catharsis

It Always Goes Back To The Beginning

“Philosophy cannot soothe my soul, but in the mirror the Truth will be known…”

No matter how many brilliant ideas I eloquently express, and no matter how many uniquely profound Truths I reveal to the universe in intricate detail, and bathe Myself within, I remain a savage brute. I remain a reflection of destruction. Because I was destroyed, and the mirror never lies.

In the beginning there was a helpless child who knew nothing. Then he knew fear and pain and abuse and trauma and victimization and terror and deception and cruelty. And so he learned to hate and to harm, to dissect and to stalk and to feed on the fear of others. And still later he learned to love himself and to make himself untouchable and to understand why every other child is destroyed as he was destroyed, and to express the Truth, and to become a philosopher, and to reject his humanity, and to transcend his humanity.

But the mirror always and still reflects, and always he goes back to the beginning.

Once a victim, always a victim. Memories, blood-coated memories, of the way we were.

And so the tortured child comes home, day after day, decades later. He comes home to his isolated little fortress, shedding the horrific burden of forced human interaction, slave labor extracted under threat of hunger and homelessness. His hate lives and breathes and rejoices in being part of him, nurturing him.

And so comes decision time. What to do for the next two or three hours, until it is time to sleep, to dream, to destroy. What to do? Write another uniquely brilliant essay of Mind Bomb Truth for 10 humans to savor, as the other 7.5 billion remain oblivious? Or just immerse all of My consciousness within the glory of sadistic rage and hate?

Well, today I choose the latter, but at least I bring you folks along for the ride.

Enjoy the song, allow it to make love to your shattered mirror, as I do.

Thousands of times I listen to this song, because within it, I am all I will ever be.

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Dear Parents: Let Me Help You See Yourselves, and the Truth, More Clearly

Hello slaveowners (you probably answer better to your preferred self-perception of “parents”). How are you today? Kindly indulge this brief interruption to your ongoing human clay molding and Self-replacement endeavor. I’m just gonna try to help you to see yourselves a little better, in the soft, warm, piercing light of Forbidden Truth. Are you game? Lets give it a try:

Imagine you tuck your child-slave into bed for the night, kiss him on the forehead, wishing him sweet dreams as you gaze down upon him, filled with the universal illusion of externalized love, and then go to sleep yourself, eager to resume your human clay molding in just a few hours.

But, the next morning, when you go into the child-slave’s bedroom, you find only a Post-it note on the pillow, reading, “Sorry, he’s gone. I needed him more!“, accompanied by a smiley-face, all written in dark red….pen. Let’s not get too gruesome here.

You would not be very happy, at all, right?

Now, lets vary the scenario a bit. What if instead of this Post-it note, you found a very realistic looking doll lying on the bed the next morning, but no sign of your child-slave? Still, you would be very unhappy, I will presume. Unless of course you secretly wished and hoped to be freed of the horrific, externally imposed burden of familial child-slave ownership…but that is not the Forbidden Truth direction this essay will take.

What if, instead of a doll, you found a very much alive cat or dog sleeping on the bed of your child-slave the next morning, but again, no sign of the slave. Your consolation would be very limited, because the value of these creatures is less than the value of a child-slave, as decreed by your society. But your reaction would be somewhat different. After all, a living thing is found, a living thing, replacing a different living thing, a living thing that you could use, that you could also mold, and train, and control.

Now, lets continue our dissection of your human brains: What if you walked into your child-slave’s bedroom the next morning and found a different child-slave, definitely not the one you left in the room the night before, but an absolutely human, replacement child-slave. Would you welcome the replacement with a loving hug?? No. You would still be shocked and confused and angry. But your frame of mind would be different than in all the other, previous scenarios. Perhaps not your conscious frame of mind, but your subconscious frame of mind.

Why? Because your loss will be smaller. There is still a human child-slave, right there. And what if this child-slave is crying, and afraid?? You love feeding on fear, parents. You love it! Might you not try to comfort the replacement child right then and there, even in your shock and confusion? Think about it, and be honest with yourself, if you can. Probably you can’t, but try…

And as you comforted this terrified replacement child-slave, somewhere in your deepest subconscious mind you will be thinking, “Well, this isn’t so bad. He is scared right now. I will be able to scare him in the future, to terrorize him, just like I did Mikey… But…I wonder, what the hell did happen to Mikey, he was here last night…Jeez…

Now, what if this replacement child you find in the bed the next morning, is hurt, physically hurt, maybe covered in bruises or welts?? Again, your reaction would be far less negative, you might very well go the child, even in your shock and confusion, and display affection and comfort towards him. You’re such a good mommy/daddy, aren’t you?? Well, no. Because within your deepest subconscious mind you will be thinking, “Well, this isn’t so bad. this one can be hurt, too, just like Mikey. I can feel better about Myself by comforting him…and when I need to, I could hurt him, he could serve as a Poison Container for Me, too.

So, my dear parents, do you see yourselves clearly, yet? Do you understand what you are? Do you understand the role that your child-slaves play within your illusion of being alive?

Your children are receptacles for you. Containers, like garbage containers. Yes, they are useful to you. You put within them, what you need to get rid of, within yourselves. Fear is a huge part of your subconscious existence, and so you feed upon their fear. You try to ease their fears, sometimes. Because in doing so you ease your own fears. But other times, you need to make them afraid, you need to terrorize them: Catharsis for your own childhood and adult terrors, traumas, victimization.

