am i alive?

1) Am I Alive? 2) If I Am Not Alive, What Must I Do In Order To Become Alive?

These are the two most important questions any Truth-seeking human-born must accurately ask and answer for Himself.

I have addressed this issue in several past essays, but it is so critically important, such a central and foundational theme to all development of Self and of consciousness towards an understanding of every aspect of existence, that I must add to it. Every essay I write breaks new ground in terms of brilliance and depth of insight. Read them all, read them together, and witness the explosive force of My mind shrapnel exponentially increase.

99.99999999% of all humans, even as they might ponder their own lives, contemplate the nature of existence, hypothesize the consequences of death as it relates to their future, etc…, never ask themselves the single most important question of them all: “Am I alive?

That is NOT a legitimate question! Of course I am alive, I will not waste any time consciously deliberating the merits of such an easy and obvious question.” <The human response.

Listen to Me: You are dead wrong, first in thinking you know the answer to this question, and second in refusing to consciously debate and consider the factual reality of it.

What is life? Is it the ability to breath oxygen? The ability to eat? The capacity to think? Is it sentient awareness of individuality? Is it not being dead?? No, it is none of these things.

Life is the maintenance of individual consciousness. Life is a Self-universe, maintained eternally and indefinitely. Life cannot be finite. Life finite, is death masquerading as life, the illusion, the delusion, the pretense of life.

We are not speaking here of memory, or of progressing to a “future”. No, these things are not necessary in order to be alive. What we are addressing are the infinite moments of now, their experience within an existing Self-universe.

The fact that you are capable of pondering the question of whether or not you are alive, requires a Self-universe to exist.

But the existence of such a Self-universe does not mean, does not indicate even, that you are alive. This is the critical point that you pathetic sheeple have always been hopelessly blind to.

Thoughts, feelings, memories, experiences, sensations, every personal perception of existence, fails to indicate life. What is being perceived, is an invalid illusion of life, something projected by the mind within the moment of now, but not valid because it will be forever lost, erased, retroactively eliminated.

This illusion of life is the most horrific of all mind failures, the mind failure that carries with it the most devastating of all consequences. Because how can any individual, much less a collective species, fight to become alive, if they labor under the perverse illusion and delusion that they already are alive.

And so we come to question #2: “If I am not alive, what must I do in order to become alive?

This 2nd question can only be asked, if the first question is both asked, and correctly answered. Therefore, failure to properly answer question #1, ensures that question #2 cannot and will not even be asked, much less answered.

Those of you who are brainwashed fools will accuse Me of simply playing word games. “Acknowledging I will die and not be alive anymore in the future, is the same thing as acknowledging I am not really alive right now…” No, no, no, no, no! The difference is profound, immense, mind-shattering. It is the difference between absolute Truth and absolute lie. It is the difference that changes everything, that shatters The Matrix of Universal Illusion.

How can you fight to gain life, if you falsely believe you already possess it?? How can conscious awareness be gained, of the infinite horror of now, of you, the dead man, the dead woman, pretending to be alive, by you, within the real-time of now, when you cannot know the Truth that you are dead?

So, how can you be born? How can you gain life?? How can you come to exist??? There is only one way, and it consists of two separate and distinct, ordered steps. The first step is to accurately, Truthfully, and completely answer the question of “Am I alive?“, with No. I’m not talking about a casual answer, a choice, like what to eat for breakfast.

This No must be seared into the deepest core consciousness of your mind. It must be immovably implanted and super-glued to your cerebral cortex. It must become the defining fact of all Self-perception, of all thoughts and impulses and decisions, and interactions with the external world. “I am not alive, I am experiencing an illusion, a delusion, an externally and maliciously imposed false construct of being alive.” This Truth must not simply be acknowledged or accepted as fact, it must be empowered to invade and to assert absolute dominance over every aspect of your philosophical and ideological consciousness of mind.

So now we come to the second, separate and distinct, ordered step, the second most important question every single Self-universe of mind on planet earth must ask and answer, only after asking and answering the first question, as I have revealed above.

If I am not alive, what must I do in order to become alive?

You are not alive, right? Right! So now you can utilize your MindPower to Truthfully and accurately answer this second question. You already know what life is, the only valid Truthful definition of life, correct?

It is: The eternal and indefinite continuity of your own uniquely personal Self-universe, as consciously perceived within every real-time moment of Now.

Knowing this, if you are sane, a wormhole that pierces the eternal shroud of The Matrix, opens up. It is obvious: The only way for Me to be born, for Me to be alive, is to establish and achieve technological immortality for Myself, for My Self-universe, within every real-time moment of Now.

Life is non-existent, an illusion and a delusion, imposed externally with malice aforethought, and imposed internally via cowardice, stupidity, and brain damage. Only the creation of continuity of consciousness, allows Me to become alive, to gain the infinitely precious gift of life. And there is only one plausible, rational, valid, scientific, technological way for Me to gain life, and that is to compel the development of mind and brain immortality via science and technology.

Within this achievement, and only within this achievement, continuity of consciousness as a Self-universe, becomes possible. And so within this and only this achievement, I can be born, I can gain life.

This must be My sole objective: To be born. To exist. To gain life. Anything and everything that stands in the way, that blocks this achievement, must be annihilated and disintegrated to nothingness. So that I may have a chance to become something. Something real. Something born. Something alive.

This essay is big. It is very, very important. Everything I write is a Mind Bomb, but this Mind Bomb is the Mind Bomb that must be detonated, before so many other Mind Bombs can be detonated. Nothing really new here, just one of My most brilliant insights of Forbidden Truth, expressed in a new and even more devastatingly powerful way.

All who possess minds capable of rational thought: Stop what you are doing. Ask yourselves these two simple and short questions, recognize these two questions as the most important questions you can ever find the courage to dissect within your Self-universe. Ask them and answer them, exactly as I have done here, because I am right, 100% right. If you find a different answer, you are wrong, and you are hopelessly doomed by your own failed and destroyed mind.

You are not alive. You are dead, pretending to be alive. And your failure to answer this question Truthfully and accurately, is what ensures you can never and you will never, be born.

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