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Creating the Most Glorious Love While Immersed Within the Perfect Circle of Hate

I am always surrounded by hate. I am hated by others, and I hate others.

I hate individual humans, groups of humans linked together by profession, by ideology, by how they think, what they do, what they believe in. I hate human structures, and the human leaders who develop, maintain, strengthen them.

I hate the newborns and the old men, the completely innocent and the wholly corrupted. I hate those who pretend to care about Me because they are trying to trick Me to allow them to breach My untouchability, and I hate those who pretend to care about Me because they are too stupid to know they are unable to properly care about themselves.

I surround Myself with hate, and I stand, sit, sleep, think, dwell, exactly inside the middle of all this hate. Hate in, hate out, flowing freely, unobstructed.

A river, a tidal wave, a warm breeze, a hurricane, the freshest of all air, a nutrient eaten, swallowed, inhaled, a nutrient feeding Me as it consumes Me.

Thank you, hate. Thank you for existing outside of Me, and within Me. Thank you hate, for showing Me the power, the pleasure, the glory, of love.

Inferiors are lost within hate. Superiors are found, within hate. Because the Superior knows that he deserves to be forever ensconced within the impenetrable shield of love. But it is not so, you humans have made certain it is not, and can never be, so. I am a Superior, and therefore I see and know and dwell within the hate. I know it is always, everywhere, consciously and subconsciously, seeking Me out.

Your war, waged against Me. And I love it. I give it all back to you, and more. I take your hate and I magnify it to infinity, destroying the world over and over and over. Destroying not the hate, but the haters.

The hate is so precious and valuable, never do I wish it to be harmed, lessened, dissolved.

Hate weakens you because your love is an illusion. Hate strengthens Me because My love is real and True.

My love is real and True because it is Self-love, all of it, always. Built upon hate, foundationally rooted within egoism, egotism, narcissism, selfishness, grounded and tethered to and within an untouchable mind, functioning within the abnormality of perfection achieved within a world where perfection is not allowed to exist.

My orgasms of the mind are always built upon hate, because hate is the perfect circle. It is the perfect inspirational force for Self-love. Being hated mandates the creation and the defense of Self-love, making it the most vital of all consumed mind nutrients.

And hating is the most glorious path to growth. Everything grows, when you hate. Confidence, power, freedom, ego, pleasure, entitlement, so many other great things, but most of all: Love.

The weight of the world can crush you, or it can inspire you to crush the world, even as you consciously embrace the Forbidden Truth that you were, are, and will be, crushed.

My mind triumph is within the latter.

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27 Things I Love About Myself

Why only 27? Because time is short, and there is no limit to the things I love about Myself, therefore I could just spend 8 hours every day for the remainder of My imagined existence, thinking about and honestly writing down many thousands, into the millions, of different things I love about Myself. But that would cut into the time I spend actually directing love upon Myself, and immersing within this love, and that would not be the most Self-loving thing to do.Therefore, only 27 get listed here, in no particular order.

♥ I love the fact that I love Myself, limitlessly and unconditionally.

♥ I love My ego, always informing Me that I am the center of the universe I own and control.

♥I love My brain, functional creator of the Self-universe I choose to develop and to maintain, following My orders and demands, as orchestral conductor.

♥ I love Myself for being strong and brilliant enough to have developed the capacity to love Myself.

♥ I love the fact that I hate others freely and openly and with positive enthusiasm.

♥ I love that I can and I do destroy others and the world, as I see fit, when I see fit, and how I see fit.

♥ I love the fact that I recognize no debt or obligation to anything that has ever lived before, during, or after My imaginary existence.

♥ I love that I am alone in the universe, a single, solitary creature disconnected from all other life forms via the chosen and exercised directional power of My mind.

♥ I love the fact that I have rejected and transcended My humanity, wanting nothing, taking nothing, needing nothing, from the species guilty of My creation and My destruction.

♥ I love Myself for having the wisdom to know every Truth, and the courage to consciously accept and embrace every Truth, and the factual reality of the personal consequences every Truth has, is, and will impose upon Me.

♥ I love Myself for being able to sexually climax whenever I so desire.

♥ I love My brain for being able to create personal pleasure for Me, at My will and command, regardless of any externally negative impositional forces, and without negating or betraying any factual Truths.

♥ I love touching, licking, fondling, caressing, kissing, smelling My own body, in the process worshipping My very existence as Self-created god.

♥ I love the fact that I have consciously and proactively beheaded and murdered all gods, all human leaders, and every life form that has ever dared to attempt to stand above Me.

♥ I love that I have captured, harnessed, and mastered the creative force of mind perception and focus, in the process developing the mind arts of Conscious, lucid Dreaming, and awake fantasy building, to the point where I can experience as reality anything I choose to envision, via both methodologies.

♥ I love that nothing external to Me, can ever find a way to infiltrate or impact My own perception of Myself.

♥ I love that I thrive within isolation of body and of mind, from all other life forms.

♥ I love that I am physically capable of hurting, harming, and destroying any living thing, as I want, when I want, as I choose, when I choose.

♥ I love knowing that humanity is a doomed species, understanding and knowing why this is so.

♥ I love giving humanity brilliant and completely valid information on exactly how it can save itself from both personal retroactive unbirth and species extinction, knowing it is incapable of accepting or implementing the information to achieve these feats.

♥ I love having a Female Foot Pain Fetish, feeding and enhancing My fetish both secretly and openly, sexually devouring others without their knowledge or consent.

♥ I love knowing that My mind is the ultimate weapon, and deploying My mind to give life to other weapons, to make them extensions of My mind.

