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Poetic and Beautiful Reflections of Mindfulness, or Senseless, Insane Displays of Mindlessness??

1) A 63 year old man dresses up in suit and tie, conceals a butcher knife inside a briefcase, stands in the doorway of a building on a busy pedestrian street close to a school in broad daylight at 2:00 PM on a school day, and resolves to fatally disembowel the first small child, under age 10, he sees walk past him on the sidewalk. And so he does.

2) A 32 year old woman loads two Glock 17L 9MM handguns with 33 round extended capacity clips, conceals them inside of a large purse, boards a subway train at 9AM, sets her Casio watch to alarm mode for 12:00 Noon, and rides aimlessly for three hours, resolving to extract both guns and open fire, trying to shoot dead as many people as possible who are inside the subway car she is on, beginning exactly when her watch alarm goes off. And so she does.

I find poetic and beautiful reflections of mindfulness within these imagined acts. I find them harmonious and both internally and externally enlightening of the human condition.

The vast majority of you humans have a polar opposite reaction. You judge such events to be random, mindless, unfathomable, impossible to justify or to rationally explain, failures of the human mind.

But you are dead wrong.

I love, admire, and appreciate the absolutely random (meaning impossible for any outside force to anticipate or to predict), yet pre-planned, dynamic explosions of outlaw violence, most of all. I value them within internal True Reality, as well as completely detached psychological and philosophical illuminations of the horrors and injustices maliciously imposed upon each of us, throughout our imagined existence.

Whether we consciously face up to this Forbidden Truth or not, each of us faces the terror of eternal erasure of our Self-universe, at any and every singular moment in time. Nobody is ever safe.

It does not matter how young or old, how healthy or ill, how privileged or outcast we may be. It does not matter whether we dwell within a fortress in a most exclusive neighborhood, or a ghetto apartment building filled with crack and opiate addicts. Every singular moment we face the danger of attack, harm, injury, death.

Each of us is terrorized and traumatized from birth, throughout our lives, and ordered to conceal this Forbidden Truth from others, and from our own conscious minds. Each of us is commanded to assemble and to wear an Acting Mask always and whenever we interact with other humans. Put on a show, pretend everything was, is, and will be okay. Impress the others with how happy you are, with what a “good life” you have made for yourself.

I despise your eternal charade! The False Face you put on for others, is only a little less disgusting than the False Face you always wear for yourself, only letting it down when you feel safe, beating your children, bullying your employees, terrorizing your sexual partners.

I respect the sacred right of all rage reflection, but I do not personally value such selective, intimate, emotionally enmeshed violence. It conceals Truth, just as much as it exposes Truth.

Contrast this type of closed-circle violence, with absolutely random, public arena explosions of rage, targeting complete strangers, impossible to predict in advance. The more random and unpredictable, the more “overkill” involved, the better. Here you see Forbidden Truth exposed and honored, even if the perpetrator lacks conscious awareness of it, as it usually the case.

Nobody is safe. Nobody deserves to ever feel safe, because I was never safe, and never will be safe.

Terror deserves to permanently dwell within every human mind, for the collective crime humanity is guilty of: Terrorizing every child and every adult, all of the time.

I value Truth exposure, the mask dropped, the illusion shattered, and the more random, unexpected, dynamic, unique, and bloody the exposure presents as, the more poetic and beautifully mindful it is.

The reflection of personal and of universal terror, constantly experienced, constantly concealed and cloaked within the Self-universe, incubating and growing and evolving within the secret and sacred space of mind, often unknown and not understood even by the incubator Himself, taking physical form via a unique plot and plan, unfathomable to the outsiders, but in perfect harmony with the subconscious Self-mind, and in perfect harmony with the reality of all human experience, of all humans, a reality they can and will never face up to.

And then: Boom!!! It happens. And still nobody gets it. Nobody understands. Nobody sees, the perfect, the accurate, the honest, the courageous, reflection. But there it is. Look closely, look better, open your mind…., can’t you see it? The equilibrium shattered, yet at the same time restored, and the Forbidden Truths are exposed in all their glory!

The Forbidden Truths of universal victimization, universal injustice, death, the Acting Mask, the constant terror of everyday life that nobody is able to look at and to know.

