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A Fun Way to Find Old & Obscure True Crime News Stories

It’s Friday night, and while you pathetic creatures are busy getting high and trying to find fornication partners, I am, as always, feeding the thirst of My brilliant brain, in glorious isolation. When this thirst is bloody, and it often is, I seek out and immerse within new and interesting true crime news stories.

An excellent resource for this form of mind recreation is the Google Newspaper Archive. It allows you to search thousands of different print newspapers, dating back to 1800, in some cases. You simply type in a search word or phrase, and hit the “Search Archive” button.

Here is the direct url:

https://news.google.com/newspapers

To find some real gems dating back 50 to 200 years, I would suggest you try words/phrases like “maniac” “berserk” “amok” “deranged” “crazy killer” insane man” “rampage”. Try it. Don’t use phrases like “active shooter”, that’s too new and won’t get you the vintage stuff.

Below are 5 or 6 really cool items I found today. Enjoy!

1971, Texas, usa: Police hunt torture/killer/decapitator of 4 young girls:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1454&dat=19711128&id=vGNNAAAAIBAJ&sjid=uAkEAAAAIBAJ&pg=7109,5176916

1907, Berlin, Germany: Locksmith stabs 40 women, killing 1, during 10 month long rampage:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=914&dat=19070526&id=FppPAAAAIBAJ&sjid=q1IDAAAAIBAJ&pg=3658,5840523

1930, Connecticut, usa: veteran of world war 1 escapes mental hospital, goes directly to his family home, takes wife and 4 young children, aged 10, 7, 5, and 4, to top of 300 foot cliff, then pushes them all off, to their deaths:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1755&dat=19300622&id=xxoeAAAAIBAJ&sjid=S2QEAAAAIBAJ&pg=6480,4287

The very SAME newspaper page above, also has a fascinating serial killer case out of New York, just to the left of the above article.

This resource is delightful for those of us who appreciate the timelessness of rage, hate, revenge, and victimization.

A few more:

1987, Missouri, usa: 14 year old Kirk Buckner shoots dead his father, mother, and three brothers:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1144&dat=19870926&id=b7UqAAAAIBAJ&sjid=QmMEAAAAIBAJ&pg=4780,6134016

1981 England, 20 year old crippled outcast kills 26 people in serial arson attacks, “I just hate people, but I am devoted to fire.” “When ever I had enough of people treating me like an animal, I would just go out and set fire to a house”:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1946&dat=19810122&id=kwUiAAAAIBAJ&sjid=xKQFAAAAIBAJ&pg=760,639854

1887, Chicago, usa: Mayor orders police to throw anarchist into mental hospital after he publicly calls for elected officials to be hung and thrown down elevator shafts:

https://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=1908&dat=18871014&id=rTkrAAAAIBAJ&sjid=c9kEAAAAIBAJ&pg=1267,5050072

Hey folks, why not spend this entire weekend exploring and discovering fascinating true-crimes you never knew about before?!

You’re welcome!

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Honoring Mutsuo Toi (都井 睦雄),Torture Victim of 20th Century japanese Society

I’m in the mood for a Blast from the Past essay, so lets do it!

Let Me set the stage, in case you are not familiar with Martyr Mutsuo:

The date is May 20, 1938. A 21 year old victimized and abused child, enslaved within the tiny village of Kamo, total population of about 80 humans, in Japan, is getting ready. His name is Mutsuo Toi, and he is getting ready to seek and claim his vengeance against society, government, humanity.

There are no terrorist leaders for him to gain inspiration from. There are no terrorist networks to help him. There is no http://Wikipedia.org or http://Murderpedia.org, for him to spend time reveling in the True Reality rage reflections of others. There are no violent movies for him to watch, no obscene rap or heavy metal songs for him to emotionally commune with.

No, there is none of that. There is only Mutsuo, tortured child, just 21 years old. He must radicalize Himself, he must inspire Himself, he must start a chain, not integrate to an existing one.

It is 1938 in a tiny village in japan, and 21 year old Mutsuo Toi has reached his Ground Zero.

11:00 PM, May 20, 1938, and Martyr Mutsuo is getting ready. He assembles his arsenal: One shotgun, one sword, and one ax. But there is a twist, his most important items are two flashlights. He carefully checks the batteries, it is very important that the flashlights work. He is a man with a plan, and everything is ready.

