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No School Massacre, Tortured FL Child-slave Too Broken To Harvest Others

Hello moms and dads of Lake Minneola, Florida, amerikkka! How you doing? You had a bit of a scare a few hours ago, but the government wants to reassure you that everything is all right. In case you missed it, loyal and devoted slaveowners, a tortured child-slave currently imprisoned at Lake Minneola High School, fatally shot himself in the head just outside the school. I know it bummed you guys out, but you gotta just calm down and relax, because the universal trance is resuming, everything is almost back to normal, already.

So irritating, isn’t it!? You have traffic delays now, and for a few moments some of you had to worry that there might be another school massacre happening. Poor babies! It was so inconsiderate of this child-slave to self-murder right in front of the high school! Why couldn’t he have killed himself more quietly and privately, like inside the house where he was being kept prisoner by his own parents??

Well, relax. Everything is okay. Your child-slaves still belong to you, you still get to torment and victimize them at your leisure, later on today.

What a lucky break, that this crazy and evil child was too broken and destroyed to even try to take anyone else out. All we need now is a few hours of crime scene cleanup, and it’ll be like nothing at all ever even happened. No CNN news trucks to clog up traffic in the area, no nosy journalists knocking on doors to try to find someone who knew the infamous mass killer.

Nope, nothing like that, just a little blurb in the local paper, and everything will be forgotten in a few days:

http://www.orlandosentinel.com/news/breaking-news/os-lake-minneola-student-shoots-self-20171114-story.html

Ya’ll get to continue to torture, traumatize and destroy all of your children, as you shake your head in rueful wonder, “What a terrible thing, I wonder why that anonymous, unidentified kid had to kill himself like that, out in the open, he could at least have kept it more private, just like we all try to do, as we torment our child-slaves.”

Whew, success! Another mass murder successfully prevented!

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The Insanity of Humanity: Slenderman Mythology Versus god Mythology

I stand in judgment of humanity. I do so within sanity, within Truth, within the justice denied to every newborn child. I stand in judgment as Humpty Dumpty, pushed off the top of the World Trade Center, shattered into a billion tiny fragments, spending decades gluing and stitching and nailing Myself back together.

I judge humanity guilty of destroying every child, and then daring to judge, to punish, to terrorize, to hurt, to destroy, these children. And I sentence humanity to death, species extinction, earned every single minute of every single day, everywhere, today, September 30, 2017, as every other day, past, present, and future.

Read this:

http://www.newsweek.com/slender-man-morgan-geyser-anissa-weier-674408

Two helpless and destroyed children, born into a society where insane mythology is taught and told, presented to them as Truth and as reality, demonized, punished, and decreed mentally ill for believing in a myth, a different myth.

Slenderman is not real, you evil, insane children! god is real, now why weren’t you busy praying to god, believing in god?? There is something wrong with you, Morgan and Anissa. Anissa…you are judged guilty of being delusional. And Morgan…you are judged guilty of being schizophrenic. We, as a society, today in year 2017, stand in judgment of you, children. We judge you mentally ill. We will change your minds, we will medicate you, we will give you psychological therapy, tell you there is something wrong with your brain, for believing in Slenderman mythology!

But what about the Insane God Myth?? Morgan and Anissa and every child in amerikkka grew up and grows up being subjected to the mind poison of religion. Every child grows up being ordered to believe in the Insane God Myth, and it doesn’t make any difference if their slaveowners are atheists, it is society and government that destroys the mind of every child, by imposing the insane myth of god as a reality.

Two helpless children, two little girls, praised and rewarded, decreed normal and healthy and sane and good and mature and wise for believing in one insane myth, and in the same breathe condemned and punished, decreed abnormal, mentally ill, insane, evil, immature, dumb, for believing in another insane myth, a different insane myth. Even as insane mythology was and is imposed upon them since birth, imposed upon their helpless and supremely vulnerable developing brains.

The god myth and the Slenderman myth are identical. Absurd delusions and false constructs. Destructive fictions eating away at the very fabric of sanity every child is born with an instinctual desire to protect and to nurture.

Would the Slenderman myth exist as reality, for any child, if the god myth had not first been deliberately imposed as mind crime upon the helpless and caged consciousness of Morgan and Anissa, and every other child born into the deranged slave-state of amerikkka??

