emotional autonomy

Why is Pleasure the Opposite of Happiness?

I was asked the above question over on Ideapod, the only social media platform I haunt, and and I answered it fully as a reply. But upon rereading the reply, (I do that a lot, being in love with Myself) I was struck by how especially beautiful and brilliant My composed Mind Bomb is. It deserves an audience of billions, instead of just one, so I am posting it as a stand-alone essay.

Happiness is a toxic illusion and delusion. Happiness is an artificially and externally induced state of mind consciousness promoted and imposed by every human society and government. Happiness is a lie, because there is, objectively and factually, nothing for the sane thinker who honors Truth, to be happy about. Happiness weakens the Self, it leaves you defenseless in the daily war being waged against you by society and government, by successfully cloaking the very fact that you ARE at war, that you are under attack, harmed and destroyed each and every day. To be happy is to deny and to reject Truth itself.

Pleasure is something very real and valuable, when it is proactively and independently created within a Self-universe. Within such Self-creation, Truth can be honored, the factual reality that there is nothing to be happy about, need not be compromised. Pleasure is an internally produced state of mind consciousness.

Pleasure is sometimes externally promoted by society and government, but if you independently create it as a Self-mind, you can eliminate all compromises and invalidations of Truth, within your creative process. This is not possible within the creation of happiness, even if it is independently created.

Pleasure is a sacred right of Self, it is not a deception or an illusion, when properly Self-achieved. Pleasure strengthens the mind and the Self in many different ways. It feeds the ego, it uplifts narcissism, it allows you to feel better without making things worse, unlike all states of happiness.

Pleasure inspires you to fight your enemy, instead of causing you to sink into a mind trap of passive contentment rooted in profound deception of the reality of your existence. The Forbidden Truth version of pleasure is selfish and isolated, it can be tapped into at any time, it cannot be externally compromised by others, individuals or structures.

The Forbidden Truth attainment of pleasure is an act of love for Self: Sexual, emotional, intellectual, ideological, psychological, and reflective, carried out and committed by the Superior individual as a direct component of the daily war he wages against humanity, society, and government.

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I Feel and I Know, The Pain of the Universe

Sometimes I sound tough.

That’s because I am tough, tough enough to absorb and to integrate to My own personal core consciousness, the collective pain of the entire universe. It’s all there, inside of Me, a trillion trillion moments of supreme agony, as experienced by a trillion trillion creatures.

All of their agony lives within Me. I feed upon it, it helps Me to elevate Myself to king, queen, god, of pain.

For all who can no longer suffer, because they no longer exist, I feel your pain.

For all who refuse to face up to their suffering, I feel your pain.

For all who try to make themselves feel better by making others suffer, I feel your pain.

For all who make themselves suffer in specific ways, so they can numb other types of suffering, I feel your pain.

The more pain I absorb, the more rage and hate I reflect, and the more love I manifest as a Self-universe.

I feel pain. I know pain. I make love to pain. Yet I do not hurt.

I just say No, to the Ouch.

Me. The untouchable Me.

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The Power of Mind, The Power of Me

Just a sample pack of My achievements:

Tens of thousands of Forbidden Truths: Realized, integrated to core consciousness, brilliantly revealed and articulated by Me.

100% emotionally autonomous: Meeting all of My emotional needs by Myself, for Myself, 100% of the time.

100% externally untouchable: Nothing any life form can do to Me, to negatively impact My experience of My existence in any manner, ever.

Able to achieve sexual climax at the will of My own Self-mind: Always, the only limitation being that of natural physical need to rejuvenate, without any need for any stimulation beyond the thoughts I generate within My mind.

Conscious dreaming mastered: Able to dictate the exact plotline of every desired real-life experience and fantasy, and to perceive every such dream as being an experienced reality, with full memory retention upon awakening.

Achievement of limitless and unconditional love of Self: Externally untouchable.