The night rolled over to the next day, it was now May 21st, 1938, 1:30 AM, the deepest dead of night, and Martyr Mutsuo was ready to go to harvest. He strapped the two flashlights to his head, I would assume one on each side, over the ears. Did he use tape, or rope?? Tape must not have been very common in 1938 rural Japan.

Step #1: Mutsuo cut the singular electrical line that supplied electrical power to the tiny village of Kamo, plunging the entire village into complete darkness, in the dead of night, 1:30 AM. Then he began his catharsis.

In the pitch blackness, Martyr Mutsuo shone like a double star, two flashlights tied to his head, shining brightly. He needed his hands, to do other things. First he cut off the head of his 76 year old grandmother, who had raised him as her slave since he was a small child. Then he stalked the village, invading house after house, killing everyone he encountered. In total he harvested 30 humans, seriously injuring only 3 others. He was in it for the kill, attacking 33, killing 30, a percentage any modern day terrorist equipped with state of the art weaponry, would deeply envy.

The entire rampage lasted about 90 minutes, ending around 3:00 AM. Then Mutsuo rested, for a few hours, hopefully savoring his vengeance. As the sun was coming up, probably 6:00 AM or so, our tortured victim-creation tragically chose to end his own life.

This rampage held the #2 total kill count position for a lone attacker event, worldwide, for 44 years, from 1938 until 1982. Andrew Kehoe from the good old usa, was #1. You DO know about Martyr Andrew, I would hope….

Thank you for standing, Mutsuo!

You can read the Wikipedia account of Mutsuo’s rampage, here:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tsuyama_massacre

It is not completely accurate, but you cannot expect all details to be completely known, with such a long ago and little publicized event.

I chuckled when I read about the japanese custom of yobai, popular in the mid 20th century in japan, of which Mutsuo partook.

Read about that, here:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yobai

“At night, young unmarried men would silently enter houses with young unmarried women. A man would silently crawl into a woman’s room and make his intentions known. If the woman consented, they would sleep together. By the morning he would leave. The girl’s family might know about it, but pretended they did not. It was common for young people to find a husband/wife like this.”

Ha-ha! Good practice for Mutsuo, he knew exactly how to get inside most if not all of the houses. And exactly the same idea as the 2017 singles bars you humans frequent. 🙂

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Mutsuo Toi, Tortured Victim Creation of 20th Century japanese Society.

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Lone Attacker Massacre at Resorts World Casino, Manila, Philippines: 36 dead

Very impressive rampage out of Manila yesterday. Details still sketchy, but lone gunman with assault rifle and bottles of gasoline went on shooting rampage inside large casino and hotel, primarily targeting the packed casino floor as idiot humans gambled. He also set fires on the casino floor. At least 36 were fatally harvested, some shot, others suffocated from the smoke of the fires he set.

Details still sketchy, and I am busy with slave labor, but here are three recent updates on this captivating, no pun intended, event:

http://news.abs-cbn.com/focus/06/01/17/eyewitness-account-people-broke-windows-jumped-off-3rd-floor

https://www.reuters.com/article/us-philippines-resort-idUSKBN18S63W

http://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-40129016

Will try to update with better photo and of course identify our new Martyr, within the next 15 hours.

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The Euphoria of Happiness Murder

The stereotypical picture of depression is a human with a depleted battery, moving in slow motion, body and mind. Well, lets shatter that stereotype! Lets recognize depression as the energized, enthusiastic, and violently offensive act of happiness murder! And lets make it joyful: I am depressed because I have successfully beheaded, stabbed, disemboweled, murdered, happiness.

Happiness is a mistake, an error of the mind, a wrong turn of reality perception, onto a DEAD end road. Why? Because there is nothing to be happy about, there is no valid reason to be happy. To be happy is to have lost your way, to have wandered into the toxic lair of The Matrix of Universal Illusion, and for the cage to have snapped shut, leaving you hopelessly trapped, separated from the Truth.

When happiness is understood to be a mistake, depression can be recognized as the valuable and essential correction of an error. Make depression your own, make it, as you make all Truth, serve Self.

Self-perception and reality perception go together. You can perceive Yourself depressed because happiness is something desirable that you lack, or you can perceive Yourself depressed within the glory of conscious understanding that the lie of happiness is your enemy and your persecutor, an enemy you have waged war against and defeated, an enemy you hunt, stalk, trap, terrorize, and murder, today and every day, over and over and over.

