life

1) Am I Alive? 2) If I Am Not Alive, What Must I Do In Order To Become Alive?

These are the two most important questions any Truth-seeking human-born must accurately ask and answer for Himself.

I have addressed this issue in several past essays, but it is so critically important, such a central and foundational theme to all development of Self and of consciousness towards an understanding of every aspect of existence, that I must add to it. Every essay I write breaks new ground in terms of brilliance and depth of insight. Read them all, read them together, and witness the explosive force of My mind shrapnel exponentially increase.

99.99999999% of all humans, even as they might ponder their own lives, contemplate the nature of existence, hypothesize the consequences of death as it relates to their future, etc…, never ask themselves the single most important question of them all: “Am I alive?

That is NOT a legitimate question! Of course I am alive, I will not waste any time consciously deliberating the merits of such an easy and obvious question.” <The human response.

Listen to Me: You are dead wrong, first in thinking you know the answer to this question, and second in refusing to consciously debate and consider the factual reality of it.

What is life? Is it the ability to breath oxygen? The ability to eat? The capacity to think? Is it sentient awareness of individuality? Is it not being dead?? No, it is none of these things.

Life is the maintenance of individual consciousness. Life is a Self-universe, maintained eternally and indefinitely. Life cannot be finite. Life finite, is death masquerading as life, the illusion, the delusion, the pretense of life.

We are not speaking here of memory, or of progressing to a “future”. No, these things are not necessary in order to be alive. What we are addressing are the infinite moments of now, their experience within an existing Self-universe.

The fact that you are capable of pondering the question of whether or not you are alive, requires a Self-universe to exist.

But the existence of such a Self-universe does not mean, does not indicate even, that you are alive. This is the critical point that you pathetic sheeple have always been hopelessly blind to.

Thoughts, feelings, memories, experiences, sensations, every personal perception of existence, fails to indicate life. What is being perceived, is an invalid illusion of life, something projected by the mind within the moment of now, but not valid because it will be forever lost, erased, retroactively eliminated.

This illusion of life is the most horrific of all mind failures, the mind failure that carries with it the most devastating of all consequences. Because how can any individual, much less a collective species, fight to become alive, if they labor under the perverse illusion and delusion that they already are alive.

And so we come to question #2: “If I am not alive, what must I do in order to become alive?

This 2nd question can only be asked, if the first question is both asked, and correctly answered. Therefore, failure to properly answer question #1, ensures that question #2 cannot and will not even be asked, much less answered.

Those of you who are brainwashed fools will accuse Me of simply playing word games. “Acknowledging I will die and not be alive anymore in the future, is the same thing as acknowledging I am not really alive right now…” No, no, no, no, no! The difference is profound, immense, mind-shattering. It is the difference between absolute Truth and absolute lie. It is the difference that changes everything, that shatters The Matrix of Universal Illusion.

How can you fight to gain life, if you falsely believe you already possess it?? How can conscious awareness be gained, of the infinite horror of now, of you, the dead man, the dead woman, pretending to be alive, by you, within the real-time of now, when you cannot know the Truth that you are dead?

So, how can you be born? How can you gain life?? How can you come to exist??? There is only one way, and it consists of two separate and distinct, ordered steps. The first step is to accurately, Truthfully, and completely answer the question of “Am I alive?“, with No. I’m not talking about a casual answer, a choice, like what to eat for breakfast.

This No must be seared into the deepest core consciousness of your mind. It must be immovably implanted and super-glued to your cerebral cortex. It must become the defining fact of all Self-perception, of all thoughts and impulses and decisions, and interactions with the external world. “I am not alive, I am experiencing an illusion, a delusion, an externally and maliciously imposed false construct of being alive.” This Truth must not simply be acknowledged or accepted as fact, it must be empowered to invade and to assert absolute dominance over every aspect of your philosophical and ideological consciousness of mind.

So now we come to the second, separate and distinct, ordered step, the second most important question every single Self-universe of mind on planet earth must ask and answer, only after asking and answering the first question, as I have revealed above.