What about pain and suffering? Same thing. You need to feed upon their pain and suffering. You dispense comfort, sometimes. When it makes you feel better. But you also dispense pain and suffering at other times, for the same reason, catharsis, to feel better. But, will you admit to this Forbidden Truth?

The Post-it note is an unacceptable substitution for your missing child-slave. And so is the doll. Why?? Because they cannot feel fear and pain, because you cannot terrorize and hurt them., and yes, at times comfort and soothe them. Not because you “love” them, simply because you are psychologically, subconsciously comforting and soothing yourself.

And the cat or dog?? Well, you can terrorize and hurt them, and you probably will, but it’s just not nearly as psychologically satisfying as doing it to your own kind, your own species. The connection is not direct enough, and so the garbage receptacle, the Poison Container, is not nearly as inviting.

But a human child?? Yes! Any child will do, it’ll just take awhile for you to feel as comfortable and safe scaring and hurting the replacement slave.

So there you have it. Feel free to dismiss this essay as just more ravings from that crazy Seer guy. But I see you, so well, so clearly, even as you can never see yourselves.

Sweet dreams.

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The Measurement and the Definition of Harm

It’s time for yet another Deep Dig, humans. No, we are not burying a body, perhaps another day for that…Today we are “only” unearthing some more Forbidden Truths. It is an excavation day, and the deeply buried Forbidden Truths of harm, are about to surface, thanks to Me and My brilliance, to smack you inferiors upside your brains.

What is harm? What does it mean to be harmed? How must harm be defined, understood, and measured, in order to successfully and harmlessly escape from the brainwashing, propaganda, and indoctrination of The Matrix of Universal Illusion? Pry open your shuttered brains, and read on, to have all these questions, and more, answered.

Let us begin with what harm is not. Harm is not pain. Repeat: Harm is never pain. Pain can, sometimes, be a symptom and a by-product of harm, but it is very, very important that seekers of Truth fully understand that harm and pain are completely different, and there is no link to presume or to interpret.

In Truth, pain is often a precious and valuable warning sign, allowing you to either completely avoid, or minimize, the experience of harm. Understand this: All human societies deliberately and maliciously promote and mind implant the lie that pain and harm are linked, and that to be harmed is to experience pain, and to experience pain is to be harmed. Reject this deception right now, to cleanse your mind for the journey ahead.

Harm is also not a “feeling”. It can only be defined and measured as concrete experience. You cannot “feel” Yourself to have been harmed. You must know, within honest intellectual and philosophical dissection of your own Self-universe, whether or not you are a victim of harm, and exactly how and why you have been harmed.

All human emotions are hopelessly corrupted, concealing and betraying Truth, unless you are the one in a million who has successfully both rejected and transcended their humanity, as I have.

You do not feel harm, you know harm.

Next point: Every society and government sets up perpetual and pervasive False Flags of rescue and protection from harm. “We will protect and save you from harm!”, declares society and government, using this lie to impose and to inflict cloaked, devastating harm, without your perceptive realization.

Therefore, whenever you are told or taught by any social, cultural, or governmental structure or leader that someone or something is directly harmful or has the potential to cause you harm and must be perceived as dangerous, you must automatically reject this message. As an aspiring Superior, you may then begin a Forbidden Truth analysis to try to figure out if there is any potential validity to the message. But from the outset, it must be rejected as propaganda and deception. If it is not, your capacity to independently and sanely judge the message validity, is inherently compromised, and very likely completely destroyed.

So now, what is harm?? Harm is the destruction of your personal potential to thrive as a Self-universe. Harm is the external imposition of any lie, any illusion, any delusion, any deception, upon You. Harm is anything and everything that narrows and restricts your capacity as an untouchable mind, to perceive a limitless spectrum of possibility. Harm is anything deliberately done to your body, to compromise or endanger its strength and functionality. Harm is every external attempt, by any individual or structure, to infiltrate your mind, in order to extract from you, what they or it has decided it needs, that you possess.

To be harmed is to be made less than perfect, less than completely autonomous and untouchable. To be harmed is to be made human, to be solicited to live as a human being, among the humans, as a member of the human species, human society, human culture. To be harmed is to be convinced to see what is not there, and to not be able to see what is there.

Listen up dummies: Do not confuse harm and help. Many things that can help you, are wrongly perceived by you brainwashed fools as being dangerous and causing harm. Remember that George Orwell was right, and it is 1984 in 2017.

So now lets look at how harm must be measured and weighed, by the sane seekers of Truth.

Physical harm is generally less severe than psychological harm, especially if the physical harm is not permanent. Let us understand that all psychological harm is permanent, the damage can never be fully erased, the brain can never revert back to an unharmed state, even if the consequences of the harm ease or are mitigated over time.

The younger you are when you are subjected to harm, the more severely impactful the harm is likely to be. Harm committed against a brain not fully matured, can stunt and cripple the Self-universe of the individual in ways that the same harm committed against a fully mature individual brain, may not.

Humans often choose one form of harm over another, almost always mind-blind to what they are doing, and why. Inferiors particularly love to cloak and deny their psychological harm, by deliberately choosing to subject themselves to physical harm. On a personal level, thanks to My Female Foot Pain Fetish, I am most fascinated by female humans who choose to wear painful and harmful shoes, as a way to cloak their psychological pain from their own conscious awareness and focus, but there are literally hundreds of similar examples.