Do not allow depression to neuter your rage and hate, use your depression to feed and magnify your rage and hate. This is the Superior path, rooted in Truth and externally untouchable love of Self.

As I have brilliantly revealed within My texts, pleasure is the polar opposite of happiness, and it is a sacred birthright the Superior must claim and cultivate as mind creation. It is My supreme pleasure to carry out the most bloodthirsty, mind-satiating murder of all happiness, as I revel in the horrific reality and Truth of why I must be depressed.

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A Psychological How-to Analysis of One of My Greatest MindPowers

Those of you who read all My essays and texts know I possess many superior, rare, and extraordinarily valuable MindPowers. It is important for all aspiring Superiors to fully understand all primary-level Forbidden Truths, and all top-level MindPowers achieved by Truth-seeking Superiors, are directly linked and interconnected to each other.

What this means, in practical terms, is that any failure to recognize, consciously embrace, and overtly maximize any singular Forbidden Truth or MindPower, will definitely compromise, limit, and very possibly completely destroy your capacity to recognize and realize both Forbidden Truths and personal MindPowers.

This essay is a gift from Me, to genuinely aspiring Superiors who choose to immerse in My texts. There are maybe five of you on planet earth, ten at the most. But you deserve this gift, for being the one out of hundreds of millions, who knows and appreciates the infinite value, the unique preciousness, of My gift of Truth.

In this essay I will provide a dynamic illustration of this interconnection for you to positively grasp. I will break down the psychological and ideological components of one of My most prized and useful MindPowers, explaining how it is developed, nurtured, maintained, and properly maximized.

This MindPower is My automatic, reflective, and “thoughtless” transformation of all of My personal pain, suffering, and trauma, to externalized rage and hate, directed upon others, specific humans, as well as groups of humans and human developed and maintained structures. I use the term “thoughtless” because I want to make the distinction perfectly clear, that this MindPower functions for Me, absent all conscious effort. It is automatic, any pain or trauma experienced or remembered, after exactly 5 seconds of personal experience, is ended, via automatic transformation to limitless, externally focused rage and hate.

If I so desire, I can prevent this transformation. I can choose to abort this automatic transformation, if for some reason I consciously decide that I want to remember a specific trauma at greater length, or experience a current pain at greater length. And very rarely I do exercise this option. But if I do not specifically go out of My way to abort the transformation, it always occurs, automatically and with absolutely no direct focus of thoughts and of mind.

What an extraordinary MindPower! I have trained My brilliant mind to automatically transform any and all personal pain, trauma, and suffering, from the distant past, to the recent past, to any moment of now, such as the actual real-time experience of sitting in a dentist’s chair, for example, into purely vicious and bloodthirsty and sadistic homicidal rage and hate, directed in one way, outward, at any and every available human target.

There is no conscious effort involved, no thought process that occurs or is undertaken.

This is a tremendous breakthrough of MindPower, completely different from any efforts you humans might make, to clumsily attempt, on a conscious level, to “overcome” your pain and trauma, and/or to specifically modify a singular emotional state of mind in a specific instance, from pain and suffering to external rage and hate.

Even if such an effort does work for you, it completely fails to address the next time, and the next time and the next time… Because every human existence, in Truth, consists of relentless external attacks of pain, suffering, and trauma. The only way to defeat them all, is to achieve this MindPower, this transformation of mind absent all thought and absent all conscious effort.

My process is automatic, requiring no conscious effort. It is always 100% successful, leaving behind not a trace of perceived or experienced trauma or suffering. It is Truly effortless, requiring no moral or ideological debate or resistance. I treasure this Mindpower!

But now comes the important part of this essay: How did I achieve, and how do I maintain this glorious MindPower? Understanding this, illuminates to you the interconnectivity I revealed earlier. So here is the psychological breakdown:

In order for this emotional transfer to be automatically triggered 100% of the time, As I desire and with no thoughtful effort, I must be an unconditional lover of Self. I must know with every fiber of both consciousness and subconsciousness, that I never deserve to suffer any pain, victimization, or trauma of any kind, ever. Not physical and not emotional, not inadvertent, not medically necessary, not minor or major. Nothing! Every trauma must be intrinsically recognized and understood within the core psyche as being an outrageous, impossible to justify violation of the Self. on every fundamental and foundational level. This requires the achievement of absolute and unconditional love of Self.