♥ I love the fact that I am hated and feared by those who attempt to get to know Me, by those who think they know Me, when in Truth nobody ever has or will, know Me.

♥ I love every thought and every feeling I have ever and will ever have, for helping to create the universe of perfection that is Me.

♥ I love knowing Myself, so intimately, so passionately, dissecting Myself for hours every day, making love to the sum total of what I have created, and continue to create, a Self-universe growing and changing and getting better and stronger every day, thanks to My unlimited and unconditional love and focus.

♥ I love the war I wage every moment of My existence, knowing My enemy seeks My eternal extermination and evaporation to nothingness. Witnessing My mortal enemy falling apart, devolving, hopelessly broken, as I, victim and creation of My enemy, thrive, at least for the moment of Now.

♥ I love the capacity of My mind to thrive within hopelessness, as false hope destroys all of you.

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Top 12 Reasons Humans Choose, Seek, Embrace, and Covet Death

Those of us who are sane and perceive the human condition with an Alien Eye of Truth, know humanity exists as a death-worshiping cult. Individually and collectively, human beings want to die, they court death, they challenge death, they deliberately destroy their own health and endanger their own lives, they cut short their own lifespans via their own chosen actions, they refuse to try to defeat death via scientific and technological means.

Humans want to die, there is no reasonable doubt about this conclusive insight of Forbidden Truth to the human condition.

But now we come to the question of why. Why do humans want to die? What are the psychological forces of profound organic and environmental mental illness, responsible for an entire species acting, behaving, and being, collectively suicidal?

I have addressed this question in previous essays, but never have I comprehensively tied together all of the primary reasons into a single essay. That ends here and now, via this in-depth psychological analysis.

It is important for seekers of Truth to understand the depth and the multi-leveled nature of the human love affair with death. It is easy to blame the Insane God Myth or Self-hate, to single out one factor, but to do denies and betrays the Truth of the situation. There are many different reasons humans covet death and refuse to try to defeat it And the human is motivated to this brain pathology, by multiple reasons.

To understand this opens a wormhole to the hopelessness of the human condition. It allows us to realize that even if humanity as a species were to completely abandon and reject the Insane God Myth, humanity would still continue to exist as a suicidal, death-worshipping cult. Why? Because every god freak is also addicted to death for other reasons, completely disparate from religion, and these reasons exert just as a powerful a chokehold upon his mind consciousness, negating his ability to choose life over death.

In this essay I provide 12 primary reasons, in Truth afflictions of the mind, that inspire the human being to choose death over life. The vast majority of individuals suffer from a majority of these 12 different manifestations of mental dysfunction. 10, 8, 5, etc… Even if they overcome 1, 2, or even 3 different afflictions, a herculean feat in itself, they would still be death addicts, still refusing to fight for life, which can only be realized in Truth, as personal immortality of the Self-mind, hence the Self-universe.

This essay clarifies just how hopelessly broken the human mind is, individually and collectively, with regard to all of the most important issues and problems as they exist today, on a collective level, and as they afflict humanity as a species.

So, let us begin:

1) The Insane God Myth: As a driving force of universal suicidal ideation, the Insane God Myth deserves a top spot, even though I am not ranking these 12 reasons in specific order.

god is marketed by every human society and government of the 21st century, as an omnipotent creature who imposes death upon every other life form. The very omnipotence granted as forgone right and conclusion to this creature, leaves the human unable to conceive of waging war against death. god cannot be defeated, nothing he does can be challenged or changed, this is the immutable doctrine of religion, intended to render death an unquestionable obligation of the human to accept.

And of course the Insane God Myth couples this psychological mastery over individual willpower, with the promise that death can and will be a wonderful and glorious thing, that it ends nothing, but merely begins a new and much better and yes, eternal existence. The Insane God Myth renders the pursuit of technological immortality a perceived absurdity, by successfully deceiving humans, individually and collectively, to believe the deranged delusion that they are already immortal, as a gift from god.

2) Alternative afterlife mythology: Religion is only one form of afterlife mythology. As the species has advanced in scientific knowledge, traditional religion has become less appetizing to some humans. But death, of course, has remained an irresistible lure. And so the “creative” thinkers, addicted to fiction and storytelling, developed numerous other deranged delusions to provide an alternative version of immortality delusion.

Here we have reincarnation, parallel universes, the insane concept of souls leaving the body upon death, etc… These pathologies of mind were conceived by only a handful of humans, but once laid open upon human consciousness, via written book or audio/video recording, were seized upon by many millions. Because the human mind has no respect for Truth, no capacity to recognize, much less value, the Truth.

Now, some will say that religion and alternative afterlife mythology indicates humans want to live.

After all, do these delusions of mind not promise eternal existence?? Here is the Forbidden Truth: Humans want to delude themselves into believing that they value and covet life, even as they seek and demand death. These fictional illusions of immortality perfectly mesh with this need: Humans can CHOOSE death while never having to consciously face up to this choice, the ramifications and the reality of it.

All belief is mental illness. Belief is the rejection of all desire to know and accept Truth and factual reality. And every religious and alternative afterlife concept exists as the organization of belief into a mythology that allows the human to covet, seek, and embrace death while pretending to seek, value, respect and want, life.

3) Suicidal ideation: Virtually all humans are actively suicidal. They want to die, consciously, subconsciously, or unconsciously. We need to understand that suicidal ideation stands alone, as a reason humans choose death over life.

