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Giving Thanks, The Forbidden Truth Way

I am thankful to be sane, brilliant, and Superior enough to know I have nothing external of Self to be thankful for.

I am thankful to be courageous and Self-loving enough to have created within my Self-universe legitimate and glorious triumphs that are worthy of supreme Self-gratitude.

I am thankful for the limitless and untouchable love I create, manifest, hoard, and bestow upon Myself, at my will and command.

I am thankful for hate, delicious and nutritious elixir , bountiful and potent, the touch of torment, the magic of murder. Hate, the torrential downpour that never ends, never stops, feeds Me always, makes every moment as perfect as I choose to conceive it to be.

I am thankful for Truth, the one thing that has never let Me down. Truth, the highest pillar of mind purity, guiding light cutting like a hot knife through butter, into a world where it is hated and purged and driven out, driven out directly into my warm and loving embrace.

I am thankful to and for my brain, the god I created to save Me from humanity. My brain, charged with creating and maintaining an untouchable universe for Me to rule and to romp within and to orchestrate the end of humanity. And doing such a great job. Why must my lips be too short to kiss my brain?! Cruel fate! But there are so many other ways to say I love you, dearly beloved brain.

I am thankful to be alone, completely, utterly, absolutely alone. Forever disconnected in every way from every other living thing, but most profoundly and importantly, from every human. Every day my alien status grows and strengthens, a universe of One, having no peers, standing above all that claims to breath and think and feel.

Yes, I will give thanks today, as every day. But only in the name of Myself and the Truth. I will thank nobody else, nothing external of Me. I will thank no god and no government and no culture and no society and no structure.

For thanksgiving dinner, I will devour humanity.

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What if Personal Pleasure is the Only Accepted Motivational Force?

Raising the Me, Myself, and I, to omnipotent and infinite value is the obligation of the Superior who basks within unconditional love of Self.

There are many different ways to attain this sacred right and achieve this blissful glory of MindPower. One way is to raise the Pleasure Principle to the same plateau as limitless love of Self.

How would this manifest as functional reality? Lets consider and integrate the primary components:

A) As an individual, I will do nothing unless it provides Me with overt pleasure.

B) As an individual, I will allow nothing to be done to Me that compromises or diminishes My existing and ongoing experience of personal pleasure.

C) As an individual, I categorically reject all external demands, all impositions of obligation, all ideological or moral constructs, that negatively interfere with My ongoing pursuit of personal pleasure.

D) As an individual, I consciously recognize that direct Self-harm, of any kind, is incompatible with the pursuit or the attainment of personal pleasure.

E) As an individual, I embrace as unconditionally valid, My right to deprive others of attaining personal pleasure, if such deprivation directly creates and/or strengthens within Me, the attainment of personal pleasure.

Individually, such an engrossing devotion to personal pleasure would honor Self and Truth at the highest levels. But let’s take it one step further: What if every human individual pledged and attained this level of devotion to the Pleasure Principle?? This would change everything. This would bring down The Matrix of Universal Illusion. Why? Because pleasure and suffering are incompatible.

Every human society and government is founded, based, built, and maintained upon universal suffering for all. The Pleasure Principle as outlined above, renders suffering intolerable, individually and collectively.

If suffering becomes individually intolerable, meaning that individuals refuse to suffer, the very fabric of every existing society and government is directly attacked. If suffering becomes universally intolerable, meaning that all individuals refuse to accept suffering, Truthfully defined as any limitation or deprivation of the attainment of absolute and ongoing pleasure, the very fabric of every society and government is torn asunder and permanently destroyed.

That is all it takes, you idiots. The refusal to suffer, within the envelope of an unconditional demand for sustained and uncompromised personal pleasure.

And for those who say that a universal demand for personal pleasure would end all progress and productivity, you are dead wrong. Because every individual would define pleasure within different parameters. Things that needed to get done, would still get done. Because doing things provides, and does not sacrifice, legitimate pleasure for some humans.

For the Superior, pleasure is a sacred right. For the Unwashed Masses of inferiors, pleasure is something to be feared, judged, condemned, rejected. Self-hate is the disease every child is deliberately infected with, by every human society and government, knowing that Self-hate is incompatible with the Pleasure Principle as brilliantly articulated here, by Me.

