love of self

What if Personal Pleasure is the Only Accepted Motivational Force?

Raising the Me, Myself, and I, to omnipotent and infinite value is the obligation of the Superior who basks within unconditional love of Self.

There are many different ways to attain this sacred right and achieve this blissful glory of MindPower. One way is to raise the Pleasure Principle to the same plateau as limitless love of Self.

How would this manifest as functional reality? Lets consider and integrate the primary components:

A) As an individual, I will do nothing unless it provides Me with overt pleasure.

B) As an individual, I will allow nothing to be done to Me that compromises or diminishes My existing and ongoing experience of personal pleasure.

C) As an individual, I categorically reject all external demands, all impositions of obligation, all ideological or moral constructs, that negatively interfere with My ongoing pursuit of personal pleasure.

D) As an individual, I consciously recognize that direct Self-harm, of any kind, is incompatible with the pursuit or the attainment of personal pleasure.

E) As an individual, I embrace as unconditionally valid, My right to deprive others of attaining personal pleasure, if such deprivation directly creates and/or strengthens within Me, the attainment of personal pleasure.

Individually, such an engrossing devotion to personal pleasure would honor Self and Truth at the highest levels. But let’s take it one step further: What if every human individual pledged and attained this level of devotion to the Pleasure Principle?? This would change everything. This would bring down The Matrix of Universal Illusion. Why? Because pleasure and suffering are incompatible.

Every human society and government is founded, based, built, and maintained upon universal suffering for all. The Pleasure Principle as outlined above, renders suffering intolerable, individually and collectively.

If suffering becomes individually intolerable, meaning that individuals refuse to suffer, the very fabric of every existing society and government is directly attacked. If suffering becomes universally intolerable, meaning that all individuals refuse to accept suffering, Truthfully defined as any limitation or deprivation of the attainment of absolute and ongoing pleasure, the very fabric of every society and government is torn asunder and permanently destroyed.

That is all it takes, you idiots. The refusal to suffer, within the envelope of an unconditional demand for sustained and uncompromised personal pleasure.

And for those who say that a universal demand for personal pleasure would end all progress and productivity, you are dead wrong. Because every individual would define pleasure within different parameters. Things that needed to get done, would still get done. Because doing things provides, and does not sacrifice, legitimate pleasure for some humans.

For the Superior, pleasure is a sacred right. For the Unwashed Masses of inferiors, pleasure is something to be feared, judged, condemned, rejected. Self-hate is the disease every child is deliberately infected with, by every human society and government, knowing that Self-hate is incompatible with the Pleasure Principle as brilliantly articulated here, by Me.

Give Me pleasure, always and forever, or I shall tear asunder anything and everything that stands in my way! This must be the war cry of the Self-lover, taking pleasure to the height where it deserves to be, the place where it can reign destruction, to rightfully and pridefully destroy everything that is destroying the Self-universe of Me, Myself, and I, individually and collectively.

Let pleasure be the weapon and the shield, simultaneously. Rendering our minds invincible, and rendering all that seeks and attempts to oppress us, transformed and disintegrated to impotent dust and rubble.

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Universal Selfishness, Within Universal Self-love, is the Only Hope for Humanity

Clearly and obviously it is so. Universal selflessness is both an impossibility to achieve, and it is incompatible with love of Self, even if achieved. Selflessness, as Truthfully defined, is the worst of all possible personal mindsets. It is the betrayal and abdication of personal responsibility to honor and worship Yourself. Selflessness directly breaks down all other positive True Reality mindsets, rendering Self-love, egoism, egotism, narcissism, impossible to even aspire to, much less achieve.

Selfishness is the companion to Self-love. Both selfishness and Self-love are Superior, instinctually healthy, life and Truth-enhancing states of mind consciousness. Neither should ever be tempered, moderated, or limited. The more you love Yourself, the better for You! The more selfish you are in hoarding and demanding what is genuinely valuable and important and beneficial to You, the better for You!

It is important for seekers of Truth to understand that Selfishness and Self-love must be mutually maximized, together, within the Self-universe of mind, in order for beneficial results to occur. Without Self-love, selfishness is always hollow, misdirected, a betrayal of personal potential. Likewise, without selfishness, Self-love will be shallow, impossible to consistently maintain, prone to external attack and compromise.

Together, selfishness and Self-love form the foundation upon which egoism, egotism, narcissism, and every other form of positive Self-focus, can be recognized, developed, and maximized.

Now, the inferiors believe the lie of The Matrix of Universal Illusion, that a society built upon universal selfishness and universal Self-love, is an evil, diseased society, doomed to fail. Absolute bullsh*t! The exact opposite is True, and any sane and rational analysis proves this.

How could harm exist, within universal love of Self?

If every human possessed genuine, absolute, limitless, and unconditional Self-love, harm would evaporate and dissolve to non-existence. Nobody would allow themselves to be harmed, nobody would allow social, cultural, or governmental structures that inflict, support, enable, or allow harm to occur, to exist.

So now, lets bring universal selfishness into the picture. Such selfishness is literally the “glue” that binds universal Self-love together. Everybody looking out only for themselves, snuffs out all societal and cultural efforts by The Matrix, to subvert and destroy Self-love. Such selfishness makes the True version of universal Self-love possible, rather than the useless and perverse illusions of “healthy” ego and self-respect currently promoted by The Matrix.