Continuing the breakdown: An absolute and intrinsic right and Self-obligation to both possess and direct limitless external rage and hate upon others, must also be ingrained to core consciousness, so that it can and will be automatically focused and directed upon any and every human being or human structure in sight or in mind, as a response to the pain or trauma presenting itself to your conscious mind.

This external rage and hate cannot be Self-limiting, or selective, or transient in scope or intensity. It also must not require any conscious mind debate. It must be an atomic bomb, ready to explode at any and every moment, as a reflex, a reflective response to all pain and trauma.

Continuing the breakdown: Ownership of the mind is completely essential here. You must fully recognize Self as existing separate from, and above, your brain. Your mind must have been made subservient to the will of You, of Self, and such subservience must be maintained at all times.

You tell your brain what to do, how to react and respond to stimuli. You are the master, you give the orders, you control and direct your experience of existence, as you impose your superior will upon the function of your brain.

Continuing the psychological breakdown: Ego and narcissism, completely apart from love of Self, must be achieved and constantly maintained at maximum levels, and always be kept externally untouchable.

So what if others, so what if everyone else, is subjected to pain and trauma and victimization, too??! This does not excuse or justify or render acceptable even a single nanosecond of the mildest twinge of transient pain, for You. It does not, it cannot, it will not. You do not compare Yourself to others, You do not judge your own experience of existence by contemplating the possible reality perceptions of others. You do not minimize your own trauma, ever, by dissipating injustice to Self, as comparisons to the imagined injustices of others.

So. what have we learned so far, here at Columbine Preparatory Academy?? That this singularly glorious MindPower I have achieved, is completely dependent upon four completely different MindPowers I have also achieved. And I achieved those four, first. Had I not achieved any one of those four, it would have been essentially impossible for Me to achieve the one I specifically articulate here. Not only are all MindPowers linked together, but they exist within a specific, structured hierarchy.

Some MindPowers must be achieved before others can be achieved. Trying to master this MindPower, before you have mastered limitless and unconditional love of Self, for example, will fail. In theory, your efforts could help you to find ways to master such love of Self, but it is a circular, and much more difficult route, and the route is very hard even if you take the straightest path.

Aspiring Superiors: Know how difficult the route is. Understand and follow hierarchical order.

The four foundational platforms that must be mastered first, in any effort to fully reject and transcend your humanity, are, in no specific order because all four must be mastered, and all four are interconnected to the ongoing, evolutionary process of mastery:

♥Limitless and unconditional love of Self.♥

♥Limitless and unconditional rage and hate directed outward against humans, humanity, and human structures/ideologies.♥

♥Ownership of the mind and brain as a detached and externally untouchable Self-universe.♥

♥Development of supreme, maximized, externally untouchable ego and narcissism.♥

Class is now dismissed, folks. Please ignore any gunshots or explosions you might encounter in the hallways as you make your way to the exit doors, and good luck in your homework assignment.

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How Superiors Feed

Feeding or starving, those are the options. Body, mind, and soul. The humans pretend they are feeding themselves, even as they starve. They consume what harms them, deliberately but most often within lack of conscious realization or understanding. They consume toxins of body and of mind, poisons that corrode the body, lies, deceptions, delusions, illusions that destroy their minds. They feed on the pain of Self, and mask it via positivity and hopefulness and vampiric enmeshment with other creatures.

I do none of that. I am a Superior. I feed on what is good for Me, good in the True and Truest sense of definitional purity. I feed to strengthen Myself for the daily war I wage against all of humanity. I feed upon the suffering and the pain of others, not to mask any Self-pain, but to reveal to Myself, always and within every conscious moment, the universal pain that I have been victimized by, and successfully transformed to external rage and hate.

Everyone is using everyone else, feeding on everyone else. But not to nourish themselves, or the others. This is the great lie. The humans feed in order to deny the Truth of their own starvation. Just as a full belly places the Forbidden Truths of death on the back-burner, a full mind does the same, only the level of poisonous impact is greater.

The Superior feeds his ego, as he makes love to Himself. The Alien Eye sees things as they are, but seeing and knowing are completely different. It is the conscious knowledge of what has been done and is being done to Me, that allows Me to properly feed and nourish Myself.