Yet still, there you sit, in judgment of your destroyed children, judging them, when it is YOU who are guilty of destroying their minds. You learn nothing, you continue the genocide each and every day. You have spent the past three years trying to “reform” two 12 year old girls, free them of the Slenderman myth, but in the very same breath nobody will even tell them, much less any other child, that the god myth is far more insane, far more poisonous, and it was used to destroy their minds, and every child mind, by 2017 amerikkkan society, government, and by every adult human being in amerikkka who stands silent and allows the genocide that is religion to exist and to be deployed as a weapon of mass destruction of human brains.

Read the article, view the “documentary” trailer. Newsweek magazine, a top investigative journalism publication in amerikkka, ruthlessly exploiting two helpless and tortured children. And not a word about religion, not a word condemning the insanity of religion, outing religion as mythology, exactly the same as Slenderman; a myth, a lie, a delusion, falsehood, an invalid, untrue belief.

No, can’t do that. Because humanity is collectively addicted to the Insane God Myth. Let religion kill every human being on earth with impunity, as we demonize two helpless little girls for injuring, not even killing, another helpless little girl, all three victims of the mind crime that is religion.

Taught to embrace one myth, demonized and punished for embracing another myth. This is the hypocrisy that renders humanity unworthy of existence. Your cowardice, your stupidity, your malice, as a collective body, as a species, right here, right now, as every child alive right now, remains your victim.

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Beheading: The Accurate Reflection For Be-braining

Yes, be-braining. Yet another Forbidden Truth dictionary entry proudly unleashed upon the universe by Me. I know there is an existing word that might also fit: debraining. But no, I prefer be-braining. And I always seek out the perfect fit, in everything I choose to do.

Be-braining: The process by which every human society and government of the 21st century systematically and ritualistically destroys the potential of every child to to achieve, develop, and maintain optimal mental health, robust brain functionality, the capacity to desire, seek, know, and accept all Truth, and the capacity to thrive as an individually autonomous Self-universe of limitless love for Self and Truth.

Okay, so where exactly does beheading fit into this essay?

Read this:

http://kdvr.com/2017/09/11/dead-decapitated-rabbits-being-dropped-on-aurora-doorsteps/

So, someone is beheading rabbits and leaving their dead, mutilated, brainless bodies on the front steps of private homes at this upper-middle class, residential neighborhood in Aurora, Colorado. At least ten different homes have been so gifted. Serial rabbit beheader earnestly at work. And who is our beheader? A victim of be-braining, of course.

How do you humans react to this event? Shock. Horror. Disbelief. Negative judgment. Confusion. Deflection: Lets blame a mysterious cat, even though the chances that a cat would leave 10 headless rabbits on ten different doorsteps in the same neighborhood, are virtually nil.

As a Superior, My reaction is of course the polar opposite. Complete understanding. Appreciation. Gratitude for the absolutely symmetrical beauty of this mirrored reflection: The gift of ritualistic, systemic beheading, given in exchange for the crime of universal child abuse, universal be-braining, carried out as public policy mandate of amerikkkan society.

Can’t you see the beauty of it? Truth being revealed and imposed, a circle made perfect, destruction begets destruction, as the mirror never lies.

But why rabbits? Wouldn’t humans be a better target? Come on, stop being such a critical nitpicker. See yourselves as what you are, take Truth from this gift of Truth, break free of the social trance and understand why nothing has been, is now, or can ever in the future be, okay.

Maybe our rabbit beheader is 14 years old, or 34, or 64. It doesn’t matter, because he is what he always was: A tortured child-victim of society and government. A victim of be-braining, just trying to show and tell you what you did to him. Every human alive today is a be-brained child.

Our serial rabbit beheader likely grew up in a house, enslaved to a family. Now he shows you what happens inside of these hundreds of millions of prisons. One by one, picking different houses, where everything looks so peaceful and quiet, he shines his mirror.

Why so few beheadings? That is the question you should be asking. Why do so few victims of be-braining, engage in the perfect reflection of animal or human beheading?

One reason is because Truth is dead. Victims are denied their victimhood status. Nobody is allowed to consciously perceive the factual reality of their own destruction.

