims.

Over time, a “successful” outlaw serial killer could claim dozens, hundreds, thousands, even millions of victims, theoretically. But he is endangering his kill count total, and hampering his capacity to maximize kill count, by the very nature of his chosen methodology. Right? Of course!

Now, lets shift gears and look at the outlaw mass murderer. By his chosen methodology, regardless of whether he targets complete strangers or individuals he knows, and regardless of chosen venue, the aspiring mass murderer devalues life itself in a way that the aspiring serial killer does not. His objective is generally, to harvest as many humans as he possibly can, indiscriminately. Therefore, the value he places upon singular, individual life, is less than that of the serial killer. There is no one-on-one parity, no willingness to endanger Himself for the benefit of killing just one human.

Now, the Normals might counter that the serial killer is planning to escape and continue to kill more in the future, while many/most mass murderers have no real and actual tactical plan to escape the scene and kill more. While this singular statement might be factually True, the reality remains that every attack by a serial killer is fraught with direct peril for the serial killer. He IS directly endangering and compromising his capacity to kill more in the future, every time he carries out an attack.

The mass murderer is proactively detached from the value of external life, in a way that the serial killer is not. It is more important to him, that he maximize the number of his victims, as a Self-universe, as a tortured and destroyed victim-creation of collective humanity.

To humanity, you always were, are, and will be, nothing. <A Forbidden Truth. The mass murderer honors and reflects this Truth better, more accurately, with more Self-love, than the serial killer.

Mass murder is a tactical and ideological progression from serial killing. It seeks to destroy everyone, right now, instead of one-by-one, piecemeal style, over time. In the end, a successful serial killer can claim more harvestees than a successful mass murderer, but he is endangering his capacity to even try to attain that number, in a way the mass murderer is not.

You need far more successful serial killers to tear society asunder, than you need successful mass murderers. The mass murderer has no limitation, give him enough bombs, enough poison, enough nuclear warheads, enough tactical brilliance, and he can bring the entire world down, all by Himself.

Ambition, potential, detachment of mind from toxic interpersonal enmeshment, strength of ego, the typical mass murderer has constructed a Superior Self-universe, in comparison to the typical serial killer.

More primarily, as attack against humanity itself, the mass murder rampage is more effective.

As the Golden Age of serial killing ends, the Golden Age of mass murder emerges.

Total destruction, complete annihilation, indiscriminate slaughter, the Forbidden Truth of universal, personal nothingness and worthlessness, as decreed by society and government, rises from hidden mind shadows, everywhere, impossible to stop, impossible to identify and cull.

Infinite rage and hate blossoms within consciousness of mind: If I am nothing to the universe, the universe will be made nothing, by Me!

Mass murder is the uniquely personalized war of uniquely realized Self-universes. Death reclaimed by the individual, seized by force from the dominion of society and government. War brought by us, the individual victims, to every sacred space, because there are no sacred spaces. The social lie of Sacred Space, uncovered and riddled, with bullets and shrapnel.

Let us celebrate the dawn of the Golden Age of Outlaw Mass Murder, as destroyed minds awaken to Forbidden Truth!

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president donald Bows to Stephen Craig Paddock

Just watched donald trump’s press conference on Stephen Craig Paddock’s brand new mass murder, shattering the all-time amerikkkan kill count record for lone gunman mass murder. Of course donald never mentioned Stephen by name, but the press conference itself proves the power of a single individual to seize The Matrix by the throat and apply pressure.

And so The Matrix strikes back, using the Insane God Myth, propaganda. demonizing Stephen, demanding unity and obedience. And The Matrix WILL win, it always does, because you humans are losers.

But right NOW, today, Stephen proved that one single man, one single slave, with the mindfulness of justified rage and hate, can strike terror right into the heart of the most impenetrable regime functioning at this time.

Stephen HIT The Matrix 14 hours ago. It was not a fatal blow, but it was a hit. It forced the very president to alter the agenda of The Matrix itself.

Watch trump’s speech and read the transcript right here:

One human did this. A precious lesson for all victims who seek Truth.

Here is another apparent photo of Martyr Stephen, not 100% confirmed but appears to be authentic, clearly taken a few years ago:

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Why We Must Honor The Individuals Who Brutally Victimize the Weak, Vulnerable & Helpless

Man-made laws are garbage, despicable artifacts and toxic projections of The Matrix of Universal Illusion: Hypocritical, inherently and intrinsically unjust and unfair, malicious weapons deployed to overtly cause/inflict and to maintain, genocidal harm for all. No laws made by mankind, as of the 21st century, possess any legitimacy. They must be rejected and defied at all times.