For just a few minutes, it’s all there, out in the open, waiting for somebody to see it all. And I do see it. Yes I do. Can’t you see how beautiful it is? Things precious and unique of consciousness, things constantly hidden, denied, rejected, condemned, gagged, suddenly and dynamically thrust into the light of exposed Truth!

See the beauty of this Truth, and of the singular Truth-teller!

He has pried open the mind cage, walk through, thank Him, and smile!

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I Am The Watcher, Always Watching, Myself.

You humans do things for the experience of it. Sometimes you take pictures or make video recordings, but the watching is always secondary to the experience. And you always watch yourself later, in hindsight, as a memory. What an inferior path!

I am the Watcher, always Watching. Even in the exact moment as I am doing something, I am simultaneously watching Myself, do it. I watch Myself, separate from Myself, separate from what I am doing.

I watch Myself for the pleasure of seeing someone perfect, doing something perfect, in real-time. I watch Myself, not as Myself. The Alien Eye winks. Eye C U.

Watching Myself doubles the pleasure. The commission of the act, and the external, detached observation of the act as it occurs: Mirror reflecting. Microscope enlarging, Telescope pulling it all in. The ultimate stranglehold.

I do not watch to see. I watch to know and to immortalize Myself. I watch as creator of the Self-universe, tending his flock of brain cells.

I watch the world die.

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Only Death Will Force Me To Forget

Traumatic memories are very important to maintain and to consistently relive. They must be kept vivid and vibrant, and used to nourish the Self-universe, within the horrific light of Truth. Most of you humans try to forget the terrible things that happened to you. Fools! The terrible things plot a course of Truth, they can help you to never fall prey to the illusions and delusions and malicious deceptions of humanity, society, and government.

When you try to forget, you betray Truth and you betray Yourself, in the worst possible way. And you never forget, you just destroy your conscious awareness. The memories remain, eating you, compelling you to cannibalize Yourself, only you can’t perceive what you are doing, or why.

Every week I spend at least 5 full hours, usually closer to 10, painstakingly reliving, in as much detail as I can, My childhood abuse. I pick out a specific incident, a specific day, from my rich inventory, and I strive to exactly relive the abuse.

I strive not to remember how it was, but to experience it again, exactly as I did when it occurred. To go back to the same True Reality, the same state of mind consciousness, I was chained within, on that day.

These recreations are always done as conscious recollections while fully awake. Never as Conscious Dreams, even though I have fully mastered the art of Conscious Dreaming, and sometimes do directly incorporate My childhood abuses within My Conscious Dreams, as prelude, or foreplay if you will, for the dynamic violence and revenge I plot out and savor, later in the dream.

But to actually build up direct memory of My childhood abuses, to increase their vividness and clarity and strength of impact, I rely upon these awake memory recreations.

30 to 50 years have passed by, but My commitment to remember every detail, to experience the Truth of My childhood destruction as it occurred and with absolute clarity, has not diminished. It will not diminish.

The infinite tragedy of death will take Me from Myself, render Me unborn, erase My memories, each as precious as any other. And the possibility of a disease such as Alzheimer’s betraying My uniquely brilliant brain, cannot be discounted. But I will not forget anything, out of error or laziness or any willful neglect of My Self-universe. I will not.

Would My attitude be different if Universal Child Abuse had not been deliberately sponsored and carried out against Me by society and government back then, as public policy mandate, in the 1960’s, 1970’s, and 1980’s? Would My attitude be different if anything had changed since then, if any reforms had occurred? If Universal Child Abuse were not carried out exactly the same today, June 28, 2017, as back then? What if My victimization had been a rare and isolated occurrence, an accident that could not have been prevented?

Perhaps My attitude might be different. But none of that is True, none of that is the reality.

My catalogued inventory of childhood torture, torment, victimization, destruction, is rich and varied. Every day I died a little more. Soul murder, destruction of personal potential, darkness descending, advancing, consuming, the human child that was Me. Now, I am no longer a child, and thanks to My unique brilliance and courage, I am no longer human, having rejected and transcended My humanity.

Yet I recreate Myself as a child, for hours and hours, every week. It must be done, the trauma must be relived by Me, the Self-aware Monster. It is the only True way to honor Self, to honor what I am, to honor the Truth of why I am what I am.