Give Me pleasure, always and forever, or I shall tear asunder anything and everything that stands in my way! This must be the war cry of the Self-lover, taking pleasure to the height where it deserves to be, the place where it can reign destruction, to rightfully and pridefully destroy everything that is destroying the Self-universe of Me, Myself, and I, individually and collectively.

Let pleasure be the weapon and the shield, simultaneously. Rendering our minds invincible, and rendering all that seeks and attempts to oppress us, transformed and disintegrated to impotent dust and rubble.

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27 Things I Love About Myself

Why only 27? Because time is short, and there is no limit to the things I love about Myself, therefore I could just spend 8 hours every day for the remainder of My imagined existence, thinking about and honestly writing down many thousands, into the millions, of different things I love about Myself. But that would cut into the time I spend actually directing love upon Myself, and immersing within this love, and that would not be the most Self-loving thing to do.Therefore, only 27 get listed here, in no particular order.

♥ I love the fact that I love Myself, limitlessly and unconditionally.

♥ I love My ego, always informing Me that I am the center of the universe I own and control.

♥I love My brain, functional creator of the Self-universe I choose to develop and to maintain, following My orders and demands, as orchestral conductor.

♥ I love Myself for being strong and brilliant enough to have developed the capacity to love Myself.

♥ I love the fact that I hate others freely and openly and with positive enthusiasm.

♥ I love that I can and I do destroy others and the world, as I see fit, when I see fit, and how I see fit.

♥ I love the fact that I recognize no debt or obligation to anything that has ever lived before, during, or after My imaginary existence.

♥ I love that I am alone in the universe, a single, solitary creature disconnected from all other life forms via the chosen and exercised directional power of My mind.

♥ I love the fact that I have rejected and transcended My humanity, wanting nothing, taking nothing, needing nothing, from the species guilty of My creation and My destruction.

♥ I love Myself for having the wisdom to know every Truth, and the courage to consciously accept and embrace every Truth, and the factual reality of the personal consequences every Truth has, is, and will impose upon Me.

♥ I love Myself for being able to sexually climax whenever I so desire.

♥ I love My brain for being able to create personal pleasure for Me, at My will and command, regardless of any externally negative impositional forces, and without negating or betraying any factual Truths.

♥ I love touching, licking, fondling, caressing, kissing, smelling My own body, in the process worshipping My very existence as Self-created god.

♥ I love the fact that I have consciously and proactively beheaded and murdered all gods, all human leaders, and every life form that has ever dared to attempt to stand above Me.

♥ I love that I have captured, harnessed, and mastered the creative force of mind perception and focus, in the process developing the mind arts of Conscious, lucid Dreaming, and awake fantasy building, to the point where I can experience as reality anything I choose to envision, via both methodologies.

♥ I love that nothing external to Me, can ever find a way to infiltrate or impact My own perception of Myself.

♥ I love that I thrive within isolation of body and of mind, from all other life forms.

♥ I love that I am physically capable of hurting, harming, and destroying any living thing, as I want, when I want, as I choose, when I choose.

♥ I love knowing that humanity is a doomed species, understanding and knowing why this is so.

♥ I love giving humanity brilliant and completely valid information on exactly how it can save itself from both personal retroactive unbirth and species extinction, knowing it is incapable of accepting or implementing the information to achieve these feats.

♥ I love having a Female Foot Pain Fetish, feeding and enhancing My fetish both secretly and openly, sexually devouring others without their knowledge or consent.

♥ I love knowing that My mind is the ultimate weapon, and deploying My mind to give life to other weapons, to make them extensions of My mind.

♥ I love the fact that I am hated and feared by those who attempt to get to know Me, by those who think they know Me, when in Truth nobody ever has or will, know Me.

♥ I love every thought and every feeling I have ever and will ever have, for helping to create the universe of perfection that is Me.

♥ I love knowing Myself, so intimately, so passionately, dissecting Myself for hours every day, making love to the sum total of what I have created, and continue to create, a Self-universe growing and changing and getting better and stronger every day, thanks to My unlimited and unconditional love and focus.

♥ I love the war I wage every moment of My existence, knowing My enemy seeks My eternal extermination and evaporation to nothingness. Witnessing My mortal enemy falling apart, devolving, hopelessly broken, as I, victim and creation of My enemy, thrive, at least for the moment of Now.

♥ I love the capacity of My mind to thrive within hopelessness, as false hope destroys all of you.