Stop pretending to care about children, or about rabbits. Stop criminalizing and demonizing Truth, and its accurate reflections. Every sentient creature should honor and thank victims who try to show humanity the crimes of universal genocide it is guilty of committing, as this serial rabbit beheader is doing.

Perhaps our torture victim is caged right there, inside one of these suburban homes. Your child, your neighbor, your torture victim, your creation. Just showing you what you are, what you did, and what you do, to every child, by choice.

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A Conscious Awakening to the Forbidden Truth of Eternal Mind Blindness

How best to describe what is done to every child on planet earth today, in 2017? Imagine a room shrinking in size each and every day, minute by minute, hour by hour. A closed room, no windows, no doors, and a helpless, supremely vulnerable child inside. Every day it gets smaller, narrower. Every day, as the child tries to grow, the ceiling lowers, the floor rises, the walls contract. Nowhere to go, no escape. The mind slips into delusion, illusion, fantasy, irrationality, as the unbearable reality of what is happening, becomes consciously and subconsciously evident.

As adults, almost nobody can appreciate the unbearable horror of what was done to them, personally, as a child. To appreciate the horror, to know the horror, would require facing up to it, facing up to Forbidden Truth, openly and consciously. Child abuse is something abstract, something that happened, and happens, to other children.

Something done to other children, by others.

No! It is something that was done to you, and it is something you do, to “your” legally owned child-slaves, and to all children. Detachment from your own reality as a victim of systemic and universal, pervasive and daily child abuse, makes it impossible for you to see and to know the torment you are guilty of directly inflicting upon children, singularly and universally.

And that is exactly how you want it, exactly how it must be. In this way you thrive within The Matrix of Universal Illusion. Consciously oblivious to what was done to you, and in perfect reflection, consciously oblivious to what you are doing, as you do it. No hindsight, no foresight, no real-time sight. Nothing can be seen for what it is, because nothing can be seen for what it was.

How can the future be perceived, if past and present are forever shrouded in shadows so deep they cannot even be identified as shadows?

This is humanity, lost and trapped within cages that can never even be perceived. And it all goes back to the same, singular factual reality: Universal child abuse. Everyone too destroyed to be able to perceive, to know, the reality of their own destruction. And so everything must be destroyed in the same way, ongoing, in real-time, always and everywhere.

The family unit, parenthood, religion, education, just four of the structures, intricate structures, developed, maintained, sanctified by humanity specifically because they can be and are deployed to destroy every child. “We are building a child!”, that is what you insist, within collective universal delusion.

But no, what you are doing is destroying a child, and every child. Within the structures nothing can be seen for what it is, in current real-time, just as nothing could be seen for what it was, in past real-time, as you were being destroyed.

Here the one like Me, who has transcended his humanity, is able to perceive the hopelessness of humanity with perfect, crystal clarity. How can things ever get any better, when it is impossible for you pathetic creatures to see and to know what is wrong, and why it is wrong? How is it possible to see what you are doing, when it is impossible to see what has been done? Not in the abstract, not to “them”, but to you, to you! How can Truth be seen, when the Self is itself invisible, to and from and within, Self?!

It cannot, and it will not.

For so many thousands of years humanity has dwelled within the darkest of caves. The passage of time only finds humanity burrowing further, buried deeper. Everything is so much worse today than 100, 500, 1000 years ago. It is so much worse because you perceive it to be so much better. It is so much worse because every mistake of the past has expanded, and continues to expand, right now, its chokehold upon human consciousness.

I am going to stop writing for a few days. Because words are not Truth. Words can express Truth, but Truth only exists and grows within the Self-universe, silent, alone, hoarded, protected and shielded from all external contamination.

It is during times of complete Self-absorption that the greatest heights of personal pleasure and triumph are realized. This type of immeasurable gift is easy to give, for the top-level Superior. He gives it to Himself. He murders the world, for awhile, watches it bleed out. There is no need to comment on it. Writing about it can dilute the experience of it, as a Self-universe.

Humanity cannot be helped, or changed, internally or externally. It cannot be taught, it cannot learn.

Instead of looking for “new” essays from Me, why not read this one, over and over and over? Why? To try to figure out the correct response. Need help? I’ll give it to you:

Thank you Seer, thank you for helping me to see why I am and will be, forever blind.