And so I spin the wheel of misfortune, the Wayback Machine of My innerspace. I pick a specific day, a frozen moment of time, and I recreate it as best I can. The trauma must be re-experienced, not merely remembered.

Every day is completely different, even if the actual abuse is similar.

Every day is different because the life cycle of soul murder and the building of Frankenstein’s Monster was so very different, from day to day.

Hundreds of times My father forced Me to suck his co*k and swallow the c*m, but the experience was different at age 4, from My earliest concrete memories, than at age 11. So very different. And so one day I recreate the experience from age 4, and another day from age 11, and other days all the other years. The event is not allowed to blend together, the memories must be kept distinct, so that almost every single one of the hundreds can be consciously remembered for its distinctiveness.

Hundreds of times My mother tried to blind Me, holding Me down inside of the bathtub, holding Me by the hair, pouring shampoo into My eyes. The burning felt different every time. Age 4 was different from age 10. At age 4 I didn’t yet know, consciously, that My eyesight was being destroyed.

And so I recreate the event at all stages of My childhood, from the “innocence” of age 4, to the knowledge at age 10, that My eyesight had been and was continuing to be, destroyed. Every day out of the hundreds of days was different, and so I try to recreate them all, remembering every nuance… The phone ringing in the background one time, Me grabbing the bottle of shampoo from her, another time, Learning how to keep My eyes tightly closed, but pretending the shampoo had gotten in, another time. The details matter!

And being dragged out into the hallway of the apartment building wearing only short white underwear and socks, dozens of times, and locked out. Huddling against the door for hours as humans went into and out of their apartments, went up and down the stairwell, momentarily pausing sometimes, looking at Me, I felt their eyes, saw their bodies, even as I never made eye contact.

Every time was different, I remember the lady in high heels, and the one who shuffled in slippers, and the big man who always stopped and stood silent, and I could faintly hear his breathing before he moved on. I do not try to merely remember, I recreate and relive the reality, honoring My courage, honoring Myself, honoring the Truth.

I will always be that child. There was no escaping back then, and to try to escape the Truth now, would be the choice of a fool, the choice of an Inferior for whom Truth and Self are judged equally worthless. There is nothing to escape from today, just as there was nowhere and nobody to escape to, back then.

The pain of the universe was created within Me, and within Me it shall always dwell. Always it will find a comforting spot within Me. Always it will find the warm embrace of unconditional love and acceptance.

My perfection of today was Self-created within the reflection of what was done to Me. And so I choose to remember everything, always!

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The Self-realized, Self-made Monster Questions His Parts Inventory

Each of us is a creation of everything that has been done to, everything that has been imposed upon, everything that has either added to, or negated from, the limitless potential of a virginal mind.

Even the one in a billion Superior like Me, who successfully rejects and transcends his humanity, and builds an untouchable Self-universe, must consciously understand that his glorious feat was accomplished with available parts, not with a limitless inventory of every imaginable part, every imaginable perception and reality of consciousness, that exists within the spectrum of all human mind potential.

I was shattered into trillions of tiny fragments, this is what child abuse, society, government, and The Matrix of Universal Illusion does to every individual. And I rebuilt Myself with the billions of tiny fragments I successfully salvaged. No matter how perfect and brilliant I made Myself, the limitless potential of the unshattered, virginal mind, was and will always be, forever lost.

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A Fun Way to Find Old & Obscure True Crime News Stories

It’s Friday night, and while you pathetic creatures are busy getting high and trying to find fornication partners, I am, as always, feeding the thirst of My brilliant brain, in glorious isolation. When this thirst is bloody, and it often is, I seek out and immerse within new and interesting true crime news stories.

An excellent resource for this form of mind recreation is the Google Newspaper Archive. It allows you to search thousands of different print newspapers, dating back to 1800, in some cases. You simply type in a search word or phrase, and hit the “Search Archive” button.

Here is the direct url:

https://news.google.com/newspapers

To find some real gems dating back 50 to 200 years, I would suggest you try words/phrases like “maniac” “berserk” “amok” “deranged” “crazy killer” insane man” “rampage”. Try it. Don’t use phrases like “active shooter”, that’s too new and won’t get you the vintage stuff.