The Self-creation of a limitless and untouchable ego: Narcissism, egoism, and egotism, all maximized and integrated to the core of My mind, so the greatness, the glory, the sacred eternal preciousness of Me is embedded within every thought, every impulse, everything I do and am.

These are not words. This the reality of My personal achievement of existence as of today, January 18, 2017. I cannot predict tomorrow, but I can KNOW today. I can know what I am, I can glory in My triumph, even as I know it to be useless tomorrow, or the next day, or the next year, or the next decade, or the next century.

My triumph is useless, because it WILL be useless, and it doesn’t matter when it becomes useless.

Every triumph a tragedy, this is the curse of being The Seer of Forbidden Truth. But it is a curse I carry with pride and honor, because it honors the Truth. Whatever honors the Truth must be carried with pride and honor. As I carry Myself, today.

Time to go, another MindGasm awaits.

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‘Tis The Season to Bribe and to be Bribed

The humans are hard at work this christmas season, as they are every christmas season, desperately trying to bribe each other, while simultaneously, and equally desperately, soliciting favor from other humans, and even from imaginary creatures.

Every “gift” that is given, every present carefully wrapped, attached to a carefully chosen gift card, every “donation” given, to formally organized charities as well as to the randomly encountered homeless alcoholic, is a bribe, it is a shakedown attempt, an extortion demand.

Every gift and present given, it does not matter what it is or what the relationship is between the giver and the giftee, is a bribe. The bribe says: “Look, I am gonna give you this, and in return you must pretend to love and to care about me, to appreciate and to value me, and you must express and show this love and caring and value and appreciaton to me. I will use your false sentiments in order to feel better about myself, to delude myself into believing that I am loved and cared for and valued. I need this from you, because I am an emotionally and psychologically crippled creature, who cannot bestow proper love and care and value upon myself.”

Every christmas present given, is a selfish and psychologically violent extraction attempt. None of it represents generosity or empathic benevolence. None of it! The husband who gives his wife a christmas present, wants to get more sexual contact from her. The boyfriend who presents his christmas present together with a marriage proposal, is demanding lifelong sexual, emotional, and legal slavery under a direct bribe.

The mother who secretly deciphers which material object her 5 year old son-slave most desperately covets, and makes certain to place it under the christmas tree with a note signed “love, mom”, is not expressing love, she is demanding love, she is attempting to extract hugs, expressions of love, from the child that she is enslaving, and very likely abusing and victimizing. She cannot love herself, and so she must force others to profess their love to her, and under this coerced extortion of emotion, she is able to convince herself that she is loved, at least for awhile.

All charitable contributions and donations are made under this same perverse mindset, intermingled with subconscious and unconscious guilt, shame, and  Self-humiliation. “I don’t deserve what I have, so I must give a little bit of it away so that I can convince myself that I am a good person by suffering, in order to allow someone else to suffer less.”

Donations to strangers and to charities are also a direct attempt to bribe, extort, and shakedown the nonexistent god creature. “Look, over here, look at me god, I’m willing to make myself suffer in some tiny way, by giving away something I could use for myself. See how unselfish I am! See how moral and kind and caring I am!! Now you must reward me with eternal existence in heaven. You owe me now, god!”

The Superior never gives presents to any human being, and never donates anything to any human in need. He understands that it is his obligation to place Self above all others, and he meets all of his own emotional needs within the embrace of absolute Truth, therefore the very idea of attempting to obtain love from others, or attempting to bribe a nonexistent god creature, is recognized by him as insane beyond all measure.

I give to Myself, everything that I want and need. My gifts to Myself flow daily, and my delight at their receipt is untainted by vampiric human enmeshment. My debt is owed only to Myself, and I pay off this debt each day, with interest. My generosity towards Myself has no ulterior motivations, it represents and expresses the purity of the only valid form of love, Self-love.