Humans also love to rationalize away the harm they choose to commit against Self. There is always an excuse, always a Self-delusion, for every chosen harm. Let us understand: Self-harm, of any type, deliberately chosen, should be inherently measured as more profoundly impactful, than externally imposed harm that an individual recognizes as such and attempts to repel. Every harm is worse, when it is accepted and embraced, instead of fought against.

Why is it important to measure and gauge harm? Is not all harm, harmful? Should we not hate and condemn all harm we have been subjected to, regardless of the source or motivation of the harmer??

Yes, of course. But the measurement of harm is still both valid and important. It allows us to look at the issue with an Alien Eye of Truth, to unravel the many layers of both Self and external illusion and delusion, that render the issue so difficult to fully unravel and expose to enlightened consciousness.

Every human alive on planet earth at this moment, is a victim of severe, unrelenting, ongoing, harm. In their past, in the exact moment of Now, and in their future. Internal harm, meaning the choice to deliberately harm Self, is universal among humans, it can only be fully rejected by one who has transcended their humanity, and the universality of internal harm, directly reflects the universality of externally imposed harm.

Each of us possesses a sacred right to harm others, and an even more sacred right to know and to fully, consciously understand, exactly why we possess this sacred right to harm others. We gain this understanding, by defining and measuring harm within the light of Truth, as I articulate and reveal in this essay.

The great irony, is that much more, much greater harm, is caused by those who maintain oblivious and Matrix-caged minds to the reality of what they are doing, to themselves and to others. Those who maintain complete denial of their own role, as members of society, in directly causing genocidal harm to everyone and to everything.

Harm has always started at the top, with social, cultural, governmental leaders, with millionaires and billionaires, with teachers and judges and doctors, with everyone who finds ways to destroy the mind potential of others, especially children, on a mass and universal scale.

The Superior knows he is a victim and a creation of universal harm. He knows that the obligation to end harm cannot be placed upon him. He knows he will cause harm, whether or not he consciously chooses to want to cause harm, or to want to avoid causing harm.

All harm should be directed outward, the only way to honor Self and Truth. To want to harm others, is to have earned the right to harm others. No illusion of justification needs to be conjured up. Remember: The Motivation is the Justification.

Let us look back, and present, and forward upon our very own uniquely individual HarmScape, with the compassion of limitless Self-love, and the knowledge that can only come with and from seeing things as they actually are.

We entered the universe seeking no harm. Yet we were harmed. Universal harm for all was, is, and will be the choice of humanity, collectively. And each of us is the ultimate victim, destroyed, our potential snuffed out.

I am harm. Harm is Me.

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The First Ever Forbidden Truth Pop Quiz:

Only one question, humans:

What is the Single Most Valued & Demanded Freedom and Right by Humans?

Okay folks, no cheating, please. Do not scroll down for the answer, but put on your mentally defective thinking caps, and try to figure it out on your own. We are talking here about the Unwashed Masses, humanity as a collective whole, crossing all national and cultural boundaries.

What is the singular right and freedom most precious and sacred to humanity right now, in year 2017? A right and a freedom humanity will never abandon, will cling ferociously to? A right and a freedom manifesting in many different primary social and cultural structures and doctrines?

Try to guess right now.

Now, I’m going to give you two important clues, contemplate these clues in relation to your above, first guess, and if you think you guessed wrong, feel free to modify your guess.

Clue #1: Almost no humans possess the consciousness of mind to even identify this universal obsession of their subconscious minds as being a personally and universally demanded right and freedom.

Clue #2: This universally demanded right and freedom directly relates to reflection and catharsis, as I have defined them within My texts.

Okay, now, if you are an aspiring Superior who has integrated most of My brilliant texts to conscious understanding, you should be able to get the answer.

Recognize humanity for what it is, as proven by what it does. Then take clue #1 and combine it with your recognition of humanity for what it is. Then, take clue #2 and integrate it to your thought process, add it to your mindscape of perceived possible answers to the question. And….boomlet! You should smack your head gently with recognition of the right answer.

Here it comes, last chance to

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The answer is: The single most universally precious, valued, demanded, and EXERCISED right and freedom of 21st century humanity, is to individually AND collectively, HURT and HARM other human beings.

Yes, it is so. The Forbidden Truth.

And you humans, the fetid of mind, Unwashed Masses, will vehemently protest it is not so! A freedom and a right, to hurt and harm others?? That is not precious to me, that is not something I want to do, that is not a freedom, or a right, and I do not do it.

Liars! Mind-blind hypocrites hiding out in your mind caves, I see you exactly and clearly, and I know what you are, as proven by what you do. Hurting and harming other human beings is your universal nirvana. It is a right and a freedom you carefully and lovingly cultivate, hoard, dole out daily over the course of your entire imagined existence.

Inferiors: Look at the world you have made, and choose to dwell within! See what you have done, and what you do. Look at it all in totality, see yourselves as you are, and weep at your own newly exposed True nature.

What is parenthood, but the sacred and inalienable right and freedom to hurt and harm children?

What is the interpersonal relationship, but the right and the freedom to choose specific individuals to hurt and to harm?

What is external love, but the right and freedom to hurt and to harm others, to manipulate their own Self-perceptions like a puppetmaster?

What is marriage, but the right and the freedom to hurt and to harm someone, by making them sexually, emotionally, psychologically dependent upon and enslaved to you?

What is war, but the right and the freedom to hurt and to harm others?