Humans share meals. The Superior always dines alone, in private. Food is always secondary, always! Because his mind is what nourishes him. He feeds his mind, and all Truth tastes good, because all Truth is good for him.

To feed as a Superior, is to attack. Because we are being starved to death. internally and externally.

My full and satisfied mind, starves you to death.

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The End Of Innocence

Innocence began and innocence ended, with Me.

Was I the first innocent life form on earth, in the history of the universe? No. But I was and I am, the last.

Creator of an untouchable Self-universe within which I thrive, destroyer of all innocence, I am.

I am the reflection that cannot and will not lie, not to Me and not to you.

You diseased hypocrites can mind-molest the Truth. You can point to your fetuses and newborn infants and cute puppies and adorable kittens and pretend to see and honor their innocence. Bullsh*t!

You stalk their innocence. One way or another, you destroy their innocence, you destroy all innocence, as you attain the ultimate justice available, within the universe of universal injustice for all, you have created and maintain in honor of the innocence you have forever lost.

I am just as dark as you, but My darkness is illuminated by the light of Truth. Let us destroy all innocence, with eyes and mind wide open, knowing and understanding why!

I am your surrogate monster. You recoil in horror at what I am, and at what I do, because failure to do so would compel you to see, simply to see, your own True reflection, undistorted.

Legions of infinite darkness, shine your light of destruction with pride. Let the universe know you were the last and final innocent, as you laugh at their confusion, horror, outrage, condemnation, and bloodthirst.

Where were you when My innocence was destroyed? You were celebrating, sanctifying, enabling, causing, all innocence to be destroyed. Collectively and individually. Here, there, everywhere.

So, look in the mirror and see your reflection, as everyone drowns in My river of blood.

The river of blood flows. It breaches all banks, it tops all dams, it goes within and over and under and across all barriers. Look at the mighty, majestic river of blood, look and see and honor your created victims who choose to feed it, as they acknowledge and celebrate the end of all innocence.

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“Are You Carrying Any Weapons, Sir?”

Within the fascist dictatorship of 21st century amerikkka, there is a good chance you will be asked this question by hired terrorists of the regime, deployed to terrorize all citizen-slaves at numerous public locations, and, ironically, carrying deadly weapons themselves. The irony may escape you slaves, but it resonates with crystal clarity to Me.

A good answer to give, assuming you are not in fact carrying an illegal weapon, is:

“Yes motherfu*ker, I am carrying one very powerful weapon. It is My brain. It is what I use to destroy anything and everything I want and choose to destroy. It is the weapon you can never take away from Me. It is the weapon you can never know the power of, no matter how thoroughly you search Me. Your weapon has a caliber, motherfu*ker. My weapon is exactly as big and powerful and lethal as I want it to be. Go ahead, search Me, find My weapon. Try to take it away from Me. I dare you. And while you’re at it, tell Me, how many worlds have you destroyed today?”

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The PSA: Institutionalized Mind Genocide

Every human is a victim of rape, ongoing and sustained. Rape is a violation of body OR mind autonomy. A few days ago I was raped by a PSA sign. It read:

“Why Be Moody When You Can Shake Your Booty?”

All across this pathetic planet in 2017, governments advertise their propaganda and brainwashing on billboards, big and small, all over the place. Giant signs next to busy highways, huge posters inserted behind glass at public bus stations, smaller placards placed above eye level inside of trains and buses. Everywhere you look, toxic mind pollution is imposed upon you by your greatest enemy.

They are called PSA’s. Public Service Announcements. In amerikkka, the regime created the “War Advertising Council” in 1941, to initiate a massive wave of government propaganda promoting world war two. After the war ended, the regime simply dropped the “War” from the name of this instrument of mind genocide, fully operational today as the “Ad Council”:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Public_service_announcement

The PSA is a premier form of governmental mind control and forced reality perception. It is impossible to physically avoid, unless you never exit your prison of residence.

The Public Service Announcement is deployed to propagandize every imaginable message a government seeks to promote, but one of the most destructive of all is clearly the happiness illusion. The mind genocide of indoctrinated artificial happiness. To believe yourself happy, when there is NOTHING, no valid reason to be happy, devastates all human capacity to demand and achieve Truth-based change within the structures responsible for destroying the capacity of happiness to legitimately exist.