You inferiors will argue that not everyone, not every human, is capable of achieving limitless and unconditional love of Self and selfishness. Won’t these inferiors suffer greatly within such a society?

So, lets consider this: Right now, everyone is suffering greatly, all humans, everywhere on earth, are being victimized, oppressed, abused, enslaved, and murdered. Under a cultural mandate deifying Self-love and selfishness, teaching and empowering every child, from birth, that it is their sacred obligation to their own Self-universe to develop and to maximize Self-love and selfishness, a majority would do so, and within just a few generations, universal suffering and oppression would end.

Every aspect of human existence would be positively transformed. Of course there would be a minority of children who could not develop proper levels of Self-love and selfishness. And probably they would suffer greatly and be viciously exploited, driven to suicide or madness even.

So what?? Let it be so. Within every species, there are individual members unable to live up to the baseline standard potential of the species. Most die in their youth. Accept this factual Truth.

It is utterly insane for all members of the human species to agree to be victimized, oppressed, enslaved, and destroyed, retroactively unborn, just to be able to maintain an absolutely false illusion and delusion of moral benevolence. There is nothing kind, noble, good, or just, in forcing Yourself and everyone else to suffer and to die, just so the weakest human links can themselves also suffer and die.

Stand up for Yourself, stand up for the Truth, stand up and acknowledge your own infinite value! Stand up to The Matrix of Universal Illusion, pierce it, bear witness to how and why it has chosen to destroy You, as it chooses to destroy all of mankind.

Within the brilliant light of this Alien Eye, you can see the only path forward is that of universal Self-love, and universal selfishness, maximized and deployed only for Self-benefit, even as it is universally promoted, taught, and glorified to every child and adult on planet earth.

You can save humanity, only by saving Yourself!

Boom!!!! <Another Mind Bomb successfully detonated.

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The Importance of Knowing Exactly When to Stop Searching for Truth

You stop searching for Truth when you find it.

There is nothing simplistic or obvious in this statement, it is in fact profoundly important and vital for all aspiring Superiors to psychologically analyze, understand, and embrace.

The vast majority of humans who claim to seek Truth are in fact seeking “enlightenment”, a “higher state of awareness and consciousness”, a “better way to cope with the stresses and problems of life”, etc… none of this has anything to do with Truth, or with a Truth quest.

Truth is factual and specific. Truth uncloaks something hidden. Truth solves a problem by unveiling the nature of the problem, absent bias, absent illusion, delusion, Self-deception. Truth is universally applicable, not selectively applicable based upon uniquely individual states of mind.

So, you search for Truth, and when you find Truth, you stop. The search is over. To continue the search is to directly jeopardize and risk forever losing, the Truth you have found.

Of course you must recognize the Truth as being a Truth, in order to know you must end your search. To achieve this recognition requires that you specifically avoid seeking “enlightenment”, a higher state of consciousness, or solutions to your own personal problems as your mind universe perceives them to be.

Truth must be sought for its independently sacred value, not for what it may be able to do for you personally. Listen to this, now: Only AFTER Truth is successfully realized and recognized, can you begin to try to figure out how to use this Truth to better your own Self-universe. Within the search for Truth itself, trying to figure out whether the considered possible Truth can help you, or how it would help you, is a recipe for disaster, and almost guarantees you will fail to recognize a Truth when it confronts you, and will end up rejecting it, thereby continuing a lifelong, utterly futile illusion of a Truth quest, having already found and lost the actual Truth.

The vast majority of humans never find Truth, because they do not want to find it. Therefore it is impossible for them to recognize. Their quest is to find ways to cope with the perceived horrors of their existence. That is not a Truth quest. In fact, it sabotages and destroys any genuine interest in or capacity to, find Truth.

A Truth quest is not personal. It is never personal. Truth is of personal value only after it is found, never while it is sought.

Every inferior has found Truth. And then lost it, lost it forever. Within the spectrum of individual reality perception, every individual is directly confronted with Truth. Unless this unique moment of confrontation is consciously recognized as exactly what it is: The uncloaking of a Truth, it will be dismissed as just another random thought, and allowed to float away within the eternal void of limitless human stupidity.

Recognition is the difference between a found Truth being embraced, or thrown away forever.

You recognize Truth by pursuing it as an alien mind, absent all personal enmeshment of emotion, of need, of desire, of hope. This is the only way to stop searching, to recognize you have actually found what you have been actually and Truthfully searching for. The Truth quest itself must reflect a True desire to find Truth, and not to find anything else.

Now, after you find a new Truth, you integrate it to core consciousness, you harmoniously position it in such a way as to honor every existing “old” Truth, and then you can begin figuring out how to use this Truth to better your own Self-universe. Without, of course, impacting your ongoing Truth quest to uncover all Truth. This quest must never end, but in order to remain viable it must continue completely independent and detached from your ongoing effort to maximize your own personal experience of existence.