What is the family unit, but the right and the freedom to hurt and to harm others, to impose yourself upon others, to manipulate, control, oppress others?

What is religion, but the right and the freedom to hurt and to harm others, to damn them to eternal hell, to enslave them to worship and covet their own deaths?

What is education, but the right and the freedom to narrow, cage, and deform the mind potential of every child, to hurt and to harm them??

What is sports, watching or participating, but the right and the freedom to hurt and to harm others, to make them suffer, to make them perceive themselves as failures and losers?

What is money, but the right and the freedom to hurt and to harm others, to deprive them of things, to leave them hungry and homeless and sick, to sadistically celebrate your advantage over them?

What is employment, but the right and the freedom to hurt and to harm others, to make them obey you, to make them serve you, to make them suffer and fear, under your power.

I could go on and on… The Forbidden Truth is, virtually every primary-level human structure of the 21st century is specifically designed and deployed, to hurt and harm others: To satisfy the universal need of you humans to subconsciously rejoice and celebrate and participate in the hurting and harming of others, as an exercised personal right and freedom.

You can deny it all you want, but this IS your most sacred right and freedom.

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Poetic and Beautiful Reflections of Mindfulness, or Senseless, Insane Displays of Mindlessness??

1) A 63 year old man dresses up in suit and tie, conceals a butcher knife inside a briefcase, stands in the doorway of a building on a busy pedestrian street close to a school in broad daylight at 2:00 PM on a school day, and resolves to fatally disembowel the first small child, under age 10, he sees walk past him on the sidewalk. And so he does.

2) A 32 year old woman loads two Glock 17L 9MM handguns with 33 round extended capacity clips, conceals them inside of a large purse, boards a subway train at 9AM, sets her Casio watch to alarm mode for 12:00 Noon, and rides aimlessly for three hours, resolving to extract both guns and open fire, trying to shoot dead as many people as possible who are inside the subway car she is on, beginning exactly when her watch alarm goes off. And so she does.

I find poetic and beautiful reflections of mindfulness within these imagined acts. I find them harmonious and both internally and externally enlightening of the human condition.

The vast majority of you humans have a polar opposite reaction. You judge such events to be random, mindless, unfathomable, impossible to justify or to rationally explain, failures of the human mind.

But you are dead wrong.

I love, admire, and appreciate the absolutely random (meaning impossible for any outside force to anticipate or to predict), yet pre-planned, dynamic explosions of outlaw violence, most of all. I value them within internal True Reality, as well as completely detached psychological and philosophical illuminations of the horrors and injustices maliciously imposed upon each of us, throughout our imagined existence.

Whether we consciously face up to this Forbidden Truth or not, each of us faces the terror of eternal erasure of our Self-universe, at any and every singular moment in time. Nobody is ever safe.

It does not matter how young or old, how healthy or ill, how privileged or outcast we may be. It does not matter whether we dwell within a fortress in a most exclusive neighborhood, or a ghetto apartment building filled with crack and opiate addicts. Every singular moment we face the danger of attack, harm, injury, death.

Each of us is terrorized and traumatized from birth, throughout our lives, and ordered to conceal this Forbidden Truth from others, and from our own conscious minds. Each of us is commanded to assemble and to wear an Acting Mask always and whenever we interact with other humans. Put on a show, pretend everything was, is, and will be okay. Impress the others with how happy you are, with what a “good life” you have made for yourself.

I despise your eternal charade! The False Face you put on for others, is only a little less disgusting than the False Face you always wear for yourself, only letting it down when you feel safe, beating your children, bullying your employees, terrorizing your sexual partners.

I respect the sacred right of all rage reflection, but I do not personally value such selective, intimate, emotionally enmeshed violence. It conceals Truth, just as much as it exposes Truth.

Contrast this type of closed-circle violence, with absolutely random, public arena explosions of rage, targeting complete strangers, impossible to predict in advance. The more random and unpredictable, the more “overkill” involved, the better. Here you see Forbidden Truth exposed and honored, even if the perpetrator lacks conscious awareness of it, as it usually the case.

Nobody is safe. Nobody deserves to ever feel safe, because I was never safe, and never will be safe.

Terror deserves to permanently dwell within every human mind, for the collective crime humanity is guilty of: Terrorizing every child and every adult, all of the time.

I value Truth exposure, the mask dropped, the illusion shattered, and the more random, unexpected, dynamic, unique, and bloody the exposure presents as, the more poetic and beautifully mindful it is.

The reflection of personal and of universal terror, constantly experienced, constantly concealed and cloaked within the Self-universe, incubating and growing and evolving within the secret and sacred space of mind, often unknown and not understood even by the incubator Himself, taking physical form via a unique plot and plan, unfathomable to the outsiders, but in perfect harmony with the subconscious Self-mind, and in perfect harmony with the reality of all human experience, of all humans, a reality they can and will never face up to.

And then: Boom!!! It happens. And still nobody gets it. Nobody understands. Nobody sees, the perfect, the accurate, the honest, the courageous, reflection. But there it is. Look closely, look better, open your mind…., can’t you see it? The equilibrium shattered, yet at the same time restored, and the Forbidden Truths are exposed in all their glory!

The Forbidden Truths of universal victimization, universal injustice, death, the Acting Mask, the constant terror of everyday life that nobody is able to look at and to know.