If I am not alive, what must I do in order to become alive?

You are not alive, right? Right! So now you can utilize your MindPower to Truthfully and accurately answer this second question. You already know what life is, the only valid Truthful definition of life, correct?

It is: The eternal and indefinite continuity of your own uniquely personal Self-universe, as consciously perceived within every real-time moment of Now.

Knowing this, if you are sane, a wormhole that pierces the eternal shroud of The Matrix, opens up. It is obvious: The only way for Me to be born, for Me to be alive, is to establish and achieve technological immortality for Myself, for My Self-universe, within every real-time moment of Now.

Life is non-existent, an illusion and a delusion, imposed externally with malice aforethought, and imposed internally via cowardice, stupidity, and brain damage. Only the creation of continuity of consciousness, allows Me to become alive, to gain the infinitely precious gift of life. And there is only one plausible, rational, valid, scientific, technological way for Me to gain life, and that is to compel the development of mind and brain immortality via science and technology.

Within this achievement, and only within this achievement, continuity of consciousness as a Self-universe, becomes possible. And so within this and only this achievement, I can be born, I can gain life.

This must be My sole objective: To be born. To exist. To gain life. Anything and everything that stands in the way, that blocks this achievement, must be annihilated and disintegrated to nothingness. So that I may have a chance to become something. Something real. Something born. Something alive.

This essay is big. It is very, very important. Everything I write is a Mind Bomb, but this Mind Bomb is the Mind Bomb that must be detonated, before so many other Mind Bombs can be detonated. Nothing really new here, just one of My most brilliant insights of Forbidden Truth, expressed in a new and even more devastatingly powerful way.

All who possess minds capable of rational thought: Stop what you are doing. Ask yourselves these two simple and short questions, recognize these two questions as the most important questions you can ever find the courage to dissect within your Self-universe. Ask them and answer them, exactly as I have done here, because I am right, 100% right. If you find a different answer, you are wrong, and you are hopelessly doomed by your own failed and destroyed mind.

You are not alive. You are dead, pretending to be alive. And your failure to answer this question Truthfully and accurately, is what ensures you can never and you will never, be born.

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Why I Choose Life Over Death

Because life honors Me, while death insults Me.

Because I am sane.

Because I have already been dead, and will always be dead, in ways you are too stupid and inferior to understand.

Because I am talking about Myself, and not about you.

Because life is divided between the terrible and the horrible, while death is divided between the unbearable and the incalculably obscene.

That is all. You may now resume your illusion of being alive.

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Thoughts on the Value of Truth & Immortality

I received an interesting comment from a reader of this blog, and have decided to post the full comment, as well as My reply, as a blog post. I do this because many humans do not read the comment section of blogs, even if they do faithfully read new blog posts, and the insights I reveal here are well worthy of universal dissemination.

My reader writes:

“I have read a considerable amount of the articles on this blog, and guided by the knowledge you claim that Superiors have, I am by that definiton a Superior.

Except I’m not, yes I do have much more knowledge than the vast majority of the humans on earth, and I have come to those realizations by my own means but ultimately I am just as mortal as them, how am I Superior? All of my knowledge is more of a curse than a blessing, I’ve known about the futility of anything and everything and the absurdity of the so called reality for a long time, but that didn’t bring me any form of gain other than the knowledge itself (while most people seem to be better in their ignorance).

I have been in my path of uninterrupted search for knowledge since I can remember but every knowledge that I had/have/will have is obliterated when I die, time is indifferent, time washes away everything. I am just as mortal, insignificant and temporary as the most stupid human being on earth.
Even if I do achieve immortality, how would anything change? Yes, I would be able to continue my search for knowledge but existence is still pointless, I am just existing for the sake of existing, and my existence still doesn’t make any difference. And even if I could achieve immortality, if you believe in science you’ll know that the sun will eventually consume the earth, what then? and what if a black hole rips my matter? what then? and entropy will eventually serve it’s function and there will be no energy left in the universe to be distributed, reaching a point where the universe will stop expanding and instead it will start to contract, going back to the point where it was before the theoretical big bang, what then?