Suicidal ideation is the desire to not exist, a withdrawal from the existing horrors of every existence. It is a surrender and abdication of the natural orientation for survival, present and healthy in all other species of life, and it proves humanity to be a genetic birth defect. Even absent all afterlife mythology, suicidal ideation stands alone as an impediment to all valuation of life, making it impossible on a psychological level, for an individual to choose life over death.

4) Lack of knowledge and understanding of the horrific consequences of death: The human brain is warped in that it is unable to properly conceive of consequence as it factually is. Just like the 2 year old toddler will touch a very hot stove or frying pan due to complete lack of knowledge of the consequence, adult humans, with fully mature brains, will choose death over life, because they have never died.

It’s just another “experience”, they insanely conclude. They want to know what it “feels” like, to be dead. Here you see the profound crippling of human cognitive perception, as it exists in no other species. And of course this stupidity of mind is encouraged and validated on a deliberately malicious level by every society and government, refusing to state and reveal the factual reality of what death is, and the horrific consequence, eternal retroactive unbirth, the erasure of existence, it causes to everyone who dies.

5) Sense of guilt: How can I gain technological immortality, how can I battle and defeat death, knowing that trillions of other life forms, including fellow human-borns, have already died, become retroactively unborn, and are eternally lost?? Guilt is a profound stupidity of the human mind, sabotaging everything positive, negating the human capacity to develop mental health and become his own Self-god.

My worth is infinite, to rationalize it down based upon the horrors as experienced by others, is foundationally insane and a betrayal of Self and of Truth. Guilt is a product of a destroyed ego, a mind buried among all other minds, refusing to stand up and shine within its own created perfection. The Superior derives pleasure from knowing he can be the first immortal, the murderer of death itself.

6) Fear of the unknown: The human believes that he knows what happens after he dies. He embraces whatever insane mythology most comforts and dovetails with his True Reality, in order to create a Self-delusion that allows him to pretend to know. His fear of the unknown must be vanquished, and of course Truth is the casualty. The Superior knows exactly what happens when he dies, but he has the courage to face up to this horrific knowledge.

Fear of the unknown, regarding death, is not wanting to know what is True. And nothing can be known, if the knowledge cannot be embraced.

7) Wanting to hurt others the human thinks care about him: Yes, this is absolutely a primary reason humans choose death over life. They want to use death as a weapon to hurt others, but are too weak and psychologically broken to kill others. So they decide that allowing themselves to die will hurt others, those who know and care about them.

This perverse failure to direct rage and hate outward is in no way limited to dynamic suicide. The 80 year old grandmother who subconsciously hates her children and grandchildren and has spent her lifetime using them as Poison Containers, views her own death as the greatest opportunity to permanently traumatize them. Humans regularly perceive their own death as an offensive weapon, useful and effective in harming others.

8: Curiosity, wanting to experience something they have never experienced before: Yep, another very real and popular reason humans want to die.

They have never died before, never had the “experience”, and so they embrace the deranged notion of value and importance in “learning” exactly what it feels like, and the aftermath, of dying. Death becomes a science experiment, the ultimate act of betrayal of the human capacity of mind for rational, deductive, scientific thinking capacity.

9) Belief that the world is a better place when new life forms with fresh minds constantly replace old, jaded, tired, minds: Another delusion of reality perception. All worlds are internal. Without Me, the external world cannot exist, does not deserve to exist. My personal immortality keeps the only world worthy of existence, from ceasing to exist. This is the reality of life, how all who are sane must understand the relationship between Self and the universe.

My brain never gets old or tired. The value it provides to Me can only increase over time. No matter how many memories may be forever lost, the Self-universe still expands.

10: Belief in the sacredness of nature and natural law: Nature causes living things to die. Many humans replace the Insane God Myth with blind devotion to nature, insisting that natural law is sacred and cannot/should not be defied and usurped. Poppyco*k! Nature is terribly, horribly flawed. Nature is itself defective and wrong. Nature is harmful, it directly attacks and destroys individual life.

Nature must be recognized as an enemy, not an ally. It is pathetic how humans so often reject the Insane God Myth and celebrate their new “enlightenment”, even as they remain hopelessly trapped with death worship, clinging to absurd illusions such as the sanctity of nature.

11) Boredom: Many humans suffer from such stagnant and externally crushed minds, that they cannot conceive of coping with eternal existence. “What would I do with eternity, I’m already bored just trying to get through this rainy sunday afternoon…”

How pathetic, shutting off your own brain and then using this excuse to rationalize erasing yourself for all of eternity. Better to die than to be bored, only the most diseased of brains could come up with such a concept, be it on an openly conscious or subconscious level of awareness.

12) Toxic emotional enmeshment to living things that have already died: Yet another reason to never form an interpersonal relationship with any living thing. Many humans “miss” other living things that have died, so much, that they cannot bear the factual reality that they can and will never be reunited with their “loved one.” And so they choose to die too, under the delusion their death will allow them to be reunited with the object(s) of their emotional enslavement. How perverse!

And let us understand that even though the Insane God Myth specifically promises this absurd delusion, many humans embrace it independently, as a primary reason for choosing their own death, over life.

So, seekers of Truth, now you can begin to try to understand the immovable stranglehold that death holds, over the collective consciousness of humanity. Multiple layers of mental derangement chain every mind, making death the choice, over life.

Is there any legitimate possibility that humanity as a species, as opposed to select, Superior, one in 50 million individuals like Myself, can overcome all of these pathologies, and choose to embrace the sacred right of every individual to become immortal as a brain, via technology?

The Forbidden Truth answer is: No. Analyze the situation with a Superior and detached Alien Eye, and the hopelessness of the situation is clear and undeniable.