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My Labor of Self-love: Feeding The Insatiable Mind

I possess a mind, and it is insatiable. It hungers, as I hunger, for Truth, for love, for perfection, for revenge, for eternity, for the glory of infinitely realized glories of infinite quantities that can never be quantified.

My mind is my beloved partner, we feed each other in tandem, we nourish each other as siamese twins, forever attached, brain to Self universe, umbilical cord custom built by us as a titanium superhighway of nutrient rich ideas and thoughts and dreams and perceptions and explosions and realizations and expansions.

The more we feed each other, the more we grow. Never fat, only big and large and strong and untouchable, a black rainbow dripping red blood in never-ending torrents.

I feed My mind, and My mind feeds Me. We are independent voyagers, traveling the same path, a road of destiny, leading to nowhere, every exit, every off-ramp, brightly flashing to reveal the final destination: “Dead End”.

My mind knows Me, and I know My mind. Together, we feed.

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The Ego: Foundational Platform of All that is Important and True

egogodSeekers of Truth: You do not want to build your universe upon a hopelessly rotting foundation. So, before you start trying to love Yourself and hate everybody else and murder god and all that other good stuff, erect the foundational platform that will allow you to achieve and maintain all of your mind bombs.

This foundational platform is the ego, exalted, maximized, rendered externally and internally untouchable at every level. This ego is the most dangerous character trait you can possess, the only achievement of mind that renders you genuinely untouchable.

Ego is the base for everything positive and beneficial. You can never be or become too egotistical. Never! The stronger your ego is, the stronger you are, in every way that matters.

When I reveal maximized ego as the most dangerous character trait you can possess, I identify as being both your premier defensive, and just as importantly, offensive weapon of attack against your mortal enemy: Society and government.

You will note that society and government does not universally and proactively condemn Self-love. But it does universally, proactively condemn egotism, and its glorious, blooming branches of egoism and narcissism. Why?? Because an untouchable, maximized ego is the most dangerous power of mind any individual can develop and possess.

Consider: Without such an untouchable ego, the most beautifully nurtured version of Self-love, is absolutely useless. It is functionally useless, existing as Self-delusion. Because it can be deflated and destroyed at will, by your mortal enemy. Puncture your vulnerable ego, and your love of Self evaporates to nothingness. And you can waste more time invalidly trying to reconstitute it.

No! Never try to develop love of Self, until you create an absolutely untouchable, maximally inflated as a concrete and titanium mixture, ego. First comes this ego, then on top of it, as its foundation, you can erect limitless and untouchable love of Self.

Always remember and make certain you completely understand: Egotism, egoism, and narcissism are three completely different MindPower achievements. All three are linked, all three must be desired, attained, maximized, and rendered both externally and internally untouchable. If any of the three are breached, all three are breached. If any of the three are not rendered completely untouchable, one or more will be breached, and therefore all three will be breached and the entire foundation collapses upon itself, leaving you a pathetic, Self-hating, destroyed slave.

Egotism is: The perfect understanding and unconditional embrace of your own supreme value and importance. The conscious embrace of the Forbidden Truth you are Superior to every other thing that has ever existed, in every measurable way, and that your existence, your comfort, your pleasure, your universe of the Self-mind, is irreplaceable and  more important than anything else that has, can, or ever will exist.

Egoism is: Constant and obsessive personal focus upon Self, rooted within the fully conscious understanding there is no external universe of any kind, worthy of any consideration which conflicts with the universe of Self. Nothing external to the Self-universe is worthy of any compromise or sacrifice of the development and maintenance of the Self-universe within personal perfection and nirvana.

Egoism is the taking of inherent and intrinsic pride, in being an egotist. By this process, the two different MindPower achievements are linked together, rendering them both stronger, more untouchable, each feeding upon, thus nourishing the other.

Narcissism is: The recognition of Selfishness and Self-obsession as the foundational components of the successful achievement of linked egoism and egotism as I have described them above. Narcissism exalts the individual body and mind, above all else. Narcissism is expressed via the MindGasm: Constant and obsessive orgasm of the mind.

Narcissism is the worship of Self as the murderer of all gods, the worship of Self as a Self-created god, and the worship of one’s own mind and brain as the birthplace of god, Narcissism is the eternal flame upon which limitless and unconditional love of Self must be built, only after you have successfully erected limitless, untouchable, and unconditional egotism and egoism, upon the mind platform of the Self as god, as attained via maximized and untouchable narcissism, realized as reality on every level of consciousness.