There is no contradiction here, there is only the harmony of a Superior mind able and determined to function positively on multiple levels, and not to sabotage either Truth or Self-love, by inappropriately commingling the singular glory of a 100% personally detached quest to uncover all Truth, with the equally singular glory of a 100% committed personally immersive quest to maximize personal ego, narcissism, love of Self, carried out within the limitation of not betraying or compromising any existing, factual Truths already known and realized.

Both quests are glorious and majestic, pursued with unrelenting passion of intellect and emotion, by the Superior. But the Truth quest is higher. Yes, it is! Of course it is. It must be, because it is only within the envelope of actual, factual, realized and embraced Truth, that the parallel quest, of ego, narcissism, love of Self, maximization of the Self-universe, can be legitimately carried out.

Got it??

BOOOOMMMM!

Mind Bomb, successfully detonated!

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Happy Valentine’s Day To Me and My Female Foot Pain Fetish

It’s that time of the year again, time for your diseased societies and cultures to shoot you with the poison arrow of external love delusion. Valentine’s Day, an official, state-sponsored holiday. No, it is not a federal holiday, at least not in amerikkka. But it is a suffocating social and cultural plague infecting humanity 24/7/365, and on this particular day it is glorified and rendered sacred by the slave-state, in honor of the universal slavery of mind and of consciousness it causes.

External love is a lie, it is a toxic construct of the Matrix of Universal Illusion, invented specifically to snuff out all human capacity to develop and thrive within love of Self. Romantic love is external love on steroids, the toxicity of it multiplied many times over.

External love is the universal lie of the Self-hater: Let Me pretend to love you, so you may be inspired to pretend to love Me, so neither of us need face the Forbidden Truth that we hate ourselves.

External love is the vampire greedily feeding on the emotions of others, not knowing they are toxic, not knowing the perception of nourishment he enjoys, masks the Truth he is only draining himself, poisoning and crippling his own sacred mindscape, sabotaging his one and only capacity to attain genuine love, as the only genuine love is Self-love.

External love has entranced all of humanity in 2017, as an idea. But it is a false, fake, invalid illusion. There is nothing real or True within any projection of external love. The lie of external love thrives, because Self-love is dead. And the human DOES need to be loved. And so he settles for a lie and an illusion, because he needs it, only because he cannot even conceive of developing the real thing within his conscious mind.

Society and government sanctifies the lie of external love because it perfectly serves the Matrix. It enslaves human beings to each other, distracting them from the universal slavery of citizenship.

Only within Self-love can an individual be enlightened to the horrific nature of his victimization and oppression at the hands of his society and government. And external love renders this Self-love, impossible to attain. Game, set, and match. Your choice to pursue and embrace external love, dooms you to ongoing, lifelong victimization, oppression, suffering, and the eternal retroactive unbirth that is death.

You should hate everything about external love. You should hate those who try to get you to love them, and you should hate the structures that promote and encourage external love.

But enough about that. Every day deserves to be celebrated by the untouchable Superior. So, as a lifelong misanthropic virgin, let Me celebrate valentine’s day as the day I give Myself even more love than all other days. Let Me celebrate the glory of untouchable, unconditional, limitless love of Self, and the fact I have never and will never waste the tiniest bit of love on anyone else.

One of the things I most love about Myself, is the fact that I have a glorious Female Foot Pain Fetish. I transfer My sexual impulses to female foot pain, creating a vast universe of ever-changing perfection of imagery.

So yes, I love the inflamed corn on the side of her baby toe, the throbbing bunion at the base of her twisted, protruding big toe joint, the agonizingly tender callus that has formed directly underneath her dropped metatarsal head on the ball of her foot, the broken blister on the back of her heel, so exquisitely sensitive that she is forced to shamefully crush down the backs of her dress pumps, just to be able to make it through her workday.

I love the sight of her limping, unable to conceal her foot torment, I love the sight of her desperately easing off her shoe in public, exposing her deformed foot, just to gain a few seconds of pain relief.

Yes, valentine’s day, like every other day, is filled with love for Me, the love I have for Myself and My beautiful mind.

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On Nature, Free Will, Hate, & The Insane god Myth

I received an interesting reply to a recent, brilliant blog post I made concerning how the Superior atheist should understand religion, god, and Himself. You can read this blog post here:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2015/08/05/an-atheist-understanding-of-self-god-religion/

and I highly recommend you do so before proceeding with this follow-up post.

In this reply to a comment, I greatly enhance the depth of Forbidden Truth on the understanding of the roles of nature and love of Self, within the philosophical understanding of Full Force Atheism.

As always, the comments directed towards Me appear in italicized, light printed text, while My reply is in bold and non-italicized text:

“To be an atheist it is not necessary to hate everything that I do not like. As an example you write – “A lover of Self, therefore a hater of god and religion.” I agree that you should be a lover of Self. But I do not want to be a hater of anything in this world.”

To be an atheist it is necessary to hate god and religion, because those who embrace god and religion hate you, as they hate the very structure of life itself. Religion is the worship of death, the worship of universal death. Religion is the demand that you personally die, and it is made by the religious, by those who believe in and worship god.