How am I still immortal if there is no time-space continuum? And what objective meaning does my immortality have?”

And My reply:

Being a Superior is much more than merely possessing knowledge. It requires the integration of all facts, of all Truth, to the directly personal reality of your own unique existence. To thrive as a Superior requires the achievement of mental untouchability, rooted with supreme courage. To face every horror as it is, and to understand exactly why every horror is, as it is.

Truth is a curse if your mind cannot cope with Truth, if your level of brain functionality is not powerful enough to genuinely appreciate the value of knowing and embracing Truth in real-time. The horrors of our personally experienced illusion of existence are the same, functionally. The Superior understands, both emotionally and intellectually, that to be blind to the Forbidden Truths of these horrors is organically worse than to dwell within their conscious awareness.

I cannot decipher the relative strength or weakness of your brain. For the Normals, Truth is unbearable, they reject it outright, and flee from it, causing their own, as well as universal, destruction. For the top-level Superior, as I am, Truth is the platform upon which you can build a foundation of personal untouchability which coexists with every horror. No horror is negated, by my Superiority. The horror itself remains the same, a factual reality, completely understood and mind integrated as to consequence.

If you understand and embrace, within Truth, why your existence is absolutely pointless and meaningless, and that to die is to be retroactively unborn, erased eternally from an existence which is stolen from you, and the functional structures in place which deliberately conceal these and many other Forbidden Truths from the conscious awareness of the Unwashed Masses, you can begin to hate, to hate properly and directionally, to dissect and to pierce the matrix of hate which has been and is being directed against you. Only within the glorification of this hate, can you develop the limitless and unconditional love of Self which renders My experience of My existence, “better”.

It is better to know the Truth, to embrace all Truth, to understand every second, exactly what is being done to you. It is better to hate, and to destroy, and to embrace absolute rage, and to exalt in the Self. It is better to murder god and all who have created god, and to see the human as the pathetic, deformed, birth defect that he is. It is better to evolve, to reject your humanity, to look down upon what has destroyed, and will destroy, You.

And yet you are correct in that My horrific fate will be the same as the lowest of the inferiors. The inferiors will win, they will achieve my eternal nothingness, as they seek and demand their own. There is no more horrific tragedy, there is no greater injustice. And if you read all of My writings you will see that I am depressed, I am experiencing every moment, the True horrors of the future, as the present, because there is no future, the future is a pure lie, one of the crown jewels of the matrix of universal illusion.

But still, I am a Superior, and my superiority makes my existence better. It is better to love Yourself, than to hate Yourself. It is better to hate others, than to hate yourself. It is better to look down on inferiors, than to be an inferior. It is better to know the Truth, than to believe a lie. It is better to suffer as a persecuted, Self-created god, than to celebrate addiction to the imaginary god used by the humans to glorify their own deaths. It is better to know that you are a murder victim. It is better to know there is no hope, than to be addicted to false hope.

But most of all, it is better to be better. What do I mean? It is better to revel in the powers of your own untouchable mind and brain, to exalt Self and Truth. Never using your brain as a refuge from Truth, never compromising reality, even as you consciously play out the greatest tragedy in the history of the universe: Your own existence.

Knowledge without power, is useless. One form of power, is the development of your uniquely singular mind, to its maximum potential. It is only one form of power, and it cannot change the factual horrors, but within the Superior, untouchable mind, there is power, to thrive, to love, to hate, to destroy, to exalt. This is my achievement, limited and ultimately useless as it is.