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Understanding Familial Universal Child Abuse Better

I received an interesting comment here at my WordPress blog, to my brilliant, profound essay honoring torture victim and Martyr Nathaniel Jouett. My reader, a 1 in 50 million genuinely aspiring Superior who respects and understands Truth, writes:

I interacted with a human who is clueless about the forbidden truths, and the dangers of living in the shackles of the univeral matrix of illusions in which he professed that children should not talk back to their parents and be obedient. I kept my mouth shut and did not mention anything about your manifesto in regards to universal child abuse, because I know it is obsolete to humans , and their minds aren’t capable of intercepting. So, I sat there and listened to his nonsense, as he went on to say that there should be a law that grants parents the right to kill their children if they are disobedient. I thought humans are more mentally deranged and irrational than I previous thought regarding the safety and well-being of children.

They could care less about the lives of the children. Mind you, this is a 35 yr old adult with children, who experienced childhood abuse and abandonment himself by one of his parents: he mentioned that both of his parents were abused as children, and his mother and her sister were sexually abused by her father, and both ran away from home as teens, to escape the abuse and chaos in their home environment. How can he support the abuse and outright killing of children, who did not ask to be born, and a lifetime of victimization of their entire existence (adulthood) to be legally murdered by slaveowners, because they fight against this abusive system? It’s even more difficult for teens to go along with this insane system because they want to be free and are more outspoken about the ills and injustices than older adults are. What’s your stance on this?

My reply, below, is well worthy of an entirely new post, and so it shall be.

As I have made clear in My texts, every 21st century society and government officially decrees every single child to be a subhuman piece of owned property, a possessed object that exists only to serve the needs, desires, emotional and intellectual projections of mind, of the owner. And who is the owner? The parent.

So, the human you dealt with was simply a little more honest and Truthful, to himself, in terms of consciously acknowledging his perceived entitlements as a slaveowner. As Superiors, we must understand that his perceptions are accurate. Meaning they are directly based upon what he, as a citizen-slave trapped within The Matrix of Universal Illusion, has been taught, told, and promised.

Slaves must obey. As a slave, he obeys The Matrix. And in turn, The Matrix gives him slaves by designating him a parent, and promises him that he can torture and torment his slaves, as a reward for maintaining obedience, accepting the tortures, torments, traumas, injustices, and eventual murder, as imposed by The Matrix.

So, of course he demands blind obedience from his children, exactly as The Matrix demands of him. Of course he believes he has a True Reality right to murder his children, he is being murdered himself. The only unusual aspect to your conversation, was his conscious awareness of his own right, on a True Reality level, to destroy children as he was himself destroyed as a child, and as he himself is being destroyed now, having bought into the system and agreed to serve as a slaveowner and to use children as his own personal Poison Containers.

Of course his consciousness is not at this level, he is not detached from his humanity, and he has not rejected/transcended his humanity as I have. Therefore he knows only on a True Reality level, not on a Forbidden Truth level, that he is inherently and intrinsically entitled to torture, torment, enslave, and murder any and every child-slave he is decreed the legal owner of, by his own slavemasters and murderers.

Teenagers are children, tortured and tormented children. Every teenager is offered the ultimate “deal with the devil”: Agree to integrate to the Hive Mind, become a lifelong doomed slave to society and government, and you will be rewarded with many perks.

Perks such as the right to breed, to own helpless children, and to transfer all of your rage, hate, torment, and trauma directly upon them, with complete moral and legal permission and authorization, so you can feel and believe yourself completely entitled, to be a good and moral and kind and loving and mentally healthy person, even as you torture, torment, destroy helpless children.

And of course there are many other perverse and perverted perks offered to teens, along the same level: The right to try to accumulate money so that you can revel in the suffering of others. The right to join the military so you can carry out mass murders and serial killings under complete legal and moral authority and commendation. The right to own animals as slaves, as subhuman pieces of owned property, to torture and torment them, just in case you don’t feel like breeding and using human children in this capacity. And literally hundreds more.

Your interaction with this 35 year old torture victim of 20th and 21st century human society, perfectly illustrates and illuminates the Forbidden Truths of Universal Child Abuse as I have so brilliantly revealed them. He was a victim and a creation of Universal Child Abuse, he decided to align with The Matrix as a tortured and tormented teenager and young adult, as 99.9999999% of all humans do, lacking the mind strength, the psychological capacity, to stand up for Self and for Truth, and now, as an adult, he is fully integrated to The Matrix, exactly reflecting and reenacting his own lifelong trauma, upon children, upon his owned slaves, exactly as instructed and rewarded for doing, by his slavemasters, exactly as all parents, everywhere on planet earth, are authorized and instructed to do.