Got it?? 🙂

It must be emphasized how vital it is all three MindPowers, egotism, egoism, and narcissism, be fully understood as being completely different from each other, even as they are united, inextricably linked together, after all three are fully developed and realized within the Superior Self-universe. If you fail to differentiate them, fail to develop them independently of each other, your entire platform will be flawed, and it will fail.

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Where Are All The Tears?

Why isn’t everyone crying, all of the time?

Why has this entire planet not yet been submerged forever by the tears that cannot be stopped?

Let us never cry for others, never!

Only for Self, let us hoard our tears.

Look what has been done to Me, always, forever, and now. Always now, the eternity of endless nows.

The Self weeps, that nobody dares cry for Him.

You will cry for the actors and the pretenders. You will cry for the imagined suffering of others. But you will not cry for Yourself.

I cry only for Myself, the tears circulate like blood, rarely leaking out.

What if everyone cried, always, only for Self? Personal pain the only True god.

Nobody would ask the other, why are you crying? Because they would be too busy, crying too.

Every tear should burn right through whatever it touches, right through everything, through planet earth, leaving a hole that never closes, from north to south pole, so everyone can see clearly the eternity of their own suffering.

"Monster Man" eyeless..

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Salute to the Supreme Self

Oh wonder of wonders, oh god within Me, oh miraculous universe untouchable yet doomed, I sing the song of love.

Supreme Self, I built you in the name of the only, one, True love.

Supreme Self, I built you out of death. My murdered soul inspired your rise to omnipotence. Ten million shattered fragments of Me, crying ten billion tears, lovingly pieced back together for decades. And just look at you shine, baby! Just look at you, looking at Me, shine.

Supreme Self, I give you the freedom to reject and abandon Me. But you will not, because we are united as an untouchable force. Creator and creation, both of us in communion within the perfect circle of Truth.

Supreme Self, you and Me have achieved the perfection of One, stretched to the spectrum of infinity. Still we cannot break the slave shackles of humanity. Only within the perfection of One, we thrive.

Supreme Self, greatest honor to you, as you reflect the honor of My triumph as victim, Martyr, destroyed destroyer.

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Self-Love: The Great Shield, The Great Weapon

How do I love thee Me, let Me count the ways… This essay exalts the single most glorious of all personal achievements, the absolute foundational bedrock of mental health and personal strength, the base upon which all actual and aspiring Superiors center the universe they build and own: Love of Self.

I am a lover of Self. Everything I do and say, everything I experience and represent, everything I am now and will ever be in the future, is the embodiment of limitless and unconditional love of Self. This love is owned by Me, as it has been created by Me. I gave birth to Myself, when I established Self-love within my True Reality and built it to an apex void of all limitations, and untouchable by any external force or entity.

In writing this essay, I glorify my love of Self. But I glorify my love of Self in everything that I do. Everything! Eating and thinking and moving my bowels and brushing my teeth and shooting my guns and sleeping and vacuuming and performing slave labor and everything else. All that I do expresses all that I am. I am a Self-created creature, having built a brain that is fully under my control.

Self-love is the integration of Me to all personal consciousness. Without Self-love, I would not be Me. And I would not be Me, if Self-love was not reflected in all that I am.

The lover of Self is at the mercy of nothing he can control, and since he can fully control his own mind and brain, he is untouchable by all external enemies and attacks. Death can harm him, absolutely. And failures in his ownership capacity to direct and control his own mind and brain, can harm him. But nothing else, nothing at all.

What do I love more, Myself or the Truth?? This question can only be answered by expressing the factual reality that Truth and love of Self are inextricably intertwined to the universe of Me. Without my embrace of all Truth, I could not and would not possess love of Self. And without love of Self, Truth would not be embraced by Me. I love Truth because I love Myself, in loving reflection. And I love Myself because I love Truth, in loving reflection.

Humans sometimes ask Me what I do in my “spare time”. First of all, no sentient creature in love with Himself and with Truth, ever has any “spare” time. Time is limited and finite, I have none to spare, I hoard time, recognizing it as one of the only resources I cannot properly control. So, during my experience of all time passage, I spend it loving Myself. I express and integrate love of Self within everything I do, within all moments of time.