But there is a different type of law: Natural Law. Natural law is the polar opposite of man-made law. Natural laws should not be blindly accepted as being valid. In some cases they must be overtly challenged and directly defeated. Death, which is a natural law, is a perfect example of this Forbidden Truth.

But at the same time, the absolute distinction between man-made and natural laws, must be consciously understood and embraced. Natural laws are rooted within, expressing and reflecting fact, Truth, and reality.

One of the most primarily sacred of all natural laws, is the Law of Reflection. This law gives every individual a sacred personal right to do onto others as has been done onto him. The law of reflection is integral to Self-love, to mental health, and to revenge, the only form of justice available, within a social structure that demands and inflicts universal injustice for all.

And so we come to the specific point of this essay: Why must we unconditionally honor the individuals who brutally victimize the weak, the vulnerable, the helpless??

Let’s begin with two very important details: My question above very specifically uses the term “individuals”. It refers to individual human beings making independent and personal choices of action, be they conscious or subconscious. The distinction is important, it filters out all social structures, all organized systems, of human oppression, victimization, and destruction.

The second very important detail is that I am not using the term “innocent” in My question. I use the terms weak, vulnerable, helpless, and others might also be applicable, but not the term “innocent”. Because it is not applicable or appropriate. As seekers of Truth, we must understand that innocence begins and ends with Self. Each of us was the last and final innocent human to have ever come into existence. When our innocence is proactively murdered, destroyed, violated, the innocence of all other sentient beings is rendered null, void, and non-existent.

So yes, while our victims might very well be weak, vulnerable, helpless, defenseless, “at our mercy”, etc…, they are not, they cannot be, innocent.

So, let’s finally answer the question. We must honor, respect, and thank all individuals who brutally victimize the weak, the vulnerable, and the helpless, because they are honoring and paying homage to a sacred natural law: The Law of Reflection.

Every individual choice and decision to harm others, made consciously or subconsciously, directly reflects the factual reality and the Truth, of personal harm, personally experienced. So it is.

And when are we, as individuals, most severely harmed?? As children, as helpless, weak, vulnerable children. Therefore, whenever and however we target the helpless, the weak, and the vulnerable for dynamic harm, we directly honor the most sacred natural law of reflection. This honors Self, it honors Truth, and it reveals Truth to the universe. It is a statement: “Look at what you did to Me! Look at that, look at it and see, see the Truth of what you did to Me, and what you do to every child, to every human being, to everything born innocent, to everything weak, vulnerable, and helpless.”

Only the pathetic hypocrites condemn or negatively judge dynamic individual violence carried out against the weak, vulnerable, and helpless.

They do so because Truth itself is unbearable and unimaginable to them. They recoil in horror when confronted with the Truth. They are the members of society guilty and responsible for universal injustice for all. They are the ones who sponsor and maintain this cycle. And “they” are 99.99999999% of all humans, perverse hypocrites who judge and condemn individuals for simply telling the Truth, by their honorable actions, uncloaking the natural law of reflection.

From the 5 year old boy who gleefully stomps ants to death, to the 15 year old boy who rapes and sodomizes a 5 year old boy, to the 25 year old man who sneaks into an elementary school to indiscriminately mass murder little children, to the 30 year old serial killer who pretends to have a broken arm in order to lure a teenage girl into his car, to the 65 year old nurse who injects deadly drugs into the veins of unconscious hospital patients, I honor every innocent victim who chooses to express and reveal, the Law of Reflection.

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Timelessness: The Only Reality Capable of Making Anything Good and Valuable

Right now, I am in the middle of a “vacation” from mandatory, forced slave labor. For exactly 9 full and consecutive days, I need not and I will not have any of My “time” wasted, controlled, stolen from Me, via labor slavery. I have this “time” to do exactly and only as I wish and choose, within the parameters of My existing True Reality, of course. Grand objectives can be planned and executed and achieved during this “time”, such as avoiding all human contact for the entire nine day period.

