You will often hear humans opine: “How would we know what pleasure is, if we did not experience pain, and be able to compare the two?”
You know what that is, deranged creatures? It is philosophical insanity. it illuminates a Forbidden Truth of the universal nature of humanity. The species is addicted to pain, suffering, trauma, and victimization. It seeks out and craves all of these terrible things, unlike any and every other species existing today, or ever to have been known to exist.
This is yet another proof, among many, that the human brain, on a species-wide level, is genetically diseased and malformed.
Humans know pain, they are familiar with and comfortable with pain. It fits their consciousness well. Humans love the variability of pain, the fact that it can be increased and decreased and manipulated in many different ways. Humans love the secretiveness of pain, they can hide it from others, and from themselves, or they can selectively flaunt it.
Humans love how the experience of pain can be manipulated to create fake illusions, false Self-delusions, of pleasure. Relieving the pain is psychologically transformed to a perception of pleasure. But is it actual pleasure, this relief of pain?? Of course not! Were it not for the pain being lessened, the feeling of pleasure would not exist, therefore the sensation of pleasure is not merely invalid, but a direct manifestation of pain itself.
Since early childhood I have been fascinated with human suffering and pain, every aspect of it, from every angle. Sadism, masochism, bondage, chinese footbinding