The power of mind ownership is expressed via the capacity to focus the mind within personal will and choice. Self-love is the achievement of the top-level Superior. Self-love is the realized and experienced reality of mind triumph, directly at odds with all expressions and with all invocations to deliver and to receive love from others. Self-love is real and Truth. The love of others, be it given, received, or reciprocal, is false and a lie, it is the illusion of the inferior, a betrayal of Truth, which directly results in a betrayal of Self, since it literally extinguishes and destroys the capacity to establish love of Self.

Let there be no doubt: Love of Self and love of others, and/or love sought from others, are mutually exclusive. You cannot attain love of self, while seeking to attain love from others, or attempting to bestow love upon others. Love must be developed and cultivated by Self, for Self, and once established, it must be ruthlessly and unrelentingly hoarded, even as it is exalted and maximized. Love externally directed, is love wasted and dissipated to nothingness. Love requested from others, is invalid, unreal, a Self-delusion. Nobody else loves you, and if you perceive yourself to be loved by others, you are suffering from a crippling and toxic false delusion.

I have already written an essay in which I describe the many ways in which I express love towards Myself, physically, mentally, and philosophically. You can read it here:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2014/10/09/self-love-manifested-by-me/

I do not wish to repeat My brilliant points over and over, but this essay would not be complete without a comprehensive outline of the need for all Superiors and aspiring Superiors to obsessively bestow love upon Self. Self-obsession is a vital positive for all who recognize their existence as an never-ending war against humanity. And the most vitally dynamic core of all Self-obsessions, must consist of establishing, developing, and then protecting & maintaining limitless and untouchable love of Self.

To all who seek Truth, there is an intersection between the physical, the mental, and the philosophical. This intersection must be consciously recognized and understood. I spend hours, each and every day, physically licking, physically kissing, physically smelling, physically caressing Myself, my body. And I spend hours every single day mentally strengthening the limitless and unconditional love I have created for Myself. And I spend hours each and every day engaging in philosophical conversation and debate with Myself, exploring why I love Myself, exploring what it means to love yourself, exploring how the love of Self integrates to and honors the hatred and destruction of others, exploring how to reach and gain ever greater heights of Self-love, even knowing I have already achieved it to an untouchable and limitless degree.

Yes, there is some overlap between this triangular pyramid of self-expression: The physical, mental, and philosophical. I can lick Myself passionately, while at the same time mentally focused on strengthening the love I hold for Myself within my mind. But all three pyramids must also be developed independent of one another. Spending time physically licking yourself, focused only on the physical pleasure of the act itself, and having a positive mind-meld as to the value and perfection of your own body, as unconditionally recognized by your mind, must also occur.

I know how you humans are. I know you find the idea of spending an hour or more every day licking and smelling your own hands, arms, and shoulders, does not appeal to you. Just thinking about doing it makes you feel weird and disgusted. Am I right?? The reason you feel this way is because you do not love yourself, but far more tragically and perversely, you cannot mentally conceive of loving yourself, within consciousness and Truth. Your consciously realized perception of disgust and weirdness, masks and conceals the fact that you genuinely hate and despise yourself.

If you possessed love of Self, you would delight in licking and kissing and caressing Yourself. Such actions would be recognized as natural and instinctual, as natural as eating food when you are hungry and moving your bowels when they are full. Those of you who like to pretend to love yourselves, to pretend you have achieved this feat, should know that you are lying only to yourself, and harming only yourself in doing so.

All Superiors who love themselves will spend hours of time, each and every day, bestowing love upon themselves on all three levels: The physical, the mental, and the philosophical. If you have any difficulty or lack of motivation in expressing love of Self on a daily basis on any of these three separate, distinct platforms, you do not possess love of Self. Period.

I titled this essay Self-love: The Great Shield, The Great Weapon, because this is exactly what Self-love is. The Superior knows that limitless and unconditional Self-love is and will always be his greatest shield, for as long as he can successfully maintain it. Inside of a grand mansion or on lockdown in a solitary confinement cell. In sickness and in health, in age and in youth, and while being harmed, persecuted, victimized, destroyed, Self-love will always be his greatest shield.