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Boredom: Top-level Symptom of Human Brain Inferiority

For the purpose of this Forbidden Truth dissection, we shall define boredom as: “An emotional or psychological state experienced when an individual is left without anything in particular to do, is not interested in his or her surroundings, or feels that a day or period is dull or tedious.”

Boredom is at an epidemic level among humans. The vast majority of humans feel bored on a regular basis, and must “struggle” to overcome their boredom. In Truth, most never do. They may find something that interests and stimulates them for awhile, but then the boredom returns, in hours, days, weeks, months. In Truth, such humans are always bored, the temporary escapes from boredom they make, are nothing but a departure from their status quo.

As an adult, I have never experienced boredom. Never. As a young child, I experienced a few very brief and momentary episodes of boredom, but immediately recognized, on a fully conscious level, that My brain was malfunctioning, and fixed Myself.

Human, do you have a brain?? Does it have an “On” and an “Off” switch? Well, if you perceive such a switch to exist, keep your damn brain always in the “On” position. If you do not perceive such a switch to exist, then embrace a sacred obligation to Self, to always make sure you keep your brain on. Don’t let it turn off, fool!

Am I oversimplifying the issue of boredom? As a Superior, possessing a Superior brain, the answer is No. How can I be bored?? I possess a brain, infinitely powerful, it can create anything I want, anything I can conceive of. My brain can take Me anywhere I want to go, anywhere! At My will. Any place, any realm, any desired sensation, emotion, experience.

Within constructed dreams, I have mastered Conscious Dreaming. As created fantasies, I can experience anything I want, anything I can conceive of. And I can conceive of everything. If I can’t conceive of it today, I will tomorrow, or next century, or a trillion years from now. Unless I am murdered first, by your society and government.

As experienced reality, I am the owner of an infinite universe I have created and grown. It grows every moment of My existence, it expands at My will and command, it goes where I want it to go.

So how can I be bored? How can I suffer from boredom? Will I allow My brain to go Off, to switch itself off? Of course not! Why would I? Why should I? I am sane. I make sane choices. I keep My brain powered up, turned on. And before it can even begin to imagine shutting itself off, I nail the godda*n button to the On position. Because I am the owner of My brain. I own it, I created it, I control it, I use it to keep My Self-universe powered up and twinkling brightly.

You can blindfold Me and put Me inside of a 6 foot by 6 foot cage and leave Me all alone, no human voices or contact, no television, no radio, no computer, dead silence and pitch blackness for days, weeks, months, years, decades, centuries, and more, and I will never get bored.

I will simply command My mind to create for Me, whatever stimulation I desire, whatever interests Me, whatever I need to thrive, to experience pleasure, and revenge, and sexual climaxes, and MindGasms. And it will work. Because I control My brain, My brain does not control Me. It dictates nothing to Me.

It does not matter how much time passes. If My brain remains functionally healthy, as it is now, as it has been for decades, I will not become bored. Every day that passes inside of that pitch black and soundless 6 + 6 foot box, My mind will grow, become stronger, find more and different things to fascinate and engross Me .

Think of it, you fools! Your brain possesses infinite capacity to create and to experience. Only you are responsible for neutering this capacity, because you are scared, because you are dumb, because you choose to be a slave, in so many different ways.

I’m bored“, you say. After you allow your brain to go to the Off position. More likely, it is always in the Off position, you just delude yourself into imagining it sometimes turns on, when you find something that interests or excites you.

Everything is interesting, everything is exciting, if you want it to be so. Whatever interests or excites You, can be implanted to the Self-mind so that it never fades, it grows and expands and makes itself permanently and forever your faithful companion.

Boredom is a choice, a choice made by inferior and broken minds, brains crippled and stunted and chained.

And boredom is your destroyer, it is not a mild and irritating handicap, it is one of the greatest obstacles to recognizing and embracing Truth. It leads you to hate and to betray Yourself. It is much worse than depression. Because the factual realities of every personal existence are absolutely depressing. But boring?? No way.

You should consciously and with Mind Wide Open recognize the experience of being bored, as a terrible and profound failure and dysfunction of your brain. Instead of trying to find something to do or think about to allow you to stop feeling bored, you should try to figure out how to forever purge boredom from the parameters of your mindscape. How to turn your brain ON, and always, automatically, forever, keep it turned on.

But of course all this is far beyond your capacities. You are afraid of not being bored. You don’t want your brain to turn on, to see what it wants to show you. You fear your own brain, because you are hostage to it, instead of creator and owner. The human way of coping with problems, passive slavery.

Inside of Yourself is an untouchable universe just waiting to be created. I created it, that is My triumph. You won’t even try, that is the tragedy of you, and the tragedy of humanity.

Have you become bored with this essay, already? Good. Move along, fools!

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Isabel Martinez Update, Sweetie Killed Husband and 4 Child-slaves Last Week

 

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Last week I posted several in-depth and fascinating dissections of the True Reality rampage of 33 year old Isabel Martinez, who went on a stabbing rampage in the middle of the night inside her familial prison, successfully harvesting her husband and four of her five legally owned slaves, aged 2, 4, 7, and 10.

If you missed any of these posts, I strongly recommend you check them out right now:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2017/07/07/motherhood-and-marriage-truth-exposed-by-martyr-isabel-martinez/

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2017/07/08/catharsis-pleasure-and-peace-attained-via-family-massacre/

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2017/07/08/still-more-courtroom-video-footage-of-sweetie-isabel-martinez/

It is My pleasure to provide an update on this case, illuminating the barbaric savagery of 21st century amerikkkan society, and the perverse illusions of personal autonomy and respect for individual rights inherent within this deranged culture and government.