But I will not be realizing any such objectives. Why not? Because I refuse to engage in the hypnotic trance of time illusion. Society and government markets the illusion of time, via measurement. It instructs you that you have time to do things, or you do not have time to do things. It instructs you that time can be measured as short and long segments: seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years, decades, centuries…

All of this is absolute bulls*it!

Listen up, fools: Time can be Truthfully measured within two, and only two parameters: Finite, and infinite. Every other measurement of time is a malicious, external deception. Time is a cage and a weapon, holding humanity hostage. Time span is the lie under which universal slavery was built and thrives, within the modern era of imagined human existence.

Timelessness, the achievement of infinity as a Self-universe, is the only way to defeat the cage of time. Lacking such achievement, the cage that is time must never be forgotten, must never be ignored, must never be known and understood as being anything other than a horrific cage of destruction and illusion.

How can something be good, valuable, coveted, if it ends, if it reverts back to an existing horror? How can life itself be consciously celebrated, when it is but a temporary illusion, cloaking the Forbidden Truths of death?

The Superior never loses sight of the Big Picture. Always he takes what is to his benefit, but no benefit, no gain, is ever artificially inflated in value.

Time is an offensive and a devastating weapon of The Matrix of Universal Illusion. So, if you ever perceive yourself as having time, you should possess the consciousness of mind to know that your perception is false, an externally imposed illusion. The very fact of measuring out a time amount, towards a future when things change against your will, be it nine days, 9 years, or 90 years, proves the personal perception of time to be a toxic and invalid illusion.

There are many things I can do within the next nine days (Today is already day #3) to forever alter My own experience of imagined existence. But if I choose to not do these things, I will not labor under the delusion, not even for a single nanosecond, that these nine days constitute control or ownership of time.

Measuring time is nothing more than a perpetual countdown towards the end of an illusion, and whether the illusion can be perceived as being good or bad, is irrelevant.

Timelessness is the only control, the only freedom, the only achievement of reality worthy of measurement, and ironically, the only form of time perception that does not need to be measured.

And so, as I continue My “vacation”, as I create personal pleasure for Myself as a Superior, within the finite parameters of the human time cage, My rage and hate grows, My conscious knowledge of the outrage being perpetrated against Me, grows.

Always I make love, to the Truth. Never is the Truth allowed to fade into the background. The Truth stands beside and within Me, always loyal, always faithful, always keeping time with Me.

What should you do with your time? Why not spend it, hating those who control it, those who dole it out, those who try to convince you to accept their measurements of it.

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Honoring Nathaniel Jouett, 16 Y. O. Tortured Victim-creation of Universal Child Abuse

Two days ago 16 year old Nathaniel Jouett opened fire inside of a public library in Clovis, New Mexico. He shot 6, successfully harvesting 2, and in the process stood up as a voice of Truth, for every amerikkkan child born in the 21st century, every amerikkkan child. Because every amerikkkan child alive today is a torture victim, a life form brutalized, traumatized, harmed in profound and multiple ways, on an ongoing basis, throughout their entire childhoods.

Children instinctively seek Truth, even as they almost always fail to actually recognize, embrace, and carry Truth with them, to mental maturity. This failure is not their fault, of course. At every Turn, Truth is destroyed, rendered invisible, demonized and condemned and ridiculed, by humanity, by human society and culture, by government, and by every empowered human structure.

And yet children still try, as Nathaniel tried. His triumph is in rejecting god, religion, and the lies of adults pretending to offer help.

Read these news articles to get some perspective on Martyr Nathaniel’s rampage of reflective rage:

https://www.usnews.com/news/us/articles/2017-08-30/teen-mass-shooting-suspect-was-searching-for-inner-peace

http://heavy.com/news/2017/08/nathaniel-jouett-clovis-library-shooting-suspect/

Truth or peace, this is a profound philosophical and True Reality decision that all mindful humans, children and adults, need to make. You cannot legitimately achieve both, to pretend to do so betrays Truth, and therefore Truth would not be legitimately attained.

Which is more valuable, Truth or peace? In the daily war each of us should wage against our mortal enemy, the clear, obvious, undeniable answer is of course: Truth. Peace is a Self-delusion. How can you be at peace as war is waged against and upon You? How can you be at peace when you are being proactively destroyed, in real-time.