Below are 5 or 6 really cool items I found today. Enjoy!

1971, Texas, usa: Police hunt torture/killer/decapitator of 4 young girls:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1454&dat=19711128&id=vGNNAAAAIBAJ&sjid=uAkEAAAAIBAJ&pg=7109,5176916

1907, Berlin, Germany: Locksmith stabs 40 women, killing 1, during 10 month long rampage:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=914&dat=19070526&id=FppPAAAAIBAJ&sjid=q1IDAAAAIBAJ&pg=3658,5840523

1930, Connecticut, usa: veteran of world war 1 escapes mental hospital, goes directly to his family home, takes wife and 4 young children, aged 10, 7, 5, and 4, to top of 300 foot cliff, then pushes them all off, to their deaths:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1755&dat=19300622&id=xxoeAAAAIBAJ&sjid=S2QEAAAAIBAJ&pg=6480,4287

The very SAME newspaper page above, also has a fascinating serial killer case out of New York, just to the left of the above article.

This resource is delightful for those of us who appreciate the timelessness of rage, hate, revenge, and victimization.

A few more:

1987, Missouri, usa: 14 year old Kirk Buckner shoots dead his father, mother, and three brothers:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1144&dat=19870926&id=b7UqAAAAIBAJ&sjid=QmMEAAAAIBAJ&pg=4780,6134016

1981 England, 20 year old crippled outcast kills 26 people in serial arson attacks, “I just hate people, but I am devoted to fire.” “When ever I had enough of people treating me like an animal, I would just go out and set fire to a house”:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1946&dat=19810122&id=kwUiAAAAIBAJ&sjid=xKQFAAAAIBAJ&pg=760,639854

1887, Chicago, usa: Mayor orders police to throw anarchist into mental hospital after he publicly calls for elected officials to be hung and thrown down elevator shafts:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1908&dat=18871014&id=rTkrAAAAIBAJ&sjid=c9kEAAAAIBAJ&pg=1267,5050072

Hey folks, why not spend this entire weekend exploring and discovering fascinating true-crimes you never knew about before?!

You’re welcome!

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Honoring Mutsuo Toi (都井 睦雄),Torture Victim of 20th Century japanese Society

I’m in the mood for a Blast from the Past essay, so lets do it!

Let Me set the stage, in case you are not familiar with Martyr Mutsuo:

The date is May 20, 1938. A 21 year old victimized and abused child, enslaved within the tiny village of Kamo, total population of about 80 humans, in Japan, is getting ready. His name is Mutsuo Toi, and he is getting ready to seek and claim his vengeance against society, government, humanity.

There are no terrorist leaders for him to gain inspiration from. There are no terrorist networks to help him. There is no http://Wikipedia.org or http://Murderpedia.org, for him to spend time reveling in the True Reality rage reflections of others. There are no violent movies for him to watch, no obscene rap or heavy metal songs for him to emotionally commune with.

No, there is none of that. There is only Mutsuo, tortured child, just 21 years old. He must radicalize Himself, he must inspire Himself, he must start a chain, not integrate to an existing one.

It is 1938 in a tiny village in japan, and 21 year old Mutsuo Toi has reached his Ground Zero.

11:00 PM, May 20, 1938, and Martyr Mutsuo is getting ready. He assembles his arsenal: One shotgun, one sword, and one ax. But there is a twist, his most important items are two flashlights. He carefully checks the batteries, it is very important that the flashlights work. He is a man with a plan, and everything is ready.

The night rolled over to the next day, it was now May 21st, 1938, 1:30 AM, the deepest dead of night, and Martyr Mutsuo was ready to go to harvest. He strapped the two flashlights to his head, I would assume one on each side, over the ears. Did he use tape, or rope?? Tape must not have been very common in 1938 rural Japan.

Step #1: Mutsuo cut the singular electrical line that supplied electrical power to the tiny village of Kamo, plunging the entire village into complete darkness, in the dead of night, 1:30 AM. Then he began his catharsis.

In the pitch blackness, Martyr Mutsuo shone like a double star, two flashlights tied to his head, shining brightly. He needed his hands, to do other things. First he cut off the head of his 76 year old grandmother, who had raised him as her slave since he was a small child. Then he stalked the village, invading house after house, killing everyone he encountered. In total he harvested 30 humans, seriously injuring only 3 others. He was in it for the kill, attacking 33, killing 30, a percentage any modern day terrorist equipped with state of the art weaponry, would deeply envy.