For just a few minutes, it’s all there, out in the open, waiting for somebody to see it all. And I do see it. Yes I do. Can’t you see how beautiful it is? Things precious and unique of consciousness, things constantly hidden, denied, rejected, condemned, gagged, suddenly and dynamically thrust into the light of exposed Truth!

See the beauty of this Truth, and of the singular Truth-teller!

He has pried open the mind cage, walk through, thank Him, and smile!

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Why We Must Never Forgive Those Who Transgress Against Us

Forgiveness is the ultimate act of stupidity. It is not moral, noble, kind, or altruistic. Forgiveness does not help the forgiver, it harms him, in every way imaginable. Forgiveness is the ultimate insult to Self, it demeans and degrades the Self in a way that NO externally delivered insult ever can.

Forgiveness betrays the obligation of the individual to defend Himself, to respond with Full Force rage, hate, outrage, and malicious destruction, to any and all transgressions directed against him.

An immense ego is important, it helps the Superior to understand that no excuse is valid, because the Self-universe is sacred. Of course the Human Garbage is himself a victim of harm and trauma, an inferior, mentally ill, etc…, but nothing he may be, should deter the Superior from hating, from targeting, from attacking, from harming, Human Garbage.

The beautiful thing is, there are literally millions of different ways to hurt and to harm others.

The soul dead misanthrope (That would be Me) isolates within his mind, thousands and thousands of different ways to harm others. And of course the experience of being harmed is unique to the victim of harm. He who seeks to cause harm can never know with absolute certainty, exactly what impacts he actually causes, from the True Reality perspective of his target.

But it is so much fun to imagine and to envision. And if the actually experienced harmful impact is less than he assumes, so what? No big deal. The offensive attack is more important, the catharsis it brings, the Self-love it strengthens, than any quantified measurement of the harm caused.

Let us not be hypocrites! Let us not pretend to forgive others, such pretense is just as much a betrayal of Self, as is genuine forgiveness.

We are hated, we are victims, and no mercy was shown to us. We must not concern ourselves with whether others deserve to be hated and harmed by us, the very fact we are compelled to hate and to harm, proves others deserve to be hated and harmed.

As I so brilliantly articulated in a past essay: The Motivation is the Justification. Absolutely it is so.

One of the best legal ways to harm someone, is to figure out what they want, and deny them their need. Reach deep into their soul, find their weakest links, and attack, exploit them. It is what society and government does to every individual, and to reflect this malevolence honors the Self.

Most of you reading this essay will respond negatively. You do not want to face up to what was and is done to you, and you do not love yourselves. To be victimized feels much better, than to stand up for Truth and for Self, by embracing your sacred right to harm others.

You are hypocrites, and your hypocrisy causes great harm to others.

Ironic!

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Still More Courtroom Video Footage of Sweetie Isabel Martinez

 

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Earlier today I posted a lengthy essay on victim and Martyr Isabel Martinez, the 33 year old Georgia gal who stabbed to death her husband and four of her child-slaves a few days ago. If you missed it, check it out right here:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2017/07/08/catharsis-pleasure-and-peace-attained-via-family-massacre/

I must say, I just can’t get enough of dear Isabel, what a cute face and calm personality she has! In My above post I included a lengthy video segment of Isabel’s first court appearance, yesterday. The video was about five minutes long, but not complete. Thanks to My diligent efforts, I have located a longer and more complete segment, there is some overlap with My first video, but there is also some brand new footage, and so to honor Isabel, her True Reality, and the Truth, it is My pleasure to provide this longer version, below:

I will not repeat any of My brilliant commentary as made above, but I continue to be very grateful to and impressed by Isabel, and wish her all the best of mind pleasures, safety, and strength of body and mind for the upcoming injustices and brutal, ongoing victimization she will be subjected to.

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Catharsis, Pleasure, and Peace: Attained Via Family Massacre!

What a beautiful Saturday it is!

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Isabel Martinez, tortured victim-creation and Martyr of 20th and 21st century human society and government, demonstrates the peace of mind of catharsis, two days after stabbing to death her husband and four of her child-slaves.

Just two days ago, in My very last written and posted essay, I dissected the perversity of motherhood and marriage, in specific response to the cathartic vengeance sought and claimed earlier that same day, by 33 year old Isabel Martinez, now also identified by pigs as Maria Isabel Garduno-Martinez . Martyr Isabel stabbed to death her husband and four of her five child-slaves, aged 2, 4, 7, and 10, in a middle of the night rampage. A fifth child-slave, aged 9, was also repeatedly stabbed but survived.

I strongly urge all seekers of Truth to read that essay in full:

https://forbiddentruthblog.com/2017/07/07/motherhood-and-marriage-truth-exposed-by-martyr-isabel-martinez/

In My essay I wished victim and Martyr Isabel all the best, specifically addressing My desire that she attain peace, enlightenment, and strength of mind.

I know of course, she did not read My essay. But here we are, two days later, I wake up from a long and beautiful night of vividly realized Conscious Dreams, three of them, spread out over 10 hours, go to Google News, and find the most perfect and beautiful update on Isabel. She is smiling and giving thumbs up to news photographers and videographers at her first court appearance, looking so calm, happy, so at peace with Herself and with the world!

I am all smiles!! So rarely do we achieve such synchronicity in life, two minds focused on the good, two minds achieving parallel objectives, for each other, each working without any direct connectivity to the other. It is so very nice, such a feel-good moment, and we all deserve to feel good, within Truth, within the reflection of our True Reality.