And he knows that limitless and unconditional Self-love will always be his greatest weapon. Destroying planet earth via a conscious dream, or laughing at the judge as he condemns you to be executed, or reaching new heights of exuberantly expressed hatred of others, or jumping into the extraterrestrial spaceship, or doing bad things to others, while knowing you are good, oh so very good, and justified, and entitled…. Self-love is the weapon that never runs out of ammunition. For when 120 rounds just isn’t enough.

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It has taken Me about two hours to write this essay. Two glorious hours wallowing in the perfection of achieved limitless and unconditional love of Self, and strengthening it, mentally and philosophically. I even managed to get in a few tender and sweet wrist licks and delicious body odor inhalations. Time well spent!

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Another Day In the Paradise of Me

None of us are free, none of us have ever been free, and our functonal capacity to attain freedom as it is Truthfully and accurately defined, is non-existent.

All of us exist as creations of trauma, victimization, and injustice, which spans every reality plane: The past, the present, and all honest projections and understandings of a future which in and of itself, is unreal and pure illusion.

These are the factual realities that every creature who has suffered the tragedy of having been born into the diseased and doomed species known as humanity, must embrace and consciously integrate within their True Reality, in order to attempt to mitigate the impacts of these and many other factual realities. Let us understand both the futility and the stupidity of all attempts to achieve what is impossible, via the denial of Truth and factual reality. Freedom cannot be attained. Victimization, trauma, and injustice, can neither be erased from the past, nor prevented from occurring in the real-time present, nor proactively avoided in the future.

All attempts to achieve the functionally impossible via the rejection of Truth and/or reality, betray Self and serve as a direct cause of additional injustice and victimization, both in terms of Self-imposed harm, and in terms of opening new gateways for society and government to increase and to maximize its genocidal attacks upon and destruction of each of us.

Seekers of Truth must understand the profound ideological and functional differences between mitigating the impacts of external injustice and destruction of personal potential, versus attempting to overcome and render null and void, the actual consequences of what has been done, is being done, and will be done to us. The latter is a profound betrayal of Self and of Truth. The former is an absolute obligation that the Superior does not merely embrace, but enthusiastically devotes every aspect of his focused mind, to achieving.

With this rather lengthy preamble, we can now cut to a much more practical issue of personal triumph: My Superior experience of My existence, maximized to achieve daily bliss and nirvana without compromise or rejection of any Forbidden Truth.

I have decided to outline in specific, comprehensive detail, a typical 24 hour time cycle of personal activity, occurring within a day free of externally imposed labor slavery or any other impositional force of human interaction.

Let Me clearly reveal that this personal daily routine outline is very typical for Me, repeated in a functionally identical manner 70+ days per year, for decades. But it is not a common daily routine, only because as part of the universal injustice and victimization I am subjected to on an ongoing basis, I am preventing from realizing this ideal for a majority of days, by forced slave labor and other forms of undesired human contact and interaction. In and of itself, this singular fact demonstrates the horror of My situation, where personal perfection can be and in fact is achieved, and yet cannot be sustained, cannot be made manifest reality for eternity, or even for a specific length of time.

So, peek behind the blackout curtain, and be graced by a typical timeline of 24 hours of personal perfection for The Seer of Forbidden Truth, achieved, realized, and savored thousands of different times. Conditional victories of time and of mind, which in no way diminish the eternal loss of everything, which resides concurrently within My True Reality, each and every moment of conscious awareness.

We will begin at 8:00 PM, only because the 24 hour time cycle may be more organically understood by those with open and seeking minds, when it begins with my typical double dose of Conscious Dreaming.

8:00 PM to 9:00 PM: Construct the plotline for an intricate Conscious Dream which glorifies and expresses the depth of my female foot pain fetish.

9:00 PM to 1:00 AM: Asleep. Savoring, sexually and intellectually, the fully realized Conscious Dream I plotted out.

1:00 AM to 1:30 AM: Awaken from fully realized Conscious Dream, fully aroused both sexually and intellectually. Drink water/juice/non-caffeinated protein/energy drink, and masturbate to climax.

1:30 AM to 2:00 AM: Lie in bed contemplating the glory of Myself.

2:00 AM to 3:00 AM: Construct the plotline for an intricate Conscious Dream in which I murder or otherwise destroy individual human beings, large groups of human beings, or the entire human species.

3:00 AM to 6:00 AM: Asleep. Savoring, sexually and intellectually, the fully realized Conscious Dream I have plotted out.