The entire rampage lasted about 90 minutes, ending around 3:00 AM. Then Mutsuo rested, for a few hours, hopefully savoring his vengeance. As the sun was coming up, probably 6:00 AM or so, our tortured victim-creation tragically chose to end his own life.

This rampage held the #2 total kill count position for a lone attacker event, worldwide, for 44 years, from 1938 until 1982. Andrew Kehoe from the good old usa, was #1. You DO know about Martyr Andrew, I would hope….

Thank you for standing, Mutsuo!

You can read the Wikipedia account of Mutsuo’s rampage, here:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tsuyama_massacre

It is not completely accurate, but you cannot expect all details to be completely known, with such a long ago and little publicized event.

I chuckled when I read about the japanese custom of yobai, popular in the mid 20th century in japan, of which Mutsuo partook.

Read about that, here:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yobai

“At night, young unmarried men would silently enter houses with young unmarried women. A man would silently crawl into a woman’s room and make his intentions known. If the woman consented, they would sleep together. By the morning he would leave. The girl’s family might know about it, but pretended they did not. It was common for young people to find a husband/wife like this.”

Ha-ha! Good practice for Mutsuo, he knew exactly how to get inside most if not all of the houses. And exactly the same idea as the 2017 singles bars you humans frequent. 🙂

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Mutsuo Toi, Tortured Victim Creation of 20th Century japanese Society.

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Lone Attacker Massacre at Resorts World Casino, Manila, Philippines: 36 dead

Very impressive rampage out of Manila yesterday. Details still sketchy, but lone gunman with assault rifle and bottles of gasoline went on shooting rampage inside large casino and hotel, primarily targeting the packed casino floor as idiot humans gambled. He also set fires on the casino floor. At least 36 were fatally harvested, some shot, others suffocated from the smoke of the fires he set.

Details still sketchy, and I am busy with slave labor, but here are three recent updates on this captivating, no pun intended, event:

http://news.abs-cbn.com/focus/06/01/17/eyewitness-account-people-broke-windows-jumped-off-3rd-floor

https://www.reuters.com/article/us-philippines-resort-idUSKBN18S63W

http://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-40129016

Will try to update with better photo and of course identify our new Martyr, within the next 15 hours.

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The Euphoria of Happiness Murder

The stereotypical picture of depression is a human with a depleted battery, moving in slow motion, body and mind. Well, lets shatter that stereotype! Lets recognize depression as the energized, enthusiastic, and violently offensive act of happiness murder! And lets make it joyful: I am depressed because I have successfully beheaded, stabbed, disemboweled, murdered, happiness.

Happiness is a mistake, an error of the mind, a wrong turn of reality perception, onto a DEAD end road. Why? Because there is nothing to be happy about, there is no valid reason to be happy. To be happy is to have lost your way, to have wandered into the toxic lair of The Matrix of Universal Illusion, and for the cage to have snapped shut, leaving you hopelessly trapped, separated from the Truth.

When happiness is understood to be a mistake, depression can be recognized as the valuable and essential correction of an error. Make depression your own, make it, as you make all Truth, serve Self.

Self-perception and reality perception go together. You can perceive Yourself depressed because happiness is something desirable that you lack, or you can perceive Yourself depressed within the glory of conscious understanding that the lie of happiness is your enemy and your persecutor, an enemy you have waged war against and defeated, an enemy you hunt, stalk, trap, terrorize, and murder, today and every day, over and over and over.

Do not allow depression to neuter your rage and hate, use your depression to feed and magnify your rage and hate. This is the Superior path, rooted in Truth and externally untouchable love of Self.

As I have brilliantly revealed within My texts, pleasure is the polar opposite of happiness, and it is a sacred birthright the Superior must claim and cultivate as mind creation. It is My supreme pleasure to carry out the most bloodthirsty, mind-satiating murder of all happiness, as I revel in the horrific reality and Truth of why I must be depressed.

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Breaking News: Ariana Grande Homicide Bombing in Manchester, England

Terrorism is the personal reflection of being the victim of lifelong terrorization.