Go to this site to view two of these excellent images of Isabel, in full size:

http://www.ocregister.com/2017/07/07/smiles-thumbs-up-from-atlanta-woman-charged-with-killed-her-4-kids-husband/

I will search for more images, and include them all within this WordPress blog post, so that we may gain a Full Force appreciation for the beauty of personal vengeance and catharsis, achieved and on display for all of us to savor.

Update: Great news! I found video footage of much of Martyr Isabel’s court appearance, it is a must see for all seekers of Truth! Check it out here:

I have never been married, and never owned a child-slave, of course. Kinda hard to go through these ordeals when you are a lifelong adult virgin, as I am. But I can well imagine the incredible feeling of freedom that must come, with suddenly and dynamically eliminating the long-term horrific shackles of a husband and child-slaves, imposed and forced upon you physically and psychologically. Especially when doing so via the dynamic release of lifelong rage and hate, as a rampage of mass murder!!

But still, it is so rare to get to witness the peace of mind such actions bring, on open display!

Bravo, Isabel, for showing us the Truth.

I am not neglecting the fact that Isabel does appear to be addicted to the Insane God Myth, specifically mentioning god as she posed for these beautiful photos yesterday. It is sad that Isabel feels she must cling to this delusion, instead of consciously celebrating the fact she became, she made Herself, far more powerful and real than this imaginary and mythological creature, by her own Self-inspired actions, two days ago.

But such is life for the humans. It is almost impossible for them to break free of The Matrix of Universal Illusion on all levels, as I have done.

But still, let us not focus on Isabel’s failure to murder god and religion. Let us instead celebrate her multiple triumphs, in realizing, reflecting, manifesting, and revealing both Truth itself, and her True Reality, and harmoniously integrating them to her Self-universe.

As most of you know, most judges in amerikkka will not allow cameras, much less video recorders, inside of their courtrooms.

This initial court appearance was not for a trial, but was an open arraignment, that is why cameras were allowed inside. The odds are very high that all cameras will be barred from Isabel’s trial, and one of the main reasons the perverse amerikkkan system of universal injustice for all via judicial punishment bars all recordings of images, sounds, and video from trials, is to prevent victims and Martyrs from being able to show and to tell humanity, the Truth.

Society and government wants you to envision every criminal defendant being broken, sad, humble, terrorized into submission by the judicial system. No smiling faces, no thumbs up, no gleeful laughter, no peace and pleasure is allowed to be seen, so that the lie can be seamlessly maintained.

It boggles the mind of any sane thinker that here we are in 2017 amerikkka, freedom trumpeted and heralded as a sacred right, cameras and video recorders are everywhere, owned by even the poorest of the poor, yet judicial trials are deliberately carried out within the dark void of image, audio, and video absence.

One of the greatest issues of our time, the official and legal condemnation of torture victims to lifelong invisibility and secretive torture and torment, via cage lock that deprives them of all access to the outside world, and sometimes to the actual murder that is your “death penalty”, is impossible to perceive and understand, because the side of the persecuted victims is censored, completely hidden from all public access and view!

Every occupied jail cell in amerikkka should have a live camera recording and broadcasting to EVERY television and online computer in the entire world, and every judicial trial should be broadcast live, with the “defendant” given a microphone and a video camera recording live, focused directly upon him at all times.

Instead, the fascist dictatorship regime of amerikkka will not even allow still photos, will not even allow a single camera inside of the courtroom during trials. Instead, the media must use a “sketch artist” to draw his subjective opinion of what he is seeing. Boggles the mind! It is as if this was the 15th century, you are literally pretending it is the 15th century.

And you humans stand by and do nothing. Because you don’t want to see, to hear, to know, The Truth. You don’t want the voices of your most tortured and tormented victims to be heard. No, too much danger of Forbidden Truth being exposed. So you hide from it, by destroying it. Pathetic!

Stay strong, Isabel! Thank you for showing us your beauty, your courage, your Self-confidence, your untouchability of mind! May you always be loved, by Yourself and by anything and anyone else you want to be loved by. 🙂

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The peace and pleasure of revenge: 33 year old Isabel Martinez shows us her True Reality, two days after stabbing to death husband and four child-slaves, aged 2, 4, 7, and 10.

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Motherhood and Marriage: Truth Exposed by Martyr Isabel Martinez

Motherhood and marriage are devastating and barbaric rituals of human dysfunctionality.

Human existence is littered with examples of foundational and core social structures that cause universal harm for all, but are never openly acknowledged as such. Two primary examples of this, that I have extensively dissected within Forbidden Truth, are motherhood and marriage.

Marriage is a bizarre, irrational, illogical, artificial construct of the human species. It was created by societal leaders to serve as a premier form of social control, universal slavery, and to inculcate an illusion of profound meaning and purpose to human life, where none exists.

Marriage is the externally induced worship of personal slavery and emotional crippling. It spits in the face of human nature. It is a premier example of a human mistake that has only gotten stronger over time, proving humanity is devolving as a collective species, on emotional, intellectual, and ideological levels.

The torment caused by marriage is universal, it is a pathology of mind, a mental illness that can never be outed as such, never consciously recognized as such, because it has been woven into the fabric of reality perception with immense precision and intricacy, by The Matrix of Universal Illusion.

Many humans are very “happy” being married. Happy being slaves, happy being chained, happy being forced to waste a lifetime being raped, existing within a bubble they have built for themselves, happy pretending someone else loves them more than anybody else on earth.