6:00 AM to 6:30 AM: Awaken from fully realized Conscious Dream, fully aroused both sexually and intellectually. Drink water/juice/non-caffeinated protein/energy drink, and masturbate to climax.

6:30 to 7:30 AM: The mirror reflection hour: I stand in front of a full length mirror, staring at myself, making love to myself via the visual worship of my body and mind.

7:30 AM to 8:00 AM: Breakfast, nourishing the glory of Me.

8:00 AM to 8:30 AM: Personal grooming, shower, and the like, conscious focus on the perfection of my body as outer shell housing irreplaceably precious mind.

8:00 AM to 11:00 AM: Mind expansion, philosophical reflection, expression of True Reality via thoughts, self-conversations, writings, on all aspects of Forbidden Truth, violence, female foot pain, and the like.

11:00 AM to 12:00 Noon: Physical lovemaking to Self, often accompanied by sexual arousal, but not masturbation to climax. Including but not limited to kissing own body, licking own body, caressing/stroking own body, smelling own body, nibbling on own body, playing with own body parts, and staring at Self in mirror.

12: 00 Noon to 12:30 PM: Lunch.

12:30 PM to 3:00 PM: Scholarly research on topics of interest to Me, including but not limited to current news events, weaponry, internet searches for female foot pain and other new erotic imagery and writings. Sometimes interrupted by a third masturbation to climax session, depending on specific excitement caused by located new content or news events/resources.

3:00 PM to 4:00 PM: Lying on bed contemplating the deepest aspects of philosophy, personal choice, and the unique perfection of Self within this moment of time. Committing everything done and everything realized since the day began at 8:00 PM, to permanent True Reality and integrated to core consciousness.

4:00 PM to 5:00 PM: An hour specifically devoted to personal reflection on my past, sometimes dating back to childhood, other times to specific activities, events, achievements as adult.

5:00 PM to 6:00 PM: An hour devoted to personal reflection on all behavioral and ideological options to consider and pursue in the future, always rooted in a free-flowing embrace of limitless hate for other humans, and limitless love of Self.

6:00 PM to 6:30 PM: Dinner.

6:30 PM to 8:00 PM: Scholarly research on topics of interest to Me, including but not limited to current news events, weaponry, internet searches for female foot pain and other new erotic imagery and writings. Sometimes interrupted by a third masturbation to climax session, depending on specific excitement caused by located new content or news events/resources.

So there you have it, another day in paradise for The Seer of Forbidden Truth. Those of you who analyze the day might find some things “missing”. What about exercise?? No need, my slave labor days contain more than enough physical exercise, and masturbating to climax 2-3 times a day burns a fair number of calories, too.

The fact is, of course, that there are slight variations to this blissful schedule, caused simply by the natural shift in personal perspective from day to day, or things taking longer than expected, or less time than expected. The above schedule expresses the most typical timeline and specific time period, for each activity. What is important for the aspiring Superior to understand, is that everything I describe above, happens every single day, when am I the actual owner of the full 24 hour time period. I do not skip days, or skip things. The one hour of mirrored lovemaking always happens. The separate hour of physical lovemaking via Self-touch, always happens.

Positive routines are good, they empower Self. And how do you know if a routine is positive?? You know by how it glorifies you.  You know because it feeds your ego, you know because nothing is sacrificed, nothing is compromised, and above all else, no other living thing is allowed to directly participate, or to interfere in any manner.

The Superior is always focused on glorifying both Self and Truth, together and individually, in everything he chooses to do, and my daily routine reflects the profoundly valuable and unconditionally centered and cemented expression of supreme ego and personal untouchability, which defines Me as externally untouchable.

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Ballad of the Isolationist

Without you, I am whole.

Without you, everything is better and brighter.

Without you, I am stronger and freer.

Without you, I belong to Myself.

I am so glad I never knew you, never touched you, never allowed your body, your mind, your voice, or your personality to contaminate Me.

Without you, nothing has been lost, everything has been gained.  The dead weight of external imposition is gone, and I now soar within the limitless glory of absolute Self-focus.

I have escaped you, sentient quicksand, and now nothing can pull Me down, nothing can suffocate Me, nothing can strangle Me, nothing can drown Me.

I see Myself, finally, now that you have been forever extinguished from the universe I own.

Without you, always and forever, without you.

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