I seek and demand immortality because I deserve eternal existence as a mind. My brain understands that this is what I deserve, and anything less is an unacceptable injustice, the ultimate injustice to top off an imagined existence filled with other limitless, ongoing injustices. My existence is of limitless, intrinsic value to Me, because I exist as a Self-created god. The glory of existence cannot be understood as allowing for a knowledge search. The glory of existence must be understood as the ultimate celebration of Self. This is why and how I can enjoy and derive pleasure from my depression. It is why I do not need arms or legs or sexual organs or taste buds or photos of bunioned female feet. I need only my brain, because it is my universe, therefore it is the universe. To exist forever is my sacred right, seeking knowledge is merely one of the many different things that this sacred right allows Me to do.

I do not “believe” in science. I recognize science to constitute a valid, Truth-based pursuit of knowledge, facts, and Truth. Science, in its proper form, comprises a fact-based search to uncover and realize objective Truth, and much scientific research should be understood as a quest to realize Truth, rather than the premature embrace of conclusions which may not be factually accurate.

The achievement of technological immortality must be understood as evolutionary in nature. We must seek and demand it, because it is the only valid way to try to eradicate the horror of personal death, which must be understood as the cessation of individual brain functionality. Just as the first automobile and airplane bears little resemblance to automobiles and airplanes of today, the initial versions of technological immortality would bear little resemblance to later versions of technological immortality. It is not logical to reject the development of technological immortality because, in theory, even if technological immortality were made feasible, some or even all brains might still, at some point in the future, suffer physical death and be completely lost for all of eternity. Of course this could happen, but to hypothesize that it will happen, and use this hypothesis to reject technological immortality being developed as manifested reality, is utterly absurd and irrational.

As Superiors, and whether or not you personally qualify for such a designation is unclear, we must demand technological immortality in whatever form is scientifically possible at this moment in time. Upon such achievement, we must demand ongoing scientific research to improve and perfect new and different scientific methods to attain technological immortality, to make this technology redundant, building upon itself, always with a primary goal of retaining the full functionality of every individual brain, indefinately.

Will the entire natural universe cease to exist someday?? Perhaps. Is it logical for a functional brain to conclude that it can never cease to exist, even after technological immortality is made feasible? Of course not. But every sane thinker must still conclude that the immediate pursuit of the development of technological immortality, with every available resource immediately and fully devoted to achieving this goal, must begin right now. As Superiors, we must demand this, and literally destroy the world right now, if this demand is not met. In the name of Truth, and love of Self.

Again, not being able to fully commune with your brain, I must still conclude that if you fail to appreciate the objective and intrinsic meaning/value of attaining personal immortality, you have not achieved a limitless and unconditional love of Self, and therefore you are not a top-level Superior. But good luck in your efforts, and I appreciate that you are open to seeking and embracing the Forbidden Truths.

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My Favorite 9/11 911 Emergency Call

We all have favorite things. The Normals tend to limit themselves to foods, colors, animals, and the like. The Abnormals, within which I proudly claim a charter membership, tend to look beyond these bland, popular, and non-controversial distinctions, cutting right to the heart of the more esoteric. In this spirit, I have decided to share my very favorite 9/11 911 emergency call, with the universe. Here is the direct link to the full call, but I would encourage the voyeuristic to first read this entire essay, where I explain why it is my very favorite, and maybe, if you seek Truth, it can become your fave, too:

I love this 911 phone call because it so beautifully illustrates the pathetic nature of the human being, and it also serves, for the seeker of enlightenment and Truth, as a metaphor for the hopelessness of every existence. The human being begs for life, yet at the same time sabotages his own existence, embracing death. The human being is always looking for excuses for why he should not die at a specific moment in time, even as he remains suicidally ideated and utterly rejects all proactive efforts to genuinely avoid death.

Submitted for your consideration, one Kevin Cosgrove, a typical human, with a typical brain, playing out the final five minutes of his imaginary existence to a worldwide Youtube audience. At the 1:30 mark of the above video, doomed Kevin declares “I got young kids”. The unenlightened listener likely thinks he is saying this in order to try to get the firefighters to hurry up and rescue him. But I know different. On a subconscious level, he is trying to rationalize to himself, why he should not die at this moment in time. His thought process goes like this: “I have young kids, they need me, so it is not good for me to die right now. I should not die right now, because if I die it will be bad for my kids.” How pathetic is that?! He wants to live, at this moment in time, but not for Himself. Here you see the horrific manifestation of a destroyed ego.