The goal of society and government is to systematically destroy every child, and within this process, embedded within this process, to lure and beckon, bribe and reward and entice, every such destroyed child to come over to the “dark side”, to align with his destroyer, instead of becoming, as I am: Outlaw, Outcast, Outsider, Out and Out Outrageously into Self and Truth.

And it works. Almost every teenager “rebels” to some degree, and society covertly encourages such rebellion, knowing it is easier to control and direct traumatized and destroyed child minds via brainwashing and indoctrination, than via brute force. And as this pseudo-rebellion is covertly promoted, so are the perverse perks of Matrix integration

The perpetual cycle of Universal Child Abuse, destroying all children and destroying all human potential, perfectly illuminated by your very own interaction. Do you see it clearly now? I hope so, and thank you for seeking and valuing Forbidden Truth.

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Why We Must Honor The Individuals Who Brutally Victimize the Weak, Vulnerable & Helpless

Man-made laws are garbage, despicable artifacts and toxic projections of The Matrix of Universal Illusion: Hypocritical, inherently and intrinsically unjust and unfair, malicious weapons deployed to overtly cause/inflict and to maintain, genocidal harm for all. No laws made by mankind, as of the 21st century, possess any legitimacy. They must be rejected and defied at all times.

But there is a different type of law: Natural Law. Natural law is the polar opposite of man-made law. Natural laws should not be blindly accepted as being valid. In some cases they must be overtly challenged and directly defeated. Death, which is a natural law, is a perfect example of this Forbidden Truth.

But at the same time, the absolute distinction between man-made and natural laws, must be consciously understood and embraced. Natural laws are rooted within, expressing and reflecting fact, Truth, and reality.

One of the most primarily sacred of all natural laws, is the Law of Reflection. This law gives every individual a sacred personal right to do onto others as has been done onto him. The law of reflection is integral to Self-love, to mental health, and to revenge, the only form of justice available, within a social structure that demands and inflicts universal injustice for all.

And so we come to the specific point of this essay: Why must we unconditionally honor the individuals who brutally victimize the weak, the vulnerable, the helpless??

Let’s begin with two very important details: My question above very specifically uses the term “individuals”. It refers to individual human beings making independent and personal choices of action, be they conscious or subconscious. The distinction is important, it filters out all social structures, all organized systems, of human oppression, victimization, and destruction.

The second very important detail is that I am not using the term “innocent” in My question. I use the terms weak, vulnerable, helpless, and others might also be applicable, but not the term “innocent”. Because it is not applicable or appropriate. As seekers of Truth, we must understand that innocence begins and ends with Self. Each of us was the last and final innocent human to have ever come into existence. When our innocence is proactively murdered, destroyed, violated, the innocence of all other sentient beings is rendered null, void, and non-existent.

So yes, while our victims might very well be weak, vulnerable, helpless, defenseless, “at our mercy”, etc…, they are not, they cannot be, innocent.

So, let’s finally answer the question. We must honor, respect, and thank all individuals who brutally victimize the weak, the vulnerable, and the helpless, because they are honoring and paying homage to a sacred natural law: The Law of Reflection.

Every individual choice and decision to harm others, made consciously or subconsciously, directly reflects the factual reality and the Truth, of personal harm, personally experienced. So it is.

And when are we, as individuals, most severely harmed?? As children, as helpless, weak, vulnerable children. Therefore, whenever and however we target the helpless, the weak, and the vulnerable for dynamic harm, we directly honor the most sacred natural law of reflection. This honors Self, it honors Truth, and it reveals Truth to the universe. It is a statement: “Look at what you did to Me! Look at that, look at it and see, see the Truth of what you did to Me, and what you do to every child, to every human being, to everything born innocent, to everything weak, vulnerable, and helpless.”

Only the pathetic hypocrites condemn or negatively judge dynamic individual violence carried out against the weak, vulnerable, and helpless.