How delightful to wake up from a long night of deeply satisfying, intricately plotted Conscious Dreams, three separate ones in fact, spanning 10 hours, to the news of the Ariana Grande concert suicide bombing in Manchester, England. Details are still breaking, but at least 22 harvestees, many more injured. A successfully executed homicide bombing, by all indications:

http://www.cnn.com/2017/05/22/europe/manchester-arena-incident/index.html

government and its media puppets call it a suicide bombing, but the sane thinker knows this is psychological misdirection. Homicide bombing is much more accurate, as clearly the primary goal of the attacker was to harvest others, his own death being a price he was willing to pay, but not his primary motivation or desire.

Everything labelled as terrorism by any and every society and government is nothing more than an honest and accurate reflection of the personal experience of being terrorized.

government inflicts terror upon every child and every adult, then solicits them to reflect this terror upon others: Their legally owned children, defenseless animals, sex partners, spouses, employees, foreigners, demonized foreign regime citizen-slaves, etc… None of this is ever accurately described and labelled as terrorism, but that is exactly what it all is.

Those who terrorize you reserve this term, to specific acts of reflective terrorization that they desire to condemn and morally judge, and a primary reason why, is to successfully conceal from all conscious perception and understanding, the reality that every citizen-slaves exists as a tormented victim of terror as inflicted upon him by his very own society and government.

I so wish I could spend the day inside My isolated fortress, reveling in the developing details of this homicide bombing, but I cannot. Slave labor is My fate, but at least My mind is alive with invigorated consciousness, on this particular morning.

For now, you can follow ITV live coverage of this act of reflective revenge via this Youtube livestream:

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A Psychological How-to Analysis of One of My Greatest MindPowers

Those of you who read all My essays and texts know I possess many superior, rare, and extraordinarily valuable MindPowers. It is important for all aspiring Superiors to fully understand all primary-level Forbidden Truths, and all top-level MindPowers achieved by Truth-seeking Superiors, are directly linked and interconnected to each other.

What this means, in practical terms, is that any failure to recognize, consciously embrace, and overtly maximize any singular Forbidden Truth or MindPower, will definitely compromise, limit, and very possibly completely destroy your capacity to recognize and realize both Forbidden Truths and personal MindPowers.

This essay is a gift from Me, to genuinely aspiring Superiors who choose to immerse in My texts. There are maybe five of you on planet earth, ten at the most. But you deserve this gift, for being the one out of hundreds of millions, who knows and appreciates the infinite value, the unique preciousness, of My gift of Truth.

In this essay I will provide a dynamic illustration of this interconnection for you to positively grasp. I will break down the psychological and ideological components of one of My most prized and useful MindPowers, explaining how it is developed, nurtured, maintained, and properly maximized.

This MindPower is My automatic, reflective, and “thoughtless” transformation of all of My personal pain, suffering, and trauma, to externalized rage and hate, directed upon others, specific humans, as well as groups of humans and human developed and maintained structures. I use the term “thoughtless” because I want to make the distinction perfectly clear, that this MindPower functions for Me, absent all conscious effort. It is automatic, any pain or trauma experienced or remembered, after exactly 5 seconds of personal experience, is ended, via automatic transformation to limitless, externally focused rage and hate.

If I so desire, I can prevent this transformation. I can choose to abort this automatic transformation, if for some reason I consciously decide that I want to remember a specific trauma at greater length, or experience a current pain at greater length. And very rarely I do exercise this option. But if I do not specifically go out of My way to abort the transformation, it always occurs, automatically and with absolutely no direct focus of thoughts and of mind.

What an extraordinary MindPower! I have trained My brilliant mind to automatically transform any and all personal pain, trauma, and suffering, from the distant past, to the recent past, to any moment of now, such as the actual real-time experience of sitting in a dentist’s chair, for example, into purely vicious and bloodthirsty and sadistic homicidal rage and hate, directed in one way, outward, at any and every available human target.

There is no conscious effort involved, no thought process that occurs or is undertaken.

This is a tremendous breakthrough of MindPower, completely different from any efforts you humans might make, to clumsily attempt, on a conscious level, to “overcome” your pain and trauma, and/or to specifically modify a singular emotional state of mind in a specific instance, from pain and suffering to external rage and hate.