So go ahead, waste your useless lives trying to figure out which bribes will find the most favor with your intended extortion victims. Invade the shopping malls as part of your grand predatory quest to extract from others what you cannot bestow upon yourself. Go to the Hallmark Card store after you have finished a long day of slave labor in painful dress pumps, and spend an hour walking the racks, carefully examining different greeting cards, trying to find the one that will most effectively pierce the psyche of your targeted victim(s). And please make sure to ease your agonized foot out of its pump prison, give us Female Foot Pain fetishists an unintended gift, to be enjoyed later, in the privacy of our homes.

I see you for what you are, dear vampires and extortionists. Your efforts are pathetic and grotesque, and you can only deceive yourselves to a limited degree, for a limited time. You do not even try to obtain what you truly need, what is truly useful: Genuine, unconditional, and externally untouchable love of Self. You are pathetic in your cowardice, your neediness, your dependency.

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Oh god, my poor feet! I’ve spent an hour trying to find the perfect christmas card, and my corns are just throbbing! I’ve got to get this shoe off, ahhhh…what a relief!

 

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I must find the perfect christmas card, the one card that will get my son-slave to hug me and claim to love me! I’m sure nobody will notice that I have eased my agonized foot out of its pump prison, I just can’t stand the pain anymore!

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The Happiness Problem

“I just want to be happy”, so bleat the pathetic human sheeple. “I must find a way to make myself feel happy”, this is the defeated and perverse yearning of the emotionally crippled masses of slaves.

Happiness is one of the most deeply entrenched and rooted of all human ideological perversions of thought and of reality, and in this essay I will comprehensively dissect this topic. Let Me begin by stating that I have already discussed this issue at significant length in my past writings, and just recently in my brilliant essay promoting the seizure of personal pleasure concurrent with the rejection of all pursuit of happiness. I strongly urge all readers to read, or reread that essay now, as the Forbidden Truths I am discussing here will build upon and deepen the Truths I have already revealed right here:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2015/01/23/personal-pleasure-sacred-right-and-self-obligation/

Happiness is not something that should ever be sought or desired. Why not? Because happiness is an external and artificial construct, built as such, defined as such, marketed as such, and imposed as such, by human society and government. The greatest of all enemies of the individual, instructs the individual that he needs to feel happy, that he needs to acquire happiness, and he is then told, by his greatest enemy, what he needs to do, to think, to feel, to believe, in order to attain this happiness.

The goal of society and government is to addict every individual to the delusion, to the mentally dysfunctional concept, that he needs to feel happy. Once this addiction is established, society and government is then fully empowered to impose upon all individuals, propaganda, lies, enslaving structures, insane ideologies, and the like, all of which are marketed and promoted as ways to obtain feelings of personal happiness, which are of no valid or factual value to any individual.

Wanting to be happy, harms you. Wanting to be happy, destroys you. Because happiness, the emotional experience of happiness by an individual, has absolutely no foundation in objectivity. All individual experience of happiness is subjective, meaning it is not based upon valid facts, Truths, or criteria, but is inherently rooted in Self-delusion. Any human who wants to be happy, who allows himself to be addicted to the idea that happiness is good, necessary, and must be proactively sought and attained, partners with his greatest enemy in harming and destroying Himself.

The use of objectivity versus subjectivity as a weapon of ideological and definitional brainwashing and indocrination is worthy of an entirely new essay, but for now let us comprehensively dissect these two terms within the specifically narrow issue of personal happiness.

A sane species would never attempt to feel happy. Never! A sane species would demand that all objective criteria that are required in order for personal happiness to be naturally and instinctually experienced, be met. The very fact that a human being finds it necessary to try to feel happy, proves that the factual reasons for him to objectively experience happiness within his True Reality, do not exist.

Attempting to achieve personal happiness, absent the existence of valid, objective reasons for you to be happy, betrays both Self and Truth, and directly causes immeasurable harm, by causing the individual to embrace lies, delusions, false perceptions, both internally and externally inspired.