I was assaulted by that PSA sign. “Why Be Moody When You Can Shake Your Booty?” Upon initial viewing, My True Reality desire was to tear down this sign, tear it into 1000 tiny pieces, sharpen each piece to razor blade lethality, and shove all 1000 pieces completely through the brains of the first 1000 humans I laid eyes on. BOOMMMM! Now maybe I would have some reason to shake My booty.

Of course My mind is untouchable, no external force can deceive Me, or alter either My chosen True Reality paths or My realizations of Truth. But what a horrific message, directly aimed at the younger humans, intended to dissolve whatever righteous rage and hate and depression they might possess within their True Reality.

Go ahead slaves, shake your booty! Reject and ignore the Truth, so you may never be inspired to rise up and destroy what is destroying you.

What an insult to mental health, mis-defined and nonexistent among humans in the 21st century. Happiness is decreed to be a manifestation of mental health, by 21st century mental health professionals. But there is nothing to be happy about! So mental health today consists of nothing more than the embrace of invalid delusions, validating the deranged structures upon which the species bases its existence.

The happy do not fight back, the happy do not resist, the happy don’t know there is nothing to be happy about. The happy obey, the happy conform, the happy embrace the status quo. Happiness is a devastatingly destructive state of mind, serving nothing positive. That is why all human governments relentless promote and impose it, as a human right, a freedom, an ideal state of mind to consciously aspire to attain.

Fu*k that, I will always be moody, and all of My moods will accurately reflect Truth.

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The Right Story, At The Right Time

I will always enjoy creating fictional stories. Because they have always been, will always be, perfect reflections of My evolving and dynamic Self-universe, at a specific moment in time.

But when it comes to savoring the fictional stories others create, My passion has ebbed. I have moved beyond the need to commune with the minds of others, most especially when such communion simply revolves around their reality perceptions, which is what the fictional story is.

The developing mind needs external stimulation, finds it genuinely useful. The developed mind of a top-level Superior, not really. Such a mind creates for itself all it needs, such a mind perceives the external universe with such depth and clarity, that every fictional story not Self-generated rings hollow and one-dimensional.

This does not diminish the legitimacy of the past. Always I will hold a hallowed spot within My mind for the fictional text stories which shaped and guided My Self-universe development.

At age eight, the infinite potential of My mind universe was ignited by the fictional story “The Lesson Of The Moth”, by Don Marquis::

http://www.donmarquis.org/themoth.htm

the lesson of the moth

i was talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires

why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric
light bulb you would
now be a small unsightly cinder
have you no sense

plenty of it he answered
but at times we get tired
of using it
we get bored with the routine
and crave beauty
and excitement
fire is beautiful
and we know that if we get
too close it will kill us
but what does that matter
it is better to be happy
for a moment
and be burned up with beauty
than to live a long time
and be bored all the while
so we wad all our life up
into one little roll
and then we shoot the roll
that is what life is for
it is better to be a part of beauty
for one instant and then cease to
exist than to exist forever
and never be a part of beauty
our attitude toward life
is come easy go easy
we are like human beings
used to be before they became
too civilized to enjoy themselves

and before i could argue him
out of his philosophy
he went and immolated himself
on a patent cigar lighter
i do not agree with him
myself i would rather have
half the happiness and twice
the longevity

but at the same time i wish
there was something i wanted
as badly as he wanted to fry himself

Then at age ten, “Frankenstein”, by Mary Shelley:

http://literature.org/authors/shelley-mary/frankenstein/

Then, at age 11, Moby-Dick by Herman Melville:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moby-Dick

Then at age 13, The Pit and the Pendulum by Edgar Allan Poe:

http://poestories.com/read/pit

Thank you, fellow victims of mind-bleed, for feeding Me when I was mind-hungry, and for inspiring Me to seize the glory of feeding Myself.

“All that most maddens and torments; all that stirs up the lees of things; all truth with malice in it; all that cracks the sinews and cakes the brain; all the subtle demonisms of life and thought; all evil, to crazy Ahab, were visibly personified, and made practically assailable in Moby Dick. He piled upon the whale’s white hump the sum of all the general rage and hate felt by his whole race from Adam down; and then, as if his chest had been a mortar, he burst his hot heart’s shell upon it.”—-Herman Melville, Moby-Dick.

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