They do so because Truth itself is unbearable and unimaginable to them. They recoil in horror when confronted with the Truth. They are the members of society guilty and responsible for universal injustice for all. They are the ones who sponsor and maintain this cycle. And “they” are 99.99999999% of all humans, perverse hypocrites who judge and condemn individuals for simply telling the Truth, by their honorable actions, uncloaking the natural law of reflection.

From the 5 year old boy who gleefully stomps ants to death, to the 15 year old boy who rapes and sodomizes a 5 year old boy, to the 25 year old man who sneaks into an elementary school to indiscriminately mass murder little children, to the 30 year old serial killer who pretends to have a broken arm in order to lure a teenage girl into his car, to the 65 year old nurse who injects deadly drugs into the veins of unconscious hospital patients, I honor every innocent victim who chooses to express and reveal, the Law of Reflection.

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Honoring Nathaniel Jouett, 16 Y. O. Tortured Victim-creation of Universal Child Abuse

Two days ago 16 year old Nathaniel Jouett opened fire inside of a public library in Clovis, New Mexico. He shot 6, successfully harvesting 2, and in the process stood up as a voice of Truth, for every amerikkkan child born in the 21st century, every amerikkkan child. Because every amerikkkan child alive today is a torture victim, a life form brutalized, traumatized, harmed in profound and multiple ways, on an ongoing basis, throughout their entire childhoods.

Children instinctively seek Truth, even as they almost always fail to actually recognize, embrace, and carry Truth with them, to mental maturity. This failure is not their fault, of course. At every Turn, Truth is destroyed, rendered invisible, demonized and condemned and ridiculed, by humanity, by human society and culture, by government, and by every empowered human structure.

And yet children still try, as Nathaniel tried. His triumph is in rejecting god, religion, and the lies of adults pretending to offer help.

Read these news articles to get some perspective on Martyr Nathaniel’s rampage of reflective rage:

https://www.usnews.com/news/us/articles/2017-08-30/teen-mass-shooting-suspect-was-searching-for-inner-peace

http://heavy.com/news/2017/08/nathaniel-jouett-clovis-library-shooting-suspect/

Truth or peace, this is a profound philosophical and True Reality decision that all mindful humans, children and adults, need to make. You cannot legitimately achieve both, to pretend to do so betrays Truth, and therefore Truth would not be legitimately attained.

Which is more valuable, Truth or peace? In the daily war each of us should wage against our mortal enemy, the clear, obvious, undeniable answer is of course: Truth. Peace is a Self-delusion. How can you be at peace as war is waged against and upon You? How can you be at peace when you are being proactively destroyed, in real-time.

Many years ago, when I was 16 years old, despite being a high school dropout, I spent a lot of time inside of public libraries. Why? Because books (There were no computers in libraries back then) provide an ability for an individual to try to access Truth, to grow his mind, to escape from the torturing shackles of Matrix of Universal Illusion, at least for a short period of time. That was My purpose in haunting and stalking libraries back then, even as I know, of course, that most humans use books to escape from reality and Truth, just one of thousands of different escapes promoted and encouraged by society and government.

And so the homicidal rampage of 16 year old Nathaniel, carried out inside of a public library, targeting complete strangers at random, is particularly poignant to Me. What a perfect location, to illuminate the hopelessness of humanity.

Truth is there, inside of libraries. It is there, inside of a select few volumes of text. And these days, almost all public libraries in amerikkka have computers offering internet access, and so even My seminal Manifesto of Forbidden Truth, along with all other public writings, is there, available to every human to access. But no, humans choose to ignore and to reject Truth, even when it sits, offered for free in a public place, just a few keypad clicks away.

And so, look at the life of 16 year old Nathaniel, seeker of Truth. Envision him deciding to go to church, to check it out, just to see if any Truth can be found there. The answer is No, of course. I so hope Nathaniel consciously recognizes this Forbidden Truth. And then he goes to the library, and Truth is there, but nobody is looking for it, nobody wants it. Nobody else, except maybe Nathaniel.

And Nathaniel looks around him and sees that Truth is dead, everywhere. Inside of the church, and inside of the library, and on the street going between the two places, and inside his familial prison, and inside the dungeon of mind you call a school… And so he expresses it, he expresses the Truth of the horror of what was, is, and will be done to him.