The sane creature must ask Himself: What are the reasons for Me to feel happy, given the factual reality of my existence? Are there any reasons for Me to feel happy, given the horrific reality of my past, my present, and my future?? What do I lose if I pretend to be happy, if I deceive Myself into believing that I am happy, even as no objective criteria for Me to experience happiness, exist or can be established?

Subjective judgments that are made outside of established boundaries of objective fact and reality, are inherently invalid. If no objective facts exist for a sane mind to experience happiness, no effort or attempt should be made by the individual to feel happy. Instead, the objective facts must be altered, by whatever means necessary, in order to render the achievement of personal happiness viable and rational.

Society and government provides you pathetic fools with thousands of different avenues to pursue and to achieve feelings of happiness. You are told that this is what you need to feel happy: A lot of money, fame, marriage, children to own as slaves via parenthood, consuming alcohol, winning a war, having tasty food to eat, to be loved by others, murdering animals via hunting, hope for a better future, etc… The list is endless. But the Forbidden Truth is that all such enticements are equally and inherently invalid, because the objective and factual reality is that your existence is pointless, meaningless, doomed, a real-time fantasy which will end in eternal nothingness and retroactive unbirth.

Every external attempt by society and government to encourage you to feel happy, or to convince you that you should feel happy, or to blame you for not feeling happy, should be understood and interpreted as a vicious and brutal attack upon and against you. An attack intended to destroy Truth, and in the process, to convince you to destroy Yourself. Because that is exactly what you are doing, when you agree to try to experience the emotion of happiness, based upon subjective judgment which has no basis in factual, objective reality and Truth.

Pleasure is not happiness, as I have already revealed in my previous essay. Pleasure is a proactive and temporary personal triumph of the mind and of consciousness, in which an individual nurtures and empowers Himself. The achievement of personal pleasure does not obscure or compromise reality and Truth. It is not externally dictated or inspired. It is internally motivated, achieved, then allowed to fade away to nothingness, so that it has no lasting consequences upon reality perception. This is the Superior path of mental health and personal empowerment. At no point, is pleasure allowed to intermingle with happiness, or to dilute/negate the objective reality that there is no valid reason for any of us to feel happy, ever.

As long as humans seek happiness, they will never be able to destroy the organized structures which render happiness impossible to objectively achieve. It is these organized structures which control how happiness is defined, and who brainwash and propagandize false and invalid illusions of happiness, as being real and valid.

The Superior understands and knows these Forbidden Truths:

1: There are no objective reasons for any human being in the 21st century to feel happy.

2: There is no value of any kind in feeling happy, if such feelings of happiness betray and subvert Truth and factual reality.

3: Objective criteria exist, under which the pursuit of happiness could be validly undertaken. Unless and until such objective criteria are met and becomew functionally real, happiness must not be sought or desired, because the subjective experience of happiness, absent such objective criteria being met, is simply and purely a useless delusion and a direct betrayal of Self.

4: The objective goal and demand of all Superiors must be to terminate the objective realities, such as physical death, slavery to government, universal victimization, and universal injustice, which render happiness impossible to objectively experience.

To all who are pathologically unhappy, to all who resolutely reject the maliciously ongoing extortion efforts of society and goverrnment to brainwash, bribe, entice, terrorize, ad trick them into feeling happy or attempting to try to feel happy, to all who embrace their unhappiness with pride and with mindfulness, knowing that happiness is a toxic lure dangled by their greatest enemy, I offer my congratulations. You are not defective, you are not mentally ill, you are not dysfunction. You are aware and awake. You are mentally healthy and consciously wise. Your orientation is to Truth and to reality, and I hope you are able to mindfully appreciate the positive value of your conscious rejection of happiness.

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Professional Cuddling: A Forbidden Truth Dissection

I have already graced the universe with a uniquely brilliant blog post in which I reveal many of the primary Forbidden Truths of human touch. To those who have not already read it, or just want to refresh their minds, here is the direct url:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2014/12/27/the-forbidden-truths-of-human-touch/

I highly recommend that before you read this post, you fully immerse yourself in the Truths I have already revealed in the above post, on this important issue, as this blog post, in many ways, enhances and builds upon those Truths.