Our next illustration of the doomed human having doomed himself, comes at the 2:38 mark of the video, as Kevin declares, to the 911 operator: “Tell god to blow the wind from the west.” Kev, she’s a 911 operator, she accepts incoming calls, and makes outgoing calls, but only to entities that exist and have a working phone line. god is not listed in the phone directory, as god does not exist.

And the normals will say, how can you blame Kevin for invoking the Insane God Myth at such a dire moment? My answer: Very easily. The insane idea of god, is the foremost promoter of death. It is because religion exists within the deranged minds of humanity as a whole, that Kevin is doomed to die. Without religion, technological immortality would already be a reality today. Without religion, even if Kevin were actually inside the world trade center which was about to collapse, technological immortality may have already allowed for a clone/duplicate of his brain to exist separately, in a safe place, with the end result that a few days later Kevin is back, his brain function intact, perhaps even fully mobile with a robotic body.

But no, Kevin is a human being, suicidal, Self and Truth hating. The plague of religion is what claims him as eternal victim, and in the last moments of his imagined existence, he desperately seeks help from an imaginary creature. But the horrific Truth goes much further than the impotence of his plea. god can not only not help Kevin, but as factual reality, Kevin’s belief in god is what will result in his eternal loss. How pathetic is that? Very.

Continuing on our less than merry journey, my very favorite line comes at the 2:54 mark, as Kevin lets loose with this very sincere yet fatally flawed, no pun intended, sentiment: “We’re young men. We’re not ready to die.” Oh boy. So Kevin, what you mean is, it’s okay to die when you are old. Yes Kevin, you are thinking, I wish I could die when I am old. Let me get ready to die. Now is not the right time, I haven’t had a chance to get ready to die. Here you see the horrific tragedy of the human condition. Kevin does not want to live, he does not want to be alive. What he wants, as do 99.99999% of you pathetic humans, is to postpone his own death for a brief period of time, so he can continue to enjoy the insane and false delusion that he is alive.  “I’m young, I’m not supposed to die right now. I’m supposed to die later, in the future.”

Don’t you see, don’t you understand, you cowards: To die is to have never been born, exactly and absolutely the same. Kevin is not fighting to stay alive, he is fighting for the opportunity to continue to pretend to be alive, as he courts death, as he embraces death, as he enables, facilitates, and causes his own death, by refusing to fight for life.

How do you fight for life?? By refusing to die, by demanding eternal existence via technology. By making this demand at age 8, and 12, and 16, and 22, and 35, when you are at the peak of “good” health. By rising up as a collective body, a collective species, shedding all insane mythology, by rising up in the name of love, of purity of mind, of worship of Self and Truth, and declaring death to be your greatest, mortal enemy.

But no, you are all Kevin Cosgrove, pretending to be alive, pretending to value life, as you try, at best, to postpone your death. “I’m not ready to die, just yet”, this is what keeps you going each day. You pretend you have a future, you hide from the Truth. “Death is okay, just not right now.” But you are wrong. Dead wrong. Right now is when you will die. Right now is when you will die. Because every single second is right now. You will die right now, at this very second, because death erases the illusion of time. In death you never existed, in death you were never born. This is the Truth.

So we keep listening to kevin for almost exactly two more minutes, and then it happens, the world trade center tower collapses, with Kevin still on the phone line. His illusion of life is finally over, and he played out his illusion to the very end, as the vast majority of you humans do.

The final 5 seconds are very climactic, or anti-climactic, I guess it depends upon your perspective. My biggest takeaway is simply this: Truth always wins, in the end. The humans will never know it, but Truth will win in the end. Individual deaths of humans, reflect the victory of Truth, and so will the upcoming earned, sought, and Self-created extinction of the species.

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