To be married is to be mentally ill, delusional, to have abandoned Truth and reality in favor of a toxic mythology.

And then we have motherhood, one of the only social structures more toxic than marriage. Motherhood decimates the value of all children. It strips every child of all inherent and intrinsic value. It renders every human child a piece of worthless property. Property, owned property, nothing more!

Women worship motherhood as sacred and inalienable right, responsibility, obligation, and opportunity, all rolled into one. Why? Because it is the ultimate escape from the Truth, the ultimate form of reality illusion. Motherhood provides the ultimate escape from the realities of universal slavery at every level, women are subjected to. Motherhood is the chance to destroy a child in perfect reflection of how you were destroyed, without ever having to face up to this Forbidden Truth. Motherhood is the ultimate gift, the highest reward, given to women for agreeing to waste a lifetime in submissive servitude to The Matrix of Universal Illusion.

The social structure of motherhood, in and of itself, destroys every child. Not so much by the universal abuse it inspires women to inflict upon children,, but much more so by the Forbidden Truth it subconsciously implants within every child: You are worthless, you exist as a slave, you exist as randomly created property.

How can any child develop mental maturity within conscious understanding of his uniquely precious and irreplaceable value as a Self-universe, when he knows, as fact, that he was blindly, randomly, arbitrarily enslaved to a specific woman and man, simply because they had sexual intercourse with each other and their body fluids managed to commingle in a specific way?

The devastating impacts of motherhood can never be measured by you humans, they cannot even be perceived by you. Only the Alien Eye of the human transcendee, appreciates the universal horror of it all. The worthlessness of every child, proven and demonstrated by the decision, collectively, of an entire species, to abdicate and abandon its responsibility to ensure every child mind is given the opportunity to develop and thrive as an autonomous Self-universe.

And now we turn, to the main focus of this essay. Yes folks, all that was merely the prelude, setting the stage if you will, for the main event.

Yesterday morning, at around 2 AM, in Georgia, 33 year old Isabel Martinez, 2017 wife and mother, stabbed to death her husband and four of her five child-slaves, aged 2, 4, 7, and 10. The fifth slave, aged 9, was also stabbed, but it looks like she will survive. Oh well, nobody is perfeKt.

Mommy and wife Isabel waited a few hours, savoring her reflection of Truth on some level of conscious or subconscious mindfulness, then called 911, asking her society for “help”.

Read about it here:

http://www.myajc.com/news/crime–law/murder-gwinnett-mom-charged-with-killing-children-father/8Ci6NQ3wQBYriq9f8RafxO/

You can read about the incident, get some operational details of what happened, but nowhere will you find the Truth revealed. Nowhere will you find motherhood and marriage outed as what they are, as demonstrated by Isabel. She herself will never be able to articulate the Truth of why she did what she did.

But I know why. Just read My prelude.

It was an “unspeakable tragedy”, says the media. Isabel “went crazy”, she was mentally ill, depressed, declares society and government. No. NO!

Speak it! Speak the Truth!

You idiots. Isabel showed you the Truth, forced you to see the reality, at least for a brief moment, of what motherhood and marriage is.

You hurt your children and your spouses. All of you, all of you mothers and fathers and wives and husbands. You hurt them day after day. Your illusion and delusion of love is one of the knives you use, over and over you stab them, but you cannot see this. The social trance will not allow it. And so the harm you cause is rendered invisible, disguised as love and help and benevolent nurture.

And so you cast mommy and wife Isabel out, you decree her different from you. Why? Because she shows you the Forbidden Truth of what you are. She threatens to unravel and topple the house of cards illusion upon which you choose to base, develop, and maintain your existence.

She must be crazy or evil, she must have “lost her mind”, so it must be, in order for you to continue to successfully cloak and deny the insanity, the evil, the mindlessness, inherent within the actual structures of motherhood and marriage. The structures that you continue to embrace and deploy to cause universal harm to yourselves and to every child.

Can’t you see it, the gift of Truth Isabel Martinez offers you? Can’t you see the sacrifice she has made, in the name of Truth? No, you can’t, and you never will be able to. That is the “unspeakable tragedy”.

Thank you Isabel, for standing up. I’m so glad you are alive, so glad you spared Yourself from harm, as you reflected your lifelong victimization. Be strong, Isabel. They will tell you that you are insane and evil, that you did it because you were mentally ill. I ask you, Isabel, to somehow find the strength, the wisdom, to see Yourself as I see and as I know you to be:

Victim, courageous messenger of Truth, a reflection of all that is wrong with society and humanity. Your actions yesterday are a gift to the world, you deserve to be thanked, not punished.

Because nobody deserves to die, nobody deserves to be murdered and destroyed, as a mind, their potential snuffed out. And that is what was done to you, Isabel. And so you showed us the Truth, you showed us what all the other victims hide from, as they slowly and methodically and ritualistically destroy their husbands, wives, daughters, sons.

Peace, enlightenment, and strength of mind is My wish for you, Isabel. Grow your mind, seek Truth as it is, as I know it. See and know Yourself within this light, see and know your own special place, as messenger, emissary, of light and Truth, to a species hopelessly trapped within the darkness of universal illusion.