This follow-up post is prompted by my recent discovery of the fledgling professional cuddling industry. This perverse entry into the realm of organized human dysfunction is not brand new, and in fact has made national headlines dating back over a year, but for Me it is brand new, as I often miss popular “human interest” news, engaged as I am in my obsessive focus on serial and mass murder, the terrorism of the state, and other angles of the media indoctrination machine.

To bring everyone up to speed, “professional cuddling” as a real industry, as opposed to simply a front to cover up prostitution, was virtually non-existent until 2 or 3 years ago. But within the past 2-3 years, it has gained some national media attention, and promises to become more popular in coming years, as it perfectly serves the slave-based, dependency needs of broken humans pretending to be free and to evolve.

So, what is professional cuddling? Very simply, human beings charging money in exchange for completely non-sexual hugging, cuddling, and physically comforting other human beings. It is completely platonic, not simply a cover-up for sexual intimacy for money. Probably the most widely known proponent of professional cuddling is a woman named Samantha Hess, in Portland, Oregon. She has her own professional cuddling store, employing three other cuddlers, and you can examine the services she offers here:

http://cuddleuptome.com

To begin My dissection, let me make it clear that I appreciate prostitution as one of the most honest forms of human vampirism. In fact, in My Manifesto, I go so far as to refer to prostitutes as sexual saints, a sentiment I continue to hold. The honesty of the prostitute, in turning emotional vampirism into a cold and calculated monetary exchange, and not engaging in the perverse discrimination of relationship autonomy, is to be cheered and commended.

Likewise, the service offered by Samantha Hess and other professional cuddlers is far more honorable than the human who goes out on a date, or the family member who pretends to care about you as he/she touches you, or the psychotherapist who tries to convince you to seek and develop personal relationships with other humans, as part of the socially sponsored matrix of emotional enslavement via family unit and partnered sex.

It is not my primary intent to condemn Samantha Hess or the professional cuddling industry. The personal exploitation of others that she and this industry engage in, is mild, in comparison to the universal destruction of emotional autonomy and Self-love deliberately sponsored and carried out by all human societies and governments. Just as the prostitute provides a useful service to broken humans who are unable to revel in the unmitigated glory and perfection of solo masturbation, the professional cuddler provides a useful service to those who are addicted to external human touch, perhaps shielding them from feeling compelled to don the slave shackle of dating or engaging in mutually vampiric personal relationships.

What must be singled out for condemnation here, is the inferiority of the human being as a whole, the immense pathologies of mind which cripple human progress and lead to the “discovery” and embrace of a mental health “therapy” such as professional cuddling. Samantha and others are positioning professional cuddling as a form of therapy. Is it?? Yes, and less harmful than the therapy offered by licensed psychologists and psychiatrists. But the key term here is: less harmful. It is still harmful, it still denies and rejects the Forbidden Truths of human touch. It still addicts the human to other humans, it still renders it impossible for the individual to meet his own needs, to embrace the unconditional love of Self which is so beautifully expressed via touching of Self.

Is being touched in a loving way, a positive and emotionally healing experience? Of course it is! But other humans cannot touch you in a loving way. They cannot. They are vampires seeking to extract love from you at worst, or to extract money from you, at best. All external touch is not merely a compromise, but a deal with the devil, a betrayal of Self and of Truth. But still, being touched in a loving way is a good and positive thing. And there the human, the pathetic human, stands trapped. The solution is so glaringly obvious, but not to the diseased human. He can’t figure it out, because he is genetically diseased, emotionally enslaved, and societally brainwashed.

“Oh jeez, what do I do?? I need loving touch, but relationships are so hard and complicated, and the prostitute doesn’t seem kind, and mom has already proven she hates me by abusing me….where oh where can I get my loving touch??? Oh, praise the internet gods, Samantha in Portland has such a nice smile and she is selling platonic hugs and cuddling! I’ll let her touch me, finally I have found someone to make me feel loved!”