Only inferiors make decisions based on what they want, at the cost of what actually is, and at the cost of logic and reflective reasoning. Whatever proactively seeks and demands your eternal destruction and retroactive unbirth, deserves to be hated by you, and must be hated by you, in the name of reflective Truth. Otherwise you are betraying and compromising love of Self. Whether or not you choose to consciously face up to this Truth, does not alter it. Self-love cannot be subjectively determined. It must be objectively determined.

“The reason is that there is no good and bad in nature. Do we say apple is good and orange is bad? We don’t. Similarly, we do not say sun is good and moon is bad, or rain is good and shine is bad, or dog is good and cat is bad. Then why would you say Mr. X is good and Mr. Y is bad? All humans are objects of nature. We should not discriminate things in nature; we accept nature as it is.”

You are correct in that there is no good or bad sentient intent in nature. But there are good and bad consequences. What harms Me is bad. The passive acceptance of injustice and harm, merely because it originates in nature, cannot be justified within the umbrella of Self-love and the consciously realized entitlement of personal godhood which the achievement of limitless and unconditional love of Self, mandates.

If you read My brilliant texts, you will note that I do not negatively judge individuals, recognizing each and every one as a created victim of external injustice. But this does not negate My sacred right to hate, and to seek personal vengeance, and to reflect personal injustice. Further, My refusal to embrace the prejudice that is personal judgment, places upon Me a genuine obligation to hate and to condemn organized human structures, such as government, education, the family unit, religion, and god worship, structures which are guilty of universally victimizing and destroying humanity as a collective whole.

We must not accept nature as it is. There is nothing holy in nature. Nature is a fatally flawed structure which lacks all sentient will, a structure which metes out injustice by virtue of its own mindlessness, its own random dysfunction. To accept nature as it is, is to embrace death. To embrace death is to betray Self. Religion and god are the toxic and diseased deceptions deployed by society and government, to inspire and to effect this betrayal of Self, which cannot be seperated from hatred of Self. Whenever the individual chooses to allow Himself to be harmed, he is expressing and manifesting hatred towards Himself.

What is holy and sacred? Me. I am holy and sacred, unique and irreplaceable, singular and infinitely precious. The universe is My creation, and My brain is the creator of the universe. Hatred of religion, god, and nature, is honorable, necessary, and the most natural of all responses, to all that seeks to destroy the universe of Me, be it via conscious will, as is the case of religion and god worship, or mindless dysfunctionality, such as is the case with nature.

Note that there is no freewill. This is quite obvious.”

It is not obvious, nor is it factually valid. The issue is multilayered and complex. We are all reflections of all that has been imposed, inflicted, and indoctrinated upon us. Your life path choices will reflect this external imposition, to one degree or another.

But it is possible to pierce the matrix, to become an outsider looking in, to transcend your own humanity, and the tiny handful who achieve this feat, achieve the capacity to choose what to reflect, if to reflect, and when to reflect. Which does not translate to absolute free will, certainly not. But it does represent a genuine distinction from the mindless, consciously oblivious reflections of the unwashed masses of humans.

The complexity comes from this: The very process of transcending your own humanity, as I have done, is inspired by the reflective impositions of others, therefore the original inspiration is not an expression of independently free will, even if the end result allows for freedom of choice which far exceeds that of the human drone who remains matrix-trapped.

“Have you ever done anything without any reasons? No you have not. Thus reasons come before you take action.”

Conceived reasons for executing personal choices may be either valid or invalid, rooted in factual reality or the projection of absolute fantasy and false deductive process, within the envelope of what constitutes Truth itself. But within this understanding, it is fair to reject the concept of absolute free will, within personal choice, independent of all past impositions upon reality perception. To possess absolute free will would require that all past impositions upon the Self be absolutely and completely negated, erased from all capacity to imprint upon personal consciousness, and this is not something that even I, a top-level transcendee of My humanity, have achieved.

“Your present action is controlled by your past reasons – and that is the definition of destiny.”

No. It is at this point that you stray from the path of Truth. My present actions are controlled and limited, appropriately so, by the combination of what has been imposed upon Me externally, and the sum total of all Truth and factual reality which I have actualized within My conscious mind, and My intellectual capacity to make choices and decisions which violate neither My own personal True Reality, nor objective Truth, itself. To be clear, this is my personal triumph of the mind as a Superior, not typical or accurately descriptive of human thought, behavior, or choice. For the typical human, both thought and behavior are determined by pathological brain dysfunction, the rejection of reality and of Truth, reasons deduced via a lack of sane reasoning, and the embrace of warped reality perception, of which religion and god worship is a prime illustration.

Those who “believe” in destiny as it is defined by society, and as you appear to define it within your comment, fall victim to mystical thinking and are guilty of abdicating the development of ownership of Self and of mind, which the top-level Superior achieves. It is fair to say that there are very specific things which I am destined not to do, because in doing these specific things I would be violating both My own True Reality, and objective Truth. But it would not be fair to say that there are very specific things which I am destined to specifically do, because the mind ownership I have achieved allows Me a degree of freedom of will, within parameters of Truth and True Reality, which preclude and negate the mystical pull of destiny.

“The entire universe is guided by a global plan or global destiny. Our individual destiny is derived from that global plan.”