Can’t you see the beautiful reflection of Truth, even with just a tiny handful of details we know, of what Nathaniel did? How can killing others be wrong, when we are being killed, in so many different ways, mind, body, and soul? How dare any of you judge Nathaniel, much less give yourselves permission to try to punish him now, after he has shown you the Truth of what has been done to him, the Truth of what WAS done to each and every one of you. How dare you!!

Thank you for choosing life, Nathaniel! I wish you the strength and the glory of limitless Self-love, and limitless success, in the daily war you must continue to wage.

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WATCH: Nathaniel Jouett, Clovis Library Shooting Suspect, Being Baptized in July 2017

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It Always Goes Back To The Beginning

“Philosophy cannot soothe my soul, but in the mirror the Truth will be known…”

No matter how many brilliant ideas I eloquently express, and no matter how many uniquely profound Truths I reveal to the universe in intricate detail, and bathe Myself within, I remain a savage brute. I remain a reflection of destruction. Because I was destroyed, and the mirror never lies.

In the beginning there was a helpless child who knew nothing. Then he knew fear and pain and abuse and trauma and victimization and terror and deception and cruelty. And so he learned to hate and to harm, to dissect and to stalk and to feed on the fear of others. And still later he learned to love himself and to make himself untouchable and to understand why every other child is destroyed as he was destroyed, and to express the Truth, and to become a philosopher, and to reject his humanity, and to transcend his humanity.

But the mirror always and still reflects, and always he goes back to the beginning.

Once a victim, always a victim. Memories, blood-coated memories, of the way we were.

And so the tortured child comes home, day after day, decades later. He comes home to his isolated little fortress, shedding the horrific burden of forced human interaction, slave labor extracted under threat of hunger and homelessness. His hate lives and breathes and rejoices in being part of him, nurturing him.

And so comes decision time. What to do for the next two or three hours, until it is time to sleep, to dream, to destroy. What to do? Write another uniquely brilliant essay of Mind Bomb Truth for 10 humans to savor, as the other 7.5 billion remain oblivious? Or just immerse all of My consciousness within the glory of sadistic rage and hate?

Well, today I choose the latter, but at least I bring you folks along for the ride.

Enjoy the song, allow it to make love to your shattered mirror, as I do.

Thousands of times I listen to this song, because within it, I am all I will ever be.

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Only Death Will Force Me To Forget

Traumatic memories are very important to maintain and to consistently relive. They must be kept vivid and vibrant, and used to nourish the Self-universe, within the horrific light of Truth. Most of you humans try to forget the terrible things that happened to you. Fools! The terrible things plot a course of Truth, they can help you to never fall prey to the illusions and delusions and malicious deceptions of humanity, society, and government.

When you try to forget, you betray Truth and you betray Yourself, in the worst possible way. And you never forget, you just destroy your conscious awareness. The memories remain, eating you, compelling you to cannibalize Yourself, only you can’t perceive what you are doing, or why.

Every week I spend at least 5 full hours, usually closer to 10, painstakingly reliving, in as much detail as I can, My childhood abuse. I pick out a specific incident, a specific day, from my rich inventory, and I strive to exactly relive the abuse.

I strive not to remember how it was, but to experience it again, exactly as I did when it occurred. To go back to the same True Reality, the same state of mind consciousness, I was chained within, on that day.

These recreations are always done as conscious recollections while fully awake. Never as Conscious Dreams, even though I have fully mastered the art of Conscious Dreaming, and sometimes do directly incorporate My childhood abuses within My Conscious Dreams, as prelude, or foreplay if you will, for the dynamic violence and revenge I plot out and savor, later in the dream.

But to actually build up direct memory of My childhood abuses, to increase their vividness and clarity and strength of impact, I rely upon these awake memory recreations.

30 to 50 years have passed by, but My commitment to remember every detail, to experience the Truth of My childhood destruction as it occurred and with absolute clarity, has not diminished. It will not diminish.

The infinite tragedy of death will take Me from Myself, render Me unborn, erase My memories, each as precious as any other. And the possibility of a disease such as Alzheimer’s betraying My uniquely brilliant brain, cannot be discounted. But I will not forget anything, out of error or laziness or any willful neglect of My Self-universe. I will not.