Many years ago, when I was 16 years old, despite being a high school dropout, I spent a lot of time inside of public libraries. Why? Because books (There were no computers in libraries back then) provide an ability for an individual to try to access Truth, to grow his mind, to escape from the torturing shackles of Matrix of Universal Illusion, at least for a short period of time. That was My purpose in haunting and stalking libraries back then, even as I know, of course, that most humans use books to escape from reality and Truth, just one of thousands of different escapes promoted and encouraged by society and government.

And so the homicidal rampage of 16 year old Nathaniel, carried out inside of a public library, targeting complete strangers at random, is particularly poignant to Me. What a perfect location, to illuminate the hopelessness of humanity.

Truth is there, inside of libraries. It is there, inside of a select few volumes of text. And these days, almost all public libraries in amerikkka have computers offering internet access, and so even My seminal Manifesto of Forbidden Truth, along with all other public writings, is there, available to every human to access. But no, humans choose to ignore and to reject Truth, even when it sits, offered for free in a public place, just a few keypad clicks away.

And so, look at the life of 16 year old Nathaniel, seeker of Truth. Envision him deciding to go to church, to check it out, just to see if any Truth can be found there. The answer is No, of course. I so hope Nathaniel consciously recognizes this Forbidden Truth. And then he goes to the library, and Truth is there, but nobody is looking for it, nobody wants it. Nobody else, except maybe Nathaniel.

And Nathaniel looks around him and sees that Truth is dead, everywhere. Inside of the church, and inside of the library, and on the street going between the two places, and inside his familial prison, and inside the dungeon of mind you call a school… And so he expresses it, he expresses the Truth of the horror of what was, is, and will be done to him.

Can’t you see the beautiful reflection of Truth, even with just a tiny handful of details we know, of what Nathaniel did? How can killing others be wrong, when we are being killed, in so many different ways, mind, body, and soul? How dare any of you judge Nathaniel, much less give yourselves permission to try to punish him now, after he has shown you the Truth of what has been done to him, the Truth of what WAS done to each and every one of you. How dare you!!

Thank you for choosing life, Nathaniel! I wish you the strength and the glory of limitless Self-love, and limitless success, in the daily war you must continue to wage.

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WATCH: Nathaniel Jouett, Clovis Library Shooting Suspect, Being Baptized in July 2017

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Poetic and Beautiful Reflections of Mindfulness, or Senseless, Insane Displays of Mindlessness??

1) A 63 year old man dresses up in suit and tie, conceals a butcher knife inside a briefcase, stands in the doorway of a building on a busy pedestrian street close to a school in broad daylight at 2:00 PM on a school day, and resolves to fatally disembowel the first small child, under age 10, he sees walk past him on the sidewalk. And so he does.

2) A 32 year old woman loads two Glock 17L 9MM handguns with 33 round extended capacity clips, conceals them inside of a large purse, boards a subway train at 9AM, sets her Casio watch to alarm mode for 12:00 Noon, and rides aimlessly for three hours, resolving to extract both guns and open fire, trying to shoot dead as many people as possible who are inside the subway car she is on, beginning exactly when her watch alarm goes off. And so she does.

I find poetic and beautiful reflections of mindfulness within these imagined acts. I find them harmonious and both internally and externally enlightening of the human condition.

The vast majority of you humans have a polar opposite reaction. You judge such events to be random, mindless, unfathomable, impossible to justify or to rationally explain, failures of the human mind.

But you are dead wrong.

I love, admire, and appreciate the absolutely random (meaning impossible for any outside force to anticipate or to predict), yet pre-planned, dynamic explosions of outlaw violence, most of all. I value them within internal True Reality, as well as completely detached psychological and philosophical illuminations of the horrors and injustices maliciously imposed upon each of us, throughout our imagined existence.

Whether we consciously face up to this Forbidden Truth or not, each of us faces the terror of eternal erasure of our Self-universe, at any and every singular moment in time. Nobody is ever safe.

It does not matter how young or old, how healthy or ill, how privileged or outcast we may be. It does not matter whether we dwell within a fortress in a most exclusive neighborhood, or a ghetto apartment building filled with crack and opiate addicts. Every singular moment we face the danger of attack, harm, injury, death.

Each of us is terrorized and traumatized from birth, throughout our lives, and ordered to conceal this Forbidden Truth from others, and from our own conscious minds. Each of us is commanded to assemble and to wear an Acting Mask always and whenever we interact with other humans. Put on a show, pretend everything was, is, and will be okay. Impress the others with how happy you are, with what a “good life” you have made for yourself.