How pathetic is that? The solution is invisible and impossible for the humans to recognize or embrace, they are too broken and destroyed. They do not want to be loved, they want to feel loved, to find safe haven in yet another universal, societally sponsored delusion and illusion. So what is the solution? Exactly and only what I comprehensively outlined in my first blog post on the issue of human touch: Touch yourself! Kiss yourself, lick yourself, caress yourself, smell yourself, make love to yourself limitlessly and unconditionally, every single day, in a directly physical way, above and beyond masturbation, just as I do each and every day, as a top-level Superior.

I do not wish to repeat myself in this essay, but short form version: I embrace my need to be touched, by bestowing hours and hours of loving touch upon myself. I kiss Myself, every inch of my body that my mouth can reach. I lick myself, every inch that I can reach. I smell myself, especially after licking myself. So delicious! I caress and stroke myself. I stare at myself in a full length mirror for hours, in pure, unadulterated love. I make eye contact with Myself in the mirror, for hours, giving myself the purest, most unconditional form of love. I meet my own need to be touched, every day, for hours, basking in the glory of achieved limitless love of Self.

You see, this is the solution to the problem of needing to be touched. So obvious and simple, but nobody gets it, nobody is capable of it. Except Me, having harnessed the limitless power of my own mind. Samantha is not capable of it, nor any of the other professional cuddlers, and neither are their clients. Universal addiction and dependency reigns supreme, and people like Samantha represent a new vanguard, taking dependency to new dimensions, new levels of false rationalization.

I can easily envision many thousands of professional cuddling salons propping up all over the world, Samantha opening store number 5000 as she purchases her 50 million dollar mansion. Why? Because her solution is easy, and it rejects Forbidden Truth. Her solution allows humans to feel better without becoming better. Her solution provides an illusion of benign therapy, even as it sustains the emotional crippling of self-hate and toxic dependency.

Professional cuddling is a “new” idea, but within Forbidden Truth analysis it must be understood as originating from within the most ancient, most pathological of all human ideas: marriage, sexual slavery, emotional dependency, self-hate, personal impotence, all the way to hatred and rejection of Truth itself.

As for societal and governmental leaders, you can expect many decades, if not centuries, of fervent, moralistic debate on what place professional cuddling may be allowed to serve within society. There will be thousands of undercover police sting operations, with pigs posing as lonely men in need of a hug or cuddle, then trying to bribe or entice sexual contact from the professional cuddler. Whenever they are successful, screaming media headlines will condemn the professional cuddling industry. Psychologists and psychiatrists will refuse to identify professional cuddling as a valid form of therapy, as they inflict far greater harm via verbal terrorism and altered brain chemistry inspired demands that patients need to seek out and form vampiric emotional relationships with “real” people, not professional cuddlers.

Why will all this occur, for centuries to come? Because professional cuddling, like prostitution, threatens to undermine the Sacred Family Unit, which functions as the epicenter of social slavery and lifelong emotional dependency. In Truth, society and government does not wish to end prostitution, and it will not seek to end professional cuddling. It’s goal will be to marginalize professional cuddling, discourage it by labeling clients as loners and losers, so that it remains a less popular pursuit, not diminishing the popularity of marriage, the family unit, date-based fornication, and the development of vampiric human relationships, all of which are far more harmful and toxic, and less honest, than that of the prostitute and her john, or the professional cuddler and her client.

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Emotional Autonomy: Triumph of Human Transcendation

One of the most personally beneficial aspects of successfully transcending your humanity, as I have done, is the establishment of complete and absolute autonomy of emotion. In this post I will dissect exactly what constitutes emotional autonomy, because 99.9999999% of you creatures cannot even begin to imagine how to accurately define, much less directly experience, this personal triumph of mind.