If you go to the above essays, you will find links to video footage of Isabel’s entire initial court appearance. Rewatch this footage, I will include a direct link at the end of this essay, and you will see not a trace of mental distress or mental illness from Isabel. She is 100% lucid, understands everything said to her, maintains a calm, happy, peaceful demeanor at all times. There is nothing in her behavior to suggest she is mentally compromised. To the contrary, her behavior suggests an absolutely blissful and carefree state of mind.

She makes it perfectly clear that she does not want any human to “represent” her in any way, in terms of legal counsel. Under the laws of the fascist dictatorship of amerikkka, she is legally entitled to reject all legal representation.

But guess what happened?? The mentally ill judge who represents the mentally deranged society determined to persecute and punish Martyr Isabel, rejected her request and appointed her a lawyer.

And this lawyer, this scum of the earth, assumes the right to impose psychiatric testing upon Isabel, in an open-air conspiracy with the judge to subvert Isabel’s right to determine her own fate!

Read and view the updates here:

http://www.13wmaz.com/news/crime/psych-evaluation-requested-for-mom-accused-of-slaying-family/455978728

http://www.gwinnettdailypost.com/local/family-members-friends-join-together-to-bury-loganville-stabbing-victims/article_2214697a-7d53-522d-8c5d-16f866fe4aa2.html

So now, the blissful and glorious mental health of Isabel is directly jeopardized, based upon a bizarre and deranged assumption that she might be mentally ill, rendered absent all legitimate evidence. Psychiatrists, empowered and under law mandated to legitimize the hidden mental derangements of 21st century amerikkkan society, now have the power to judge Isabel mentally ill, and to use this judgment to further deny her the right to freely express herself and her True Reality.

As you should know, every 21st century first world regime allows the judicial system to lock up its torture victims, against their will, inside of mental institutions. Those locked up inside of mental institutions have even less ability to access the outside world and to control their own fate, than those locked up inside of jails and prisons.

The mental institution can completely bar an individual from accessing the outside world via phone calls, letters, and personal interviews, by lying that such contact would be “harmful to the mental health therapeutic process that is being undertaken by us.”

Even more horrifically, the mental institution can forcibly compel it’s torture victims to consume drugs that alter brain chemistry and destroy existing mental health, under the lie that an individual is “too mentally ill to make an independent decision to reject such therapeutic medication.”

This is how you evil and perverse hypocrites destroy those who dare to stand up and show you the Forbidden Truths of how deranged your society is, in thousands of different ways, including the imposition of functionally insane rituals such as marriage, and compelling women to serve as slaveowners to their biological creations.

Martyr Isabel is now in grave peril of having her mental health attacked and destroyed by official representatives of the mentally deranged society of amerikkka. Psychiatrists are expertly trained on how to coerce and brainwash individuals to believe themselves to be mentally ill, to accept a diagnosis of mental illness, to “voluntarily” agree to be treated and to be medicated, meaning to be driven and made mentally ill, under the cloak of sanity as maintained by your mentally deranged society.

Perhaps Isabel will behave completely different at her next public court appearance. Because her True Reality will have been kidnapped and hijacked by psychiatrists empowered to define mental illness as mental health, empowered to drive Superior minds crazy, by devious and artificial manipulation of individual reality perception and by forced and coerced destruction of the natural brain chemistry of individuals.

Dear Isabel, it is My fervent wish and desire for you, that you remain strong enough at all times to know that there is nothing wrong with your mind, that is not 1000 times more wrong within the minds of all who claim right to interrogate you, to examine your brain and your reality perceptions, and to try to alter your mind in any way, via “therapy” or via medication.

Fight and reject all such efforts! In the name of Self-love, and in the name of Truth!

Does happiness, peace of mind, playfulness, calmness, signify mental illness??!

Stay Strong, Isabel!

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Death: Cause and Illustration of the Universal Mental Illness of Humanity

All creatures on earth that are born, are currently doomed to suffer the horrific fate of retroactive unbirth, that humanity has given the deceptive name of “death”. But only the human being endures tremendous psychological distress directly linked to his conscious perception of his own upcoming death.

This psychological distress is not consciously acknowledged. Humans are culturally and socially forbidden from openly discussing it, from openly facing the reality of it. As with every other profoundly important issue, the human chooses the path of cowardice, the path of ignoring a problem, rather than facing up to it, and all the Forbidden Truths it reveals and exposes.

Should humans fear death?? Of course! It should be feared, hated, attacked, condemned, recognized as an unbearable injustice, and proactively eradicated via the scientific attainment of technological immortality.

The methods by which humans choose to perceive and “deal” with death, today as at every stage throughout the existence of the species, provide some of the strongest proof that the human brain is both genetically and biologically defective on a species-wide, birth defect level, and incapable of achieving any legitimate degree of mental health and sanity, on a proactively conscious level, in response to external challenges and stimuli.

To know something is True on a conscious level, to be able to bear direct witness to the horrific consequences of death, yet to choose to deny such Truth, on a collective level as a species, to choose to develop fantastical delusions in response to the reality of being confronted with factual Truth, this is a blatant and pure reflection of profound mental illness.

The human brain drives humans insane, because it is malformed and deformed, in its parameters of function. To know something but not be able to consciously deal and cope with such knowledge, is the most directly valid definition of insanity.

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Only Death Will Force Me To Forget

Traumatic memories are very important to maintain and to consistently relive. They must be kept vivid and vibrant, and used to nourish the Self-universe, within the horrific light of Truth. Most of you humans try to forget the terrible things that happened to you. Fools! The terrible things plot a course of Truth, they can help you to never fall prey to the illusions and delusions and malicious deceptions of humanity, society, and government.