I despise your eternal charade! The False Face you put on for others, is only a little less disgusting than the False Face you always wear for yourself, only letting it down when you feel safe, beating your children, bullying your employees, terrorizing your sexual partners.

I respect the sacred right of all rage reflection, but I do not personally value such selective, intimate, emotionally enmeshed violence. It conceals Truth, just as much as it exposes Truth.

Contrast this type of closed-circle violence, with absolutely random, public arena explosions of rage, targeting complete strangers, impossible to predict in advance. The more random and unpredictable, the more “overkill” involved, the better. Here you see Forbidden Truth exposed and honored, even if the perpetrator lacks conscious awareness of it, as it usually the case.

Nobody is safe. Nobody deserves to ever feel safe, because I was never safe, and never will be safe.

Terror deserves to permanently dwell within every human mind, for the collective crime humanity is guilty of: Terrorizing every child and every adult, all of the time.

I value Truth exposure, the mask dropped, the illusion shattered, and the more random, unexpected, dynamic, unique, and bloody the exposure presents as, the more poetic and beautifully mindful it is.

The reflection of personal and of universal terror, constantly experienced, constantly concealed and cloaked within the Self-universe, incubating and growing and evolving within the secret and sacred space of mind, often unknown and not understood even by the incubator Himself, taking physical form via a unique plot and plan, unfathomable to the outsiders, but in perfect harmony with the subconscious Self-mind, and in perfect harmony with the reality of all human experience, of all humans, a reality they can and will never face up to.

And then: Boom!!! It happens. And still nobody gets it. Nobody understands. Nobody sees, the perfect, the accurate, the honest, the courageous, reflection. But there it is. Look closely, look better, open your mind…., can’t you see it? The equilibrium shattered, yet at the same time restored, and the Forbidden Truths are exposed in all their glory!

The Forbidden Truths of universal victimization, universal injustice, death, the Acting Mask, the constant terror of everyday life that nobody is able to look at and to know.

For just a few minutes, it’s all there, out in the open, waiting for somebody to see it all. And I do see it. Yes I do. Can’t you see how beautiful it is? Things precious and unique of consciousness, things constantly hidden, denied, rejected, condemned, gagged, suddenly and dynamically thrust into the light of exposed Truth!

See the beauty of this Truth, and of the singular Truth-teller!

He has pried open the mind cage, walk through, thank Him, and smile!

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I Am The Watcher, Always Watching, Myself.

You humans do things for the experience of it. Sometimes you take pictures or make video recordings, but the watching is always secondary to the experience. And you always watch yourself later, in hindsight, as a memory. What an inferior path!

I am the Watcher, always Watching. Even in the exact moment as I am doing something, I am simultaneously watching Myself, do it. I watch Myself, separate from Myself, separate from what I am doing.

I watch Myself for the pleasure of seeing someone perfect, doing something perfect, in real-time. I watch Myself, not as Myself. The Alien Eye winks. Eye C U.

Watching Myself doubles the pleasure. The commission of the act, and the external, detached observation of the act as it occurs: Mirror reflecting. Microscope enlarging, Telescope pulling it all in. The ultimate stranglehold.

I do not watch to see. I watch to know and to immortalize Myself. I watch as creator of the Self-universe, tending his flock of brain cells.

I watch the world die.

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Only Death Will Force Me To Forget

Traumatic memories are very important to maintain and to consistently relive. They must be kept vivid and vibrant, and used to nourish the Self-universe, within the horrific light of Truth. Most of you humans try to forget the terrible things that happened to you. Fools! The terrible things plot a course of Truth, they can help you to never fall prey to the illusions and delusions and malicious deceptions of humanity, society, and government.

When you try to forget, you betray Truth and you betray Yourself, in the worst possible way. And you never forget, you just destroy your conscious awareness. The memories remain, eating you, compelling you to cannibalize Yourself, only you can’t perceive what you are doing, or why.

Every week I spend at least 5 full hours, usually closer to 10, painstakingly reliving, in as much detail as I can, My childhood abuse. I pick out a specific incident, a specific day, from my rich inventory, and I strive to exactly relive the abuse.

I strive not to remember how it was, but to experience it again, exactly as I did when it occurred. To go back to the same True Reality, the same state of mind consciousness, I was chained within, on that day.