He who has created emotional autonomy for Self, is not free of any emotion, but the master of all emotion. He feels exactly and only what he chooses to feel, within the parameters of intellectualized choice, bordered within the embrace of factual Truth. Emotional autonomy does not allow you to escape from reality, but rather to recognize every reality as it presents itself, to face up to every reality without the distortions of misguided, inappropriate, and externally induced emotion.

Of course I feel fear and pain and other negative emotions, but only if and when My rational mind proactively decides that the experience of such emotions accurately reflects Truth, and therefore serves Me as positive enhancement of My experience of existence. Every emotion is a positive emotion, when accurately experienced and embraced free of external distortion or terror-based imposition.

Emotional autonomy grants Me the power to find all external expressions of love, affection, neediness, empathy, sympathy, absolutely useless and meaningless. Your emotional projections can have no bearing on the emotions I experience, because I am emotionally autonomous. If I decide I need to feel loved, I bestow love upon Myself. If I decide that I need to feel needed, I choose to do something that makes Me feel needed. If I need sympathy, I give Myself sympathy. If I want to feel sorry for Myself, I give Myself empathy. I am the owner of all emotion. I control exactly what I feel, just as I adjust a faucet to regulate the exact temperature of the water which flows out of it.

Emotional autonomy equates to emotional untouchability. I meet all of My own emotional needs. There is no emotional response that I covet from any living thing. Your emotional reactions to Me, are your reflection, they belong only to you, none of them ever find penetration to Me, to My experience of My emotions. Emotional interactivity is a crippling human weakness, a powerful addiction that you inferiors pathologically develop and cling to, as instructed and encouraged by your slavemaster societies.

My emotional spectrum is not muted. Rather, it is gloriously rich, far richer than any of you toxic enmeshees. My love of Self is so pure and limitless, it shames your interactive, toxic dependencies, which you imagine to constitute love. My hate for each and every one of you is piercingly harsh, I could watch you suffer the most horrific deaths imaginable, and feel nothing negative. This is not a weakness, but the greatest of strengths.

Every feeling is a choice, this is what you creatures cannot begin to understand. You are owned by your minds, because you do not own your minds. This difference is profound. You are trapped within a web, and so you cannot see yourselves as you are, you cannot see yourselves as I, outside of the web, free of its suffocating fibers, can see you. On some level, most of you know you are hopelessly trapped, a slave to external forces which control your perceptions of reality on a minute by minute basis. But the idea of breaking free of the web terrifies you, it seems so impossible, because never have you been free of the web. Never have you been able to choose what you feel, to own your emotions, to own your mind.

Emotional autonomy grants Me the power to thrive in any environment. You cannot touch Me, because you cannot access My mind, my brain. My brain belongs to Me, it is my creation, and yet it remains subordinate to My will. My brain feels what I choose to allow it to feel. And so I have been tortured as a child, and locked up in a mental hospital, and locked up inside a jail cell, and trapped on this planet with you humans, and condemned to be murdered, to be retroactively unborn, and to endure all the great horrors of reality perception that come with the unconditional embrace of all Forbidden Truth. And yet still I thrive emotionally. I thrive within depression and hopelessness, I thrive because I give Myself what I need. I meet My needs. I thrive because nobody and nothing can touch My mind.

And you inferiors cannot understand. You think I have built up a defense mechanism, but it is the exact opposite. I have built an offensive weapons system. I attack, I destroy, that which is attacking and destroying Me. All the while, with unflinching courage, facing up to every reality of how and why My existence is doomed, and nothing I can do makes any difference to My future.

It took Me decades to develop 100% untouchable emotional autonomy. I consciously began this quest at age 6. Most of you cannot achieve this feat, no matter how hard you try, and of course most of you can never even imagine trying. Your failure to thrive as a species is directly linked to your personal failure, as individuals, to develop emotional autonomy. Each day of your existence is played out within emotional addiction, as you desperately try to extract from others, wha you are unable to create within Yourself. I pity you, yet I hate you so very much, because your failure destroyed Me as a child, and your failure will result in My personal murder.

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