When you try to forget, you betray Truth and you betray Yourself, in the worst possible way. And you never forget, you just destroy your conscious awareness. The memories remain, eating you, compelling you to cannibalize Yourself, only you can’t perceive what you are doing, or why.

Every week I spend at least 5 full hours, usually closer to 10, painstakingly reliving, in as much detail as I can, My childhood abuse. I pick out a specific incident, a specific day, from my rich inventory, and I strive to exactly relive the abuse.

I strive not to remember how it was, but to experience it again, exactly as I did when it occurred. To go back to the same True Reality, the same state of mind consciousness, I was chained within, on that day.

These recreations are always done as conscious recollections while fully awake. Never as Conscious Dreams, even though I have fully mastered the art of Conscious Dreaming, and sometimes do directly incorporate My childhood abuses within My Conscious Dreams, as prelude, or foreplay if you will, for the dynamic violence and revenge I plot out and savor, later in the dream.

But to actually build up direct memory of My childhood abuses, to increase their vividness and clarity and strength of impact, I rely upon these awake memory recreations.

30 to 50 years have passed by, but My commitment to remember every detail, to experience the Truth of My childhood destruction as it occurred and with absolute clarity, has not diminished. It will not diminish.

The infinite tragedy of death will take Me from Myself, render Me unborn, erase My memories, each as precious as any other. And the possibility of a disease such as Alzheimer’s betraying My uniquely brilliant brain, cannot be discounted. But I will not forget anything, out of error or laziness or any willful neglect of My Self-universe. I will not.

Would My attitude be different if Universal Child Abuse had not been deliberately sponsored and carried out against Me by society and government back then, as public policy mandate, in the 1960’s, 1970’s, and 1980’s? Would My attitude be different if anything had changed since then, if any reforms had occurred? If Universal Child Abuse were not carried out exactly the same today, June 28, 2017, as back then? What if My victimization had been a rare and isolated occurrence, an accident that could not have been prevented?

Perhaps My attitude might be different. But none of that is True, none of that is the reality.

My catalogued inventory of childhood torture, torment, victimization, destruction, is rich and varied. Every day I died a little more. Soul murder, destruction of personal potential, darkness descending, advancing, consuming, the human child that was Me. Now, I am no longer a child, and thanks to My unique brilliance and courage, I am no longer human, having rejected and transcended My humanity.

Yet I recreate Myself as a child, for hours and hours, every week. It must be done, the trauma must be relived by Me, the Self-aware Monster. It is the only True way to honor Self, to honor what I am, to honor the Truth of why I am what I am.

And so I spin the wheel of misfortune, the Wayback Machine of My innerspace. I pick a specific day, a frozen moment of time, and I recreate it as best I can. The trauma must be re-experienced, not merely remembered.

Every day is completely different, even if the actual abuse is similar.

Every day is different because the life cycle of soul murder and the building of Frankenstein’s Monster was so very different, from day to day.

Hundreds of times My father forced Me to suck his co*k and swallow the c*m, but the experience was different at age 4, from My earliest concrete memories, than at age 11. So very different. And so one day I recreate the experience from age 4, and another day from age 11, and other days all the other years. The event is not allowed to blend together, the memories must be kept distinct, so that almost every single one of the hundreds can be consciously remembered for its distinctiveness.

Hundreds of times My mother tried to blind Me, holding Me down inside of the bathtub, holding Me by the hair, pouring shampoo into My eyes. The burning felt different every time. Age 4 was different from age 10. At age 4 I didn’t yet know, consciously, that My eyesight was being destroyed.

And so I recreate the event at all stages of My childhood, from the “innocence” of age 4, to the knowledge at age 10, that My eyesight had been and was continuing to be, destroyed. Every day out of the hundreds of days was different, and so I try to recreate them all, remembering every nuance… The phone ringing in the background one time, Me grabbing the bottle of shampoo from her, another time, Learning how to keep My eyes tightly closed, but pretending the shampoo had gotten in, another time. The details matter!

And being dragged out into the hallway of the apartment building wearing only short white underwear and socks, dozens of times, and locked out. Huddling against the door for hours as humans went into and out of their apartments, went up and down the stairwell, momentarily pausing sometimes, looking at Me, I felt their eyes, saw their bodies, even as I never made eye contact.

Every time was different, I remember the lady in high heels, and the one who shuffled in slippers, and the big man who always stopped and stood silent, and I could faintly hear his breathing before he moved on. I do not try to merely remember, I recreate and relive the reality, honoring My courage, honoring Myself, honoring the Truth.

I will always be that child. There was no escaping back then, and to try to escape the Truth now, would be the choice of a fool, the choice of an Inferior for whom Truth and Self are judged equally worthless. There is nothing to escape from today, just as there was nowhere and nobody to escape to, back then.

The pain of the universe was created within Me, and within Me it shall always dwell. Always it will find a comforting spot within Me. Always it will find the warm embrace of unconditional love and acceptance.

My perfection of today was Self-created within the reflection of what was done to Me. And so I choose to remember everything, always!

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The Scam of All Self-help Gurus, Life Coaches, and Psychotherapists

Every society on this pathetic planet is filled with help peddlers. They go by many different names and titles, from buddha to spiritual advisor, from guru to enlightenment teacher, from life coach to medically licensed psychotherapist, and much more.