This is where you completely veer off the course of Truth. There is no sentient will in the “universe”, just as there is no sentient will in religion, in the myth of god, or in the functions and dysfunctions of nature. You have fallen victim to mystical thinking, created a fable on the same level as any organized religion. There is no plan or destiny absent sentient will, absent conscious intent, and “the universe” lacks all sentient will, lacks all conscious intent. The organization of the universe is random, scientific phenomena such as gravity or oxygen do not alter this fact.

The destiny of the individual inferior is controlled by the limitation of his reality perceptions, his refusal to embrace the Forbidden Truths, and the sum total of what has been externally imposed upon him from the moment of his biological conception, through every moment in time up to the present moment of his perceived existence. There is no global plan or destiny, controlled by the “universe”, in play.

“No one has any control of the universe.”

I have much control of the universe, having embraced My obligation to Self and to Truth, to create a universe in which I achieve the omnipotence to which I am entitled. But My degree of control is limited by humans, and their inferior, pathetic minds, their rejection of Truth.

“There should not be any reasons to feel frustrated and remain angry. Everybody is playing his role according to the laws of nature. Why then blame anyone?”

Nature is a failure. Nature is dysfunctional. The laws of nature are unjust. The laws of nature harm Me, and are therefore unacceptable. Nature must be recognized as a personal enemy, even if rage and hate are reserved for toxic and diseased man-made structures such as religion, god, and government. We must hate what is consciously choosing to destroy us, as individuals. Nature itself, lacks such conscious intent. Therefore, hating nature can be understood as a waste of time and focus. But nature is still our mortal enemy, it must be treated as such, it must be prevented, by any and all possible means, from harming Me.

To worship nature is to worship death, the same horrific and impossible to justify choice, as the embrace of religion and belief in a god creature, both of which are deployed by humanity to coerce and to brainwash the universal embrace of individual death. Of course we must be angry. Of course we must blame and we must hate. We must hate humanity, victims and yet collaborators in creating and maintaining the matrix. We must hate the human structures which are deployed to destroy us, to murder the universe of Me. And even if we do not proactively hate nature, as we are absolutely entitled to do, we must blame nature. We must recognize nature as our enemy, not something to be respected and honored, but a rogue force of harm, attacking and destroying us.

Nature is not the antidote to religion. Honoring the right of nature to harm Me, is a betrayal of Self and of Truth just as great as honoring the right of religion or god to harm Me. The antodote to religion is Truth and love of Self, and this same antidote must be applied to our understanding of and relationship with, nature.

To the commenter: Please note that your last sentence, containing a link to your blog, has been deleted from this reply, because I will not use My own writings to promote a philosophy or ideology which compromises Truth.

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Death: The Perceptions of Human vs Animal

An interesting reply to this post:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2015/07/29/the-human-embrace-of-death-additional-truths/

prompts me to expand upon the Forbidden Truths of how humans face up to and embrace death, in comparison to other animals. A thank you to the commenter for providing an excellent visual illustration of the difference. As always, My reply appears in bold and non-italicized text.

“The willingness of human beings to embrace death is one of the key traits that reveal their departure from everything that is healthy and natural.”

You are correct. No other species of life seeks, desires, courts, embraces death. No other species of life, with full consciousness of mind, passively accepts death. Only the human being, proving himself to be the most genetically defective of all non-extinct species, a birth defect species on a brain functionality level.

“I found footage of a wounded lion, previously the dominant male, being set upon and castrated by other male lions while unable to defend himself:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7Sq-SJmd5Y

At 1:50, even after being severely maimed and in agony, and near death, he still courageously roars at his attackers and fights them off, with boldness and rage, in an amazing, inspiring and beautiful display of self love and courage. The same courage, if not more, that he would have if he had switched places with his attackers.”

You are correct. I watched the video and it demonstrates the healthy mind of a sane member of a genetically healthier species. The fight to obtain immortality must be understood as the undaunted refusal to accept death. How perverse and ironic it is that other animals do their very best, within their intellectual and technological limitations, to attain personal immortality, while the one animal. the singular animal, that is in a position to make technological immortality a functional reality, for itself as well as for other animals, refuses to do so, and is too genetically and environmentally deranged and defective to desire to exist forever as a sentient brain.

Self-love is instinctual in other animals. But not so in humans. In humans it is destroyed by the combination of genetic birth defect on a species-wide level, and the relentless attack upon healthy and natural brain function that the species collectively undertakes against every child and every adult, at every moment of their existence.

An interesting issue and question to philosophically ponder, is this: How do animals perceive death on a general basis, and how do animals perceive their own upcoming death, and the consequences of their own upcoming death? To some degree, these questions are impossible to fully and accurately answer, because we can only hypothesize as to the level of conscious understanding and deductive reasoning possessed by any specific animal, or the general level of a species as a whole. But a Forbidden Truth analysis, even when it contains speculative elements, still sheds valuable light on the nature of the pathetic human animal. I may well tackle this specific issue in a future essay.

Your video shows us the simple Truth that our Martyred lion knew and understood his own death to be unacceptable, a horrific injustice that he must prevent. The specific level of consciousness within which he embraced this realization of Truth, is interesting to try to determine, but the basic and elemental fact of his understanding, as proven by his actions, speaks volumes as to the immense gap that exists between the human being, pathetic, diseased, and hopelessly broken, in comparison to every other species of life.