These recreations are always done as conscious recollections while fully awake. Never as Conscious Dreams, even though I have fully mastered the art of Conscious Dreaming, and sometimes do directly incorporate My childhood abuses within My Conscious Dreams, as prelude, or foreplay if you will, for the dynamic violence and revenge I plot out and savor, later in the dream.

But to actually build up direct memory of My childhood abuses, to increase their vividness and clarity and strength of impact, I rely upon these awake memory recreations.

30 to 50 years have passed by, but My commitment to remember every detail, to experience the Truth of My childhood destruction as it occurred and with absolute clarity, has not diminished. It will not diminish.

The infinite tragedy of death will take Me from Myself, render Me unborn, erase My memories, each as precious as any other. And the possibility of a disease such as Alzheimer’s betraying My uniquely brilliant brain, cannot be discounted. But I will not forget anything, out of error or laziness or any willful neglect of My Self-universe. I will not.

Would My attitude be different if Universal Child Abuse had not been deliberately sponsored and carried out against Me by society and government back then, as public policy mandate, in the 1960’s, 1970’s, and 1980’s? Would My attitude be different if anything had changed since then, if any reforms had occurred? If Universal Child Abuse were not carried out exactly the same today, June 28, 2017, as back then? What if My victimization had been a rare and isolated occurrence, an accident that could not have been prevented?

Perhaps My attitude might be different. But none of that is True, none of that is the reality.

My catalogued inventory of childhood torture, torment, victimization, destruction, is rich and varied. Every day I died a little more. Soul murder, destruction of personal potential, darkness descending, advancing, consuming, the human child that was Me. Now, I am no longer a child, and thanks to My unique brilliance and courage, I am no longer human, having rejected and transcended My humanity.

Yet I recreate Myself as a child, for hours and hours, every week. It must be done, the trauma must be relived by Me, the Self-aware Monster. It is the only True way to honor Self, to honor what I am, to honor the Truth of why I am what I am.

And so I spin the wheel of misfortune, the Wayback Machine of My innerspace. I pick a specific day, a frozen moment of time, and I recreate it as best I can. The trauma must be re-experienced, not merely remembered.

Every day is completely different, even if the actual abuse is similar.

Every day is different because the life cycle of soul murder and the building of Frankenstein’s Monster was so very different, from day to day.

Hundreds of times My father forced Me to suck his co*k and swallow the c*m, but the experience was different at age 4, from My earliest concrete memories, than at age 11. So very different. And so one day I recreate the experience from age 4, and another day from age 11, and other days all the other years. The event is not allowed to blend together, the memories must be kept distinct, so that almost every single one of the hundreds can be consciously remembered for its distinctiveness.

Hundreds of times My mother tried to blind Me, holding Me down inside of the bathtub, holding Me by the hair, pouring shampoo into My eyes. The burning felt different every time. Age 4 was different from age 10. At age 4 I didn’t yet know, consciously, that My eyesight was being destroyed.

And so I recreate the event at all stages of My childhood, from the “innocence” of age 4, to the knowledge at age 10, that My eyesight had been and was continuing to be, destroyed. Every day out of the hundreds of days was different, and so I try to recreate them all, remembering every nuance… The phone ringing in the background one time, Me grabbing the bottle of shampoo from her, another time, Learning how to keep My eyes tightly closed, but pretending the shampoo had gotten in, another time. The details matter!

And being dragged out into the hallway of the apartment building wearing only short white underwear and socks, dozens of times, and locked out. Huddling against the door for hours as humans went into and out of their apartments, went up and down the stairwell, momentarily pausing sometimes, looking at Me, I felt their eyes, saw their bodies, even as I never made eye contact.

Every time was different, I remember the lady in high heels, and the one who shuffled in slippers, and the big man who always stopped and stood silent, and I could faintly hear his breathing before he moved on. I do not try to merely remember, I recreate and relive the reality, honoring My courage, honoring Myself, honoring the Truth.

I will always be that child. There was no escaping back then, and to try to escape the Truth now, would be the choice of a fool, the choice of an Inferior for whom Truth and Self are judged equally worthless. There is nothing to escape from today, just as there was nowhere and nobody to escape to, back then.

The pain of the universe was created within Me, and within Me it shall always dwell. Always it will find a comforting spot within Me. Always it will find the warm embrace of unconditional love and acceptance.

My perfection of today was Self-created within the reflection of what was done to Me. And so I choose to remember everything, always!

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