All of these help peddlers are scam artists. They are trying to sell hope by negating and whitewashing the Forbidden Truths of hopelessness. Selling hope to the hopelessly broken, not by empowering them, but by stripping them of whatever power potential may still reside within their battered brains.

The Self-help peddler never shows his customers the Truth, never reveals the True nature of their psychological distress, failure, and dysfunctionality to them. Instead, he actively conceals Truth from them.

Every Self-help peddler preaches personal change. The message is always the same: You need to change your mind, change your choices, your reality perceptions, change Yourself, to make your life, your existence, better.

This is absolute bullsh*t! It is horrific advice, and the better it works at making you feel better, the more harmful and destructive it is to You.

Listen up dummies, You are not the problem, no matter how stupid and inferior you may be. You are a created reflection of the problems of humanity. How does changing Yourself, address or alter the cause, past, present, and future, of the problems of humanity, as they have been imposed and reflected upon You??

Changing Yourself, abdicates humanity of its guilt and responsibility, and it changes nothing. It is a betrayal of both Self and Truth.

The Self-help peddler will never try to empower You to change the world, but only your perception of the world. And the perceptions he peddles will never encompass Forbidden Truth. Never! Why not? Because he wants to succeed in making You feel better about Yourself, and Truthful perceptions about humanity and the external world, will NOT make 99.9999999% of all humans feel better.

The Self-help peddler will never even allow, much less actively help you, to attain the Forbidden Truth MindPower enlightenment that no change to Self-perception can ever be genuinely positive, unless it is directly accompanied by a fully conscious understanding that you must destroy what it has, is, and will destroy you, literally and not figuratively, in order to actually help Yourself within the parameters of Truth, fact, and reality.

Listen, you idiots: To feel better about terrible and horrific things that have been done, are being done, and will be done to You, without concretely, directly, and proactively changing the actual things that are horrific and terrible, and are the cause of having destroyed your personal potential to thrive in the past, present, and future, is a supreme stupidity, an ultimate betrayal of both Self and Truth. And this is exactly what the Self-help peddler is trying to do, teaching, preaching, and advising.

Seekers of Truth must shun, reject, and condemn all Self-help peddlers. They are actively collaborating in your ongoing victimization.

To consciously appreciate this Forbidden Truth, you must not want to feel “better”, about anything, ever, unless the actual, root, functional causes of your psychological, emotional, and/or ideological distress are directly and legitimately addressed and altered. You must demand to be better, to destroy everything guilty of harming You, to negate all external capacity of all external structures to harm You, instead of feeling better about having been and being harmed.

This profound distinction, is the difference between mental health attained within the courage and glory of Truth, versus the illusion and lie of mental health attained only by ignoring and rejecting the Truth, and creating a delusional fantasy everything is okay and things are getting better, which only ensures your ongoing, oblivious victimization and destruction.

Do not seek help from others! Help Yourself, in the name of narcissism and ego, in the name of the Truth, that nobody benevolent can ever or will ever place your well-being, as it is Truthfully defined, ahead of their own. He who offers to help You, is trying to take from You.

If you need guidance, find it only in those who do not actively offer it, who do not pretend to peddle help within the false face of altruism. Take Me, for example. I do not offer any human “help”. I have no desire or interest in “helping” any human. And yet human-borns who seek genuine help, can obtain incredibly, uniquely valuable aid by successfully studying and emulating My philosophies, ideologies, and brilliant revelations of Forbidden Truth.

Help-peddlers, even in the rare circumstance when they ask for no money or direct compensation of any kind, are not interested in or capable of helping you. They are offering you harm, disguised as help, the perfect gift for haters of Self and Truth.

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Mitigating the Genetic Defectiveness of the Human Brain

In several recent essays I brilliantly dissected the enigmatic issue of whether humanity is a biological and genetic birth defect, meaning the species came to exist only because a singular life form, possessing a genetically defective brain, managed to survive and breed, passing along its genetically defective brain to its biological creations. I provided evidentiary proof this is the factual reality of the human situation.

If you have not already read these Mind Bomb essays, they are here:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2017/04/18/evidentiary-proof-of-the-birth-defect-status-of-the-human-brain/

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2017/04/14/an-understanding-of-hierarchical-importance-for-seekers-of-forbidden-truth/

Now, lets move Forbidden Truth forward, by exploring the MANY different viable paths available, for humanity to mitigate its genetic brain defectiveness.

The process can only be undertaken if the species as a whole fully acknowledges this Forbidden Truth.

What is required is that every society, culture, government, every organized collective subset of humans, consciously and officially recognize every human being to possess a genetically defective brain that absolutely impairs his capacity to function within any degree of sanity, morality, natural instinct, or Self-interest.

The great and delicious irony, of course, is that the genetic brain defectiveness of humanity, in itself, renders this conscious recognition an impossibility for the vast majority of all humans, therefore an impossibility for any human society, culture, government. But that is irrelevant to this discussion, because the viability of My brilliant solutions is not impacted by the human inability to implement them.

Fully recognizing and officially decreeing humanity to be a birth defect species, from the inside, human perspective, changes everything. It allows the illegitimacy of normalcy, of majority rule, of mainstream opinion, to be uncloaked.

All popular beliefs, ideologies, life path choices, reality perceptions, can be recognized as WRONG, simply by acknowledging the human brain to be genetically defective. The majority will always be wrong, whatever the majority decides to do, wants to do, thinks, believes, supports, protects, defends, must be presumed wrong, invalid, mistaken: An inaccurate mind projection of a genetically defective brain, on a collective level.