“It brings tears to my eyes, and I hope that I will be able to one day attain such a natural state of pure self love, like the kind wrongfully ripped from me at birth.”

Your desire to attain limitless and unconditional love of Self, in and of itself, is extremely rare among humans. The fact is, humans do not love themselves. These two things, To be human and to possess limitless and unconditional love of Self, are mutually exclusive. My achievement was made possible only by rejecting and transcending my humanity.

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Self-Love: The Great Shield, The Great Weapon

How do I love thee Me, let Me count the ways… This essay exalts the single most glorious of all personal achievements, the absolute foundational bedrock of mental health and personal strength, the base upon which all actual and aspiring Superiors center the universe they build and own: Love of Self.

I am a lover of Self. Everything I do and say, everything I experience and represent, everything I am now and will ever be in the future, is the embodiment of limitless and unconditional love of Self. This love is owned by Me, as it has been created by Me. I gave birth to Myself, when I established Self-love within my True Reality and built it to an apex void of all limitations, and untouchable by any external force or entity.

In writing this essay, I glorify my love of Self. But I glorify my love of Self in everything that I do. Everything! Eating and thinking and moving my bowels and brushing my teeth and shooting my guns and sleeping and vacuuming and performing slave labor and everything else. All that I do expresses all that I am. I am a Self-created creature, having built a brain that is fully under my control.

Self-love is the integration of Me to all personal consciousness. Without Self-love, I would not be Me. And I would not be Me, if Self-love was not reflected in all that I am.

The lover of Self is at the mercy of nothing he can control, and since he can fully control his own mind and brain, he is untouchable by all external enemies and attacks. Death can harm him, absolutely. And failures in his ownership capacity to direct and control his own mind and brain, can harm him. But nothing else, nothing at all.

What do I love more, Myself or the Truth?? This question can only be answered by expressing the factual reality that Truth and love of Self are inextricably intertwined to the universe of Me. Without my embrace of all Truth, I could not and would not possess love of Self. And without love of Self, Truth would not be embraced by Me. I love Truth because I love Myself, in loving reflection. And I love Myself because I love Truth, in loving reflection.

Humans sometimes ask Me what I do in my “spare time”. First of all, no sentient creature in love with Himself and with Truth, ever has any “spare” time. Time is limited and finite, I have none to spare, I hoard time, recognizing it as one of the only resources I cannot properly control. So, during my experience of all time passage, I spend it loving Myself. I express and integrate love of Self within everything I do, within all moments of time.

The power of mind ownership is expressed via the capacity to focus the mind within personal will and choice. Self-love is the achievement of the top-level Superior. Self-love is the realized and experienced reality of mind triumph, directly at odds with all expressions and with all invocations to deliver and to receive love from others. Self-love is real and Truth. The love of others, be it given, received, or reciprocal, is false and a lie, it is the illusion of the inferior, a betrayal of Truth, which directly results in a betrayal of Self, since it literally extinguishes and destroys the capacity to establish love of Self.

Let there be no doubt: Love of Self and love of others, and/or love sought from others, are mutually exclusive. You cannot attain love of self, while seeking to attain love from others, or attempting to bestow love upon others. Love must be developed and cultivated by Self, for Self, and once established, it must be ruthlessly and unrelentingly hoarded, even as it is exalted and maximized. Love externally directed, is love wasted and dissipated to nothingness. Love requested from others, is invalid, unreal, a Self-delusion. Nobody else loves you, and if you perceive yourself to be loved by others, you are suffering from a crippling and toxic false delusion.

I have already written an essay in which I describe the many ways in which I express love towards Myself, physically, mentally, and philosophically. You can read it here:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2014/10/09/self-love-manifested-by-me/

I do not wish to repeat My brilliant points over and over, but this essay would not be complete without a comprehensive outline of the need for all Superiors and aspiring Superiors to obsessively bestow love upon Self. Self-obsession is a vital positive for all who recognize their existence as an never-ending war against humanity. And the most vitally dynamic core of all Self-obsessions, must consist of establishing, developing, and then protecting & maintaining limitless and untouchable love of Self.

To all who seek Truth, there is an intersection between the physical, the mental, and the philosophical. This intersection must be consciously recognized and understood. I spend hours, each and every day, physically licking, physically kissing, physically smelling, physically caressing Myself, my body. And I spend hours every single day mentally strengthening the limitless and unconditional love I have created for Myself. And I spend hours each and every day engaging in philosophical conversation and debate with Myself, exploring why I love Myself, exploring what it means to love yourself, exploring how the love of Self integrates to and honors the hatred and destruction of others, exploring how to reach and gain ever greater heights of Self-love, even knowing I have already achieved it to an untouchable and limitless degree.

Yes, there is some overlap between this triangular pyramid of self-expression: The physical, mental, and philosophical. I can lick Myself passionately, while at the same time mentally focused on strengthening the love I hold for Myself within my mind. But all three pyramids must also be developed independent of one another. Spending time physically licking yourself, focused only on the physical pleasure of the act itself, and having a positive mind-meld as to the value and perfection of your own body, as unconditionally recognized by your mind, must also occur.