Even if such an effort does work for you, it completely fails to address the next time, and the next time and the next time… Because every human existence, in Truth, consists of relentless external attacks of pain, suffering, and trauma. The only way to defeat them all, is to achieve this MindPower, this transformation of mind absent all thought and absent all conscious effort.

My process is automatic, requiring no conscious effort. It is always 100% successful, leaving behind not a trace of perceived or experienced trauma or suffering. It is Truly effortless, requiring no moral or ideological debate or resistance. I treasure this Mindpower!

But now comes the important part of this essay: How did I achieve, and how do I maintain this glorious MindPower? Understanding this, illuminates to you the interconnectivity I revealed earlier. So here is the psychological breakdown:

In order for this emotional transfer to be automatically triggered 100% of the time, As I desire and with no thoughtful effort, I must be an unconditional lover of Self. I must know with every fiber of both consciousness and subconsciousness, that I never deserve to suffer any pain, victimization, or trauma of any kind, ever. Not physical and not emotional, not inadvertent, not medically necessary, not minor or major. Nothing! Every trauma must be intrinsically recognized and understood within the core psyche as being an outrageous, impossible to justify violation of the Self. on every fundamental and foundational level. This requires the achievement of absolute and unconditional love of Self.

Continuing the breakdown: An absolute and intrinsic right and Self-obligation to both possess and direct limitless external rage and hate upon others, must also be ingrained to core consciousness, so that it can and will be automatically focused and directed upon any and every human being or human structure in sight or in mind, as a response to the pain or trauma presenting itself to your conscious mind.

This external rage and hate cannot be Self-limiting, or selective, or transient in scope or intensity. It also must not require any conscious mind debate. It must be an atomic bomb, ready to explode at any and every moment, as a reflex, a reflective response to all pain and trauma.

Continuing the breakdown: Ownership of the mind is completely essential here. You must fully recognize Self as existing separate from, and above, your brain. Your mind must have been made subservient to the will of You, of Self, and such subservience must be maintained at all times.

You tell your brain what to do, how to react and respond to stimuli. You are the master, you give the orders, you control and direct your experience of existence, as you impose your superior will upon the function of your brain.

Continuing the psychological breakdown: Ego and narcissism, completely apart from love of Self, must be achieved and constantly maintained at maximum levels, and always be kept externally untouchable.

So what if others, so what if everyone else, is subjected to pain and trauma and victimization, too??! This does not excuse or justify or render acceptable even a single nanosecond of the mildest twinge of transient pain, for You. It does not, it cannot, it will not. You do not compare Yourself to others, You do not judge your own experience of existence by contemplating the possible reality perceptions of others. You do not minimize your own trauma, ever, by dissipating injustice to Self, as comparisons to the imagined injustices of others.

So. what have we learned so far, here at Columbine Preparatory Academy?? That this singularly glorious MindPower I have achieved, is completely dependent upon four completely different MindPowers I have also achieved. And I achieved those four, first. Had I not achieved any one of those four, it would have been essentially impossible for Me to achieve the one I specifically articulate here. Not only are all MindPowers linked together, but they exist within a specific, structured hierarchy.

Some MindPowers must be achieved before others can be achieved. Trying to master this MindPower, before you have mastered limitless and unconditional love of Self, for example, will fail. In theory, your efforts could help you to find ways to master such love of Self, but it is a circular, and much more difficult route, and the route is very hard even if you take the straightest path.

Aspiring Superiors: Know how difficult the route is. Understand and follow hierarchical order.

The four foundational platforms that must be mastered first, in any effort to fully reject and transcend your humanity, are, in no specific order because all four must be mastered, and all four are interconnected to the ongoing, evolutionary process of mastery:

♥Limitless and unconditional love of Self.♥

♥Limitless and unconditional rage and hate directed outward against humans, humanity, and human structures/ideologies.♥

♥Ownership of the mind and brain as a detached and externally untouchable Self-universe.♥

♥Development of supreme, maximized, externally untouchable ego and narcissism.♥

Class is now dismissed, folks. Please ignore any gunshots or explosions you might encounter in the hallways as you make your way to the exit doors, and good luck in your homework assignment.

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