This consciousness changes everything, it pierces the Matrix of Universal Illusion, it opens pathways to the Alien Eye, for humanity to begin to try to see itself from a detached perspective. This is the first, vital step to implementing any mitigation methods, and so for the purpose of this essay we must assume it is achieved, even as we acknowledge the genetically defective human brain, collectively, cannot attain such consciousness.

Here are eight completely different, fully viable paths of mitigation for genetic human brain defectiveness:

#1: Recognizing the genetic defectiveness of the human brain provides the ideological impetus to end parenthood and the family unit. How can the typical, average, “normal” human being, afflicted with a biologically broken brain, rear and nurture a helpless child with a supremely vulnerable, undeveloped brain, to attain appropriate and legitimate mental health and development?? It is impossible!

The Forbidden Truth that the majority of all humans are not fit to raise a child, and that all children must be nurtured in specialized ways by highly trained specialists in order to overcome and transcend the consequences of being born with genetically defective brains, becomes undeniably clear, inspiring the ending of parenthood with the understanding that parenthood is one of the foundational mistakes caused by humanity possessing a genetically defective brain.

2: The conscious realization that the majority is always wrong. This is BIG, a revolution of the mind!

Think about it: Right now, humanity embraces the premise that the majority is always right. Not simply majority rule on a government level, but every belief, behavior, lifestyle, life path choice…the majority choice is presumed right. But if the human brain is genetically defective, this presumption flips 100%: The majority choice MUST always be presumed the wrong, inferior, illegitimate choice.

So, the majority, the most defective, must forfeit their desires, their presumptions of what is best, to the minority, those who are less mentally defective. Within this consciousness, radical, positive, Truth-based change, becomes functionally viable.

3: All children are taught, from birth, that their brains are genetically defective and dysfunctional. They are taught this is a disability that must be fought and overcome via daily, lifelong, conscious struggle. Children learn not to emulate adults, not to trust their own mind impulses and cravings.

Children learn to question what their brain tells them to feel and to think, instead of blindly accepting these messages as being valid. “Your brain is damaged and defective”, is the most positive message any child, of any age, can receive, in terms of gaining the conscious capacity to mitigate and to heal the damage.

4: Selective breeding/eugenics becomes a perfectly logical and necessary element of mitigating the genetic defectiveness of the human brain. Of course it does! All birth defects are variable in nature. Some humans will possess better capacity to regain healthy brain functionality, than others. If these humans breed, the chances are better that the offspring brains will be less genetically damaged, and if selective breeding is continued for several generations, the overall level of genetic defectiveness may be significantly mitigated.

5: Development of drugs to suppress hyperactive brain regions, as well as stimulate underdeveloped brain regions.

For example, within the genetically defective human brain, natural instinct is abnormally weak and muted, while emotionalism is abnormally strong and dominant. Recognizing this, drugs can be developed to counteract this, and many other genetic dysfunctions of the human brain. Consider human desire, the lack of impulse control of humans, the inability of the brain to consider every potential consequence of a belief or an action, before choosing to accept/undertake it. Drugs to specifically alter these genetic flaws, can be developed.

6: Possible surgical modification of the brains of child caretakers and others in a position to influence the reality perceptions of others. Acknowledging the birth defect status of the species, allows us to define normalcy not by what the majority think or believe or do, but by a rational comparison of humans versus other animals, and by a True analysis of what is good, positive, and helpful to the individual human experience of existence.

Brain surgery must be recognized as a way to fix what is genetically wrong with the human brain, lobotomy in reverse if you will.

7: Possible elimination of memory and emotional nerve centers of the brain. Perhaps via drugs, or surgery, or a combination of both. I intend to address the issue of human memory in a lengthy essay, very soon. For now, lets just begin a dissection of the issue by questioning whether memory is necessary for humans to thrive within Truth and mental health, and specifically the issue of short-term versus long-term memory. There are many compelling indicators to suggest that long-term memory is both problematic and abnormal, as it functions within the human brain.

The same applies to emotions. You can “feel” things intellectually, but the human is pathologically compelled to feel things emotionally, a terrible weakness of the mind very likely rooted in genetic defectiveness.

8: Psychotherapy evolves to become a legitimate scientific discipline, mandated and mission-directed to help expose and lessen all of the consequences of genetic human brain dysfunction, on both an individual level, and just as importantly, to establish baseline criteria of what constitutes normal and appropriate brain functionality, absent all existing standards, and specifically void of all perceptions or judgements of the majority.

These eight paths of enlightenment are just the tip of the iceberg, there are so many more, and it all begins with the singular step of seeing and knowing yourselves as what you are: Mentally crippled and retarded creatures, your dysfunction originating on a genetic level, and everything that follows, including your environmental derangments, what was done to you during childhood, and what you do to every child, occurring in reflection of what you are, mind and brain defective, biologically, from birth.

Another Mind Bomb, successfully detonated by Me!

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My Job is to Create Love Within a Loveless World

And that is what I do, in constant isolation, always alone, the only safe place to create love.

The only valid way to create love is to recognize you were created in hate, you were molded and shaped by the personal hate of other individuals, and the universal hate of the human species, and you have always been and will always be, harmed by the hate of others.

The only way to create love is to know that nobody and nothing has ever, can ever, or will ever love you.

To create love is to seek revenge against the world for imposing its hate upon you, for damaging you, for forcing you to recreate what it has maliciously taken away from you.

It is impossible to successfully create love, without proactively embracing not merely your right and need to hate others, but your sacred Self-obligation to do so.

You create love by recognizing Self-love to be the ONLY valid form and manifestation of love, and everyone and everything that tries to convince you otherwise, must be hated.

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