I know how you humans are. I know you find the idea of spending an hour or more every day licking and smelling your own hands, arms, and shoulders, does not appeal to you. Just thinking about doing it makes you feel weird and disgusted. Am I right?? The reason you feel this way is because you do not love yourself, but far more tragically and perversely, you cannot mentally conceive of loving yourself, within consciousness and Truth. Your consciously realized perception of disgust and weirdness, masks and conceals the fact that you genuinely hate and despise yourself.

If you possessed love of Self, you would delight in licking and kissing and caressing Yourself. Such actions would be recognized as natural and instinctual, as natural as eating food when you are hungry and moving your bowels when they are full. Those of you who like to pretend to love yourselves, to pretend you have achieved this feat, should know that you are lying only to yourself, and harming only yourself in doing so.

All Superiors who love themselves will spend hours of time, each and every day, bestowing love upon themselves on all three levels: The physical, the mental, and the philosophical. If you have any difficulty or lack of motivation in expressing love of Self on a daily basis on any of these three separate, distinct platforms, you do not possess love of Self. Period.

I titled this essay Self-love: The Great Shield, The Great Weapon, because this is exactly what Self-love is. The Superior knows that limitless and unconditional Self-love is and will always be his greatest shield, for as long as he can successfully maintain it. Inside of a grand mansion or on lockdown in a solitary confinement cell. In sickness and in health, in age and in youth, and while being harmed, persecuted, victimized, destroyed, Self-love will always be his greatest shield.

And he knows that limitless and unconditional Self-love will always be his greatest weapon. Destroying planet earth via a conscious dream, or laughing at the judge as he condemns you to be executed, or reaching new heights of exuberantly expressed hatred of others, or jumping into the extraterrestrial spaceship, or doing bad things to others, while knowing you are good, oh so very good, and justified, and entitled…. Self-love is the weapon that never runs out of ammunition. For when 120 rounds just isn’t enough.

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It has taken Me about two hours to write this essay. Two glorious hours wallowing in the perfection of achieved limitless and unconditional love of Self, and strengthening it, mentally and philosophically. I even managed to get in a few tender and sweet wrist licks and delicious body odor inhalations. Time well spent!

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An Ode To Hopelessness

There is a path unlike all others, a path which leads to enlightenment and Truth. It is the path of hopelessness. Journey down the path of hopelessness, if you dare, and you will pass by the carcasses of the hopeful, the deluded and deranged who cling to a useless, imagined life vest, not recognizing that they are being drowned by delusion.

I must keep hope alive, so rails the broken mind bent on Self-destruction. Give me hope, so that I may murder Truth, keep Truth murdered and dead, right up until the moment when Truth murders me.

Look at Me, and you can see the triumph of hopelessness, an existence recognized as imaginary and doomed, a mind alight with the strength of limitless hate, and limitless love, both properly directed. Already dead, therefore what is there to die for? Always imprisoned, so how can any bars be feared?

Hope is a cancer, eating away at the human spirit. As long as hope is alive, nothing can be seen as it is. As long as nothing can be seen as it is, Truth can never be recognized and embraced. I do not ask to be hopeless, I seize hopelessness as the purest of gifts, a gift which opens the eyes, opens the mind, allows every human weakness to be vanquished.

There is no hope. I am doomed. Now the shackles are broken. Now the shackles of control and domination, imposition and obligation, bribery and negotiation, compromise and quid pro quo with the enemy, dissolve to nothingness within the power of My mind, within the glory of nothing, the glorious Truth that there is nothing to lose, because everything has already been taken.

I travel on Hopelessness Highway, there are no exits, no off-ramps, no intersections, no detours. It is a one way highway. All signs lead to the only desination: No Hope. No Hope, kansas, No Hope, usa, No Hope, earth, No Hope, solar system, No Hope, galaxy, No Hope, universe.

Of course I am not happy. But why would I want to be happy? Only the insane could be happy. The insane who are more insane than I am. And should I want to be as insane as those who are more insane than I am, so that I may desire to be happy? Certainly not!

On Hopelessness Highway I find peace and love, in the smoldering wreckage of humanity as I pass it by, an eager rubbernecker. Look, there they are, the formerly hopeful, now far too eternally dead to repent and ride alongside Me.

Things will never get better, so I will find sadistic pleasure in mocking the stupidity and insanity of the hopeful. The hopefulness of humanity is what has extinguished all genuine hope and possibility of things ever getting better. Ironic, don’t you think? Irony is more valuable than gold, on Hopelessness Highway.

Do not try to direct Me to a different thoroughfare. Your rainbows are no more stable than One World Trade Center, or even Two World Trade Center, was. I do not need your Main Street, pretending it is not 666 Mockingbird Lane.

Only in hopelessness can the peace of absolute Truth harmoniously mingle with the embrace of limitless rage and hate, and the untouchable love of a singular Self, who knows exactly what he will eternally lose, exactly what he has never been allowed to have, exactly what has been taken from him.