Would My attitude be different if Universal Child Abuse had not been deliberately sponsored and carried out against Me by society and government back then, as public policy mandate, in the 1960’s, 1970’s, and 1980’s? Would My attitude be different if anything had changed since then, if any reforms had occurred? If Universal Child Abuse were not carried out exactly the same today, June 28, 2017, as back then? What if My victimization had been a rare and isolated occurrence, an accident that could not have been prevented?

Perhaps My attitude might be different. But none of that is True, none of that is the reality.

My catalogued inventory of childhood torture, torment, victimization, destruction, is rich and varied. Every day I died a little more. Soul murder, destruction of personal potential, darkness descending, advancing, consuming, the human child that was Me. Now, I am no longer a child, and thanks to My unique brilliance and courage, I am no longer human, having rejected and transcended My humanity.

Yet I recreate Myself as a child, for hours and hours, every week. It must be done, the trauma must be relived by Me, the Self-aware Monster. It is the only True way to honor Self, to honor what I am, to honor the Truth of why I am what I am.

And so I spin the wheel of misfortune, the Wayback Machine of My innerspace. I pick a specific day, a frozen moment of time, and I recreate it as best I can. The trauma must be re-experienced, not merely remembered.

Every day is completely different, even if the actual abuse is similar.

Every day is different because the life cycle of soul murder and the building of Frankenstein’s Monster was so very different, from day to day.

Hundreds of times My father forced Me to suck his co*k and swallow the c*m, but the experience was different at age 4, from My earliest concrete memories, than at age 11. So very different. And so one day I recreate the experience from age 4, and another day from age 11, and other days all the other years. The event is not allowed to blend together, the memories must be kept distinct, so that almost every single one of the hundreds can be consciously remembered for its distinctiveness.

Hundreds of times My mother tried to blind Me, holding Me down inside of the bathtub, holding Me by the hair, pouring shampoo into My eyes. The burning felt different every time. Age 4 was different from age 10. At age 4 I didn’t yet know, consciously, that My eyesight was being destroyed.

And so I recreate the event at all stages of My childhood, from the “innocence” of age 4, to the knowledge at age 10, that My eyesight had been and was continuing to be, destroyed. Every day out of the hundreds of days was different, and so I try to recreate them all, remembering every nuance… The phone ringing in the background one time, Me grabbing the bottle of shampoo from her, another time, Learning how to keep My eyes tightly closed, but pretending the shampoo had gotten in, another time. The details matter!

And being dragged out into the hallway of the apartment building wearing only short white underwear and socks, dozens of times, and locked out. Huddling against the door for hours as humans went into and out of their apartments, went up and down the stairwell, momentarily pausing sometimes, looking at Me, I felt their eyes, saw their bodies, even as I never made eye contact.

Every time was different, I remember the lady in high heels, and the one who shuffled in slippers, and the big man who always stopped and stood silent, and I could faintly hear his breathing before he moved on. I do not try to merely remember, I recreate and relive the reality, honoring My courage, honoring Myself, honoring the Truth.

I will always be that child. There was no escaping back then, and to try to escape the Truth now, would be the choice of a fool, the choice of an Inferior for whom Truth and Self are judged equally worthless. There is nothing to escape from today, just as there was nowhere and nobody to escape to, back then.

The pain of the universe was created within Me, and within Me it shall always dwell. Always it will find a comforting spot within Me. Always it will find the warm embrace of unconditional love and acceptance.

My perfection of today was Self-created within the reflection of what was done to Me. And so I choose to remember everything, always!

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The Self-realized, Self-made Monster Questions His Parts Inventory

Each of us is a creation of everything that has been done to, everything that has been imposed upon, everything that has either added to, or negated from, the limitless potential of a virginal mind.

Even the one in a billion Superior like Me, who successfully rejects and transcends his humanity, and builds an untouchable Self-universe, must consciously understand that his glorious feat was accomplished with available parts, not with a limitless inventory of every imaginable part, every imaginable perception and reality of consciousness, that exists within the spectrum of all human mind potential.

I was shattered into trillions of tiny fragments, this is what child abuse, society, government, and The Matrix of Universal Illusion does to every individual. And I rebuilt Myself with the billions of tiny fragments I successfully salvaged. No matter how perfect and brilliant I made Myself, the limitless potential of the unshattered, virginal mind, was and will always be, forever lost.

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