You can read my 100,000+ word dissections of motherhood and parenthood, via My Main Manifesto gateway page:

http://forbiddentruth.mysite.com

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Only Death Will Force Me To Forget

Traumatic memories are very important to maintain and to consistently relive. They must be kept vivid and vibrant, and used to nourish the Self-universe, within the horrific light of Truth. Most of you humans try to forget the terrible things that happened to you. Fools! The terrible things plot a course of Truth, they can help you to never fall prey to the illusions and delusions and malicious deceptions of humanity, society, and government.

When you try to forget, you betray Truth and you betray Yourself, in the worst possible way. And you never forget, you just destroy your conscious awareness. The memories remain, eating you, compelling you to cannibalize Yourself, only you can’t perceive what you are doing, or why.

Every week I spend at least 5 full hours, usually closer to 10, painstakingly reliving, in as much detail as I can, My childhood abuse. I pick out a specific incident, a specific day, from my rich inventory, and I strive to exactly relive the abuse.

I strive not to remember how it was, but to experience it again, exactly as I did when it occurred. To go back to the same True Reality, the same state of mind consciousness, I was chained within, on that day.

These recreations are always done as conscious recollections while fully awake. Never as Conscious Dreams, even though I have fully mastered the art of Conscious Dreaming, and sometimes do directly incorporate My childhood abuses within My Conscious Dreams, as prelude, or foreplay if you will, for the dynamic violence and revenge I plot out and savor, later in the dream.

But to actually build up direct memory of My childhood abuses, to increase their vividness and clarity and strength of impact, I rely upon these awake memory recreations.

30 to 50 years have passed by, but My commitment to remember every detail, to experience the Truth of My childhood destruction as it occurred and with absolute clarity, has not diminished. It will not diminish.

The infinite tragedy of death will take Me from Myself, render Me unborn, erase My memories, each as precious as any other. And the possibility of a disease such as Alzheimer’s betraying My uniquely brilliant brain, cannot be discounted. But I will not forget anything, out of error or laziness or any willful neglect of My Self-universe. I will not.

Would My attitude be different if Universal Child Abuse had not been deliberately sponsored and carried out against Me by society and government back then, as public policy mandate, in the 1960’s, 1970’s, and 1980’s? Would My attitude be different if anything had changed since then, if any reforms had occurred? If Universal Child Abuse were not carried out exactly the same today, June 28, 2017, as back then? What if My victimization had been a rare and isolated occurrence, an accident that could not have been prevented?

Perhaps My attitude might be different. But none of that is True, none of that is the reality.

My catalogued inventory of childhood torture, torment, victimization, destruction, is rich and varied. Every day I died a little more. Soul murder, destruction of personal potential, darkness descending, advancing, consuming, the human child that was Me. Now, I am no longer a child, and thanks to My unique brilliance and courage, I am no longer human, having rejected and transcended My humanity.

Yet I recreate Myself as a child, for hours and hours, every week. It must be done, the trauma must be relived by Me, the Self-aware Monster. It is the only True way to honor Self, to honor what I am, to honor the Truth of why I am what I am.

And so I spin the wheel of misfortune, the Wayback Machine of My innerspace. I pick a specific day, a frozen moment of time, and I recreate it as best I can. The trauma must be re-experienced, not merely remembered.

Every day is completely different, even if the actual abuse is similar.

Every day is different because the life cycle of soul murder and the building of Frankenstein’s Monster was so very different, from day to day.

Hundreds of times My father forced Me to suck his co*k and swallow the c*m, but the experience was different at age 4, from My earliest concrete memories, than at age 11. So very different. And so one day I recreate the experience from age 4, and another day from age 11, and other days all the other years. The event is not allowed to blend together, the memories must be kept distinct, so that almost every single one of the hundreds can be consciously remembered for its distinctiveness.

Hundreds of times My mother tried to blind Me, holding Me down inside of the bathtub, holding Me by the hair, pouring shampoo into My eyes. The burning felt different every time. Age 4 was different from age 10. At age 4 I didn’t yet know, consciously, that My eyesight was being destroyed.

And so I recreate the event at all stages of My childhood, from the “innocence” of age 4, to the knowledge at age 10, that My eyesight had been and was continuing to be, destroyed. Every day out of the hundreds of days was different, and so I try to recreate them all, remembering every nuance… The phone ringing in the background one time, Me grabbing the bottle of shampoo from her, another time, Learning how to keep My eyes tightly closed, but pretending the shampoo had gotten in, another time. The details matter!

And being dragged out into the hallway of the apartment building wearing only short white underwear and socks, dozens of times, and locked out. Huddling against the door for hours as humans went into and out of their apartments, went up and down the stairwell, momentarily pausing sometimes, looking at Me, I felt their eyes, saw their bodies, even as I never made eye contact.

Every time was different, I remember the lady in high heels, and the one who shuffled in slippers, and the big man who always stopped and stood silent, and I could faintly hear his breathing before he moved on. I do not try to merely remember, I recreate and relive the reality, honoring My courage, honoring Myself, honoring the Truth.

I will always be that child. There was no escaping back then, and to try to escape the Truth now, would be the choice of a fool, the choice of an Inferior for whom Truth and Self are judged equally worthless. There is nothing to escape from today, just as there was nowhere and nobody to escape to, back then.

The pain of the universe was created within Me, and within Me it shall always dwell. Always it will find a comforting spot within Me. Always it will find the warm embrace of unconditional love and acceptance.

My perfection of today was Self-created within the reflection of what was done to Me. And so I choose to remember everything, always!

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