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My Favorite 9/11 911 Emergency Call

We all have favorite things. The Normals tend to limit themselves to foods, colors, animals, and the like. The Abnormals, within which I proudly claim a charter membership, tend to look beyond these bland, popular, and non-controversial distinctions, cutting right to the heart of the more esoteric. In this spirit, I have decided to share my very favorite 9/11 911 emergency call, with the universe. Here is the direct link to the full call, but I would encourage the voyeuristic to first read this entire essay, where I explain why it is my very favorite, and maybe, if you seek Truth, it can become your fave, too:

I love this 911 phone call because it so beautifully illustrates the pathetic nature of the human being, and it also serves, for the seeker of enlightenment and Truth, as a metaphor for the hopelessness of every existence. The human being begs for life, yet at the same time sabotages his own existence, embracing death. The human being is always looking for excuses for why he should not die at a specific moment in time, even as he remains suicidally ideated and utterly rejects all proactive efforts to genuinely avoid death.

Submitted for your consideration, one Kevin Cosgrove, a typical human, with a typical brain, playing out the final five minutes of his imaginary existence to a worldwide Youtube audience. At the 1:30 mark of the above video, doomed Kevin declares “I got young kids”. The unenlightened listener likely thinks he is saying this in order to try to get the firefighters to hurry up and rescue him. But I know different. On a subconscious level, he is trying to rationalize to himself, why he should not die at this moment in time. His thought process goes like this: “I have young kids, they need me, so it is not good for me to die right now. I should not die right now, because if I die it will be bad for my kids.” How pathetic is that?! He wants to live, at this moment in time, but not for Himself. Here you see the horrific manifestation of a destroyed ego.

Our next illustration of the doomed human having doomed himself, comes at the 2:38 mark of the video, as Kevin declares, to the 911 operator: “Tell god to blow the wind from the west.” Kev, she’s a 911 operator, she accepts incoming calls, and makes outgoing calls, but only to entities that exist and have a working phone line. god is not listed in the phone directory, as god does not exist.

And the normals will say, how can you blame Kevin for invoking the Insane God Myth at such a dire moment? My answer: Very easily. The insane idea of god, is the foremost promoter of death. It is because religion exists within the deranged minds of humanity as a whole, that Kevin is doomed to die. Without religion, technological immortality would already be a reality today. Without religion, even if Kevin were actually inside the world trade center which was about to collapse, technological immortality may have already allowed for a clone/duplicate of his brain to exist separately, in a safe place, with the end result that a few days later Kevin is back, his brain function intact, perhaps even fully mobile with a robotic body.

But no, Kevin is a human being, suicidal, Self and Truth hating. The plague of religion is what claims him as eternal victim, and in the last moments of his imagined existence, he desperately seeks help from an imaginary creature. But the horrific Truth goes much further than the impotence of his plea. god can not only not help Kevin, but as factual reality, Kevin’s belief in god is what will result in his eternal loss. How pathetic is that? Very.

Continuing on our less than merry journey, my very favorite line comes at the 2:54 mark, as Kevin lets loose with this very sincere yet fatally flawed, no pun intended, sentiment: “We’re young men. We’re not ready to die.” Oh boy. So Kevin, what you mean is, it’s okay to die when you are old. Yes Kevin, you are thinking, I wish I could die when I am old. Let me get ready to die. Now is not the right time, I haven’t had a chance to get ready to die. Here you see the horrific tragedy of the human condition. Kevin does not want to live, he does not want to be alive. What he wants, as do 99.99999% of you pathetic humans, is to postpone his own death for a brief period of time, so he can continue to enjoy the insane and false delusion that he is alive.  “I’m young, I’m not supposed to die right now. I’m supposed to die later, in the future.”

Don’t you see, don’t you understand, you cowards: To die is to have never been born, exactly and absolutely the same. Kevin is not fighting to stay alive, he is fighting for the opportunity to continue to pretend to be alive, as he courts death, as he embraces death, as he enables, facilitates, and causes his own death, by refusing to fight for life.

How do you fight for life?? By refusing to die, by demanding eternal existence via technology. By making this demand at age 8, and 12, and 16, and 22, and 35, when you are at the peak of “good” health. By rising up as a collective body, a collective species, shedding all insane mythology, by rising up in the name of love, of purity of mind, of worship of Self and Truth, and declaring death to be your greatest, mortal enemy.

But no, you are all Kevin Cosgrove, pretending to be alive, pretending to value life, as you try, at best, to postpone your death. “I’m not ready to die, just yet”, this is what keeps you going each day. You pretend you have a future, you hide from the Truth. “Death is okay, just not right now.” But you are wrong. Dead wrong. Right now is when you will die. Right now is when you will die. Because every single second is right now. You will die right now, at this very second, because death erases the illusion of time. In death you never existed, in death you were never born. This is the Truth.

So we keep listening to kevin for almost exactly two more minutes, and then it happens, the world trade center tower collapses, with Kevin still on the phone line. His illusion of life is finally over, and he played out his illusion to the very end, as the vast majority of you humans do.

The final 5 seconds are very climactic, or anti-climactic, I guess it depends upon your perspective. My biggest takeaway is simply this: Truth always wins, in the end. The humans will never know it, but Truth will win in the end. Individual deaths of humans, reflect the victory of Truth, and so will the upcoming earned, sought, and Self-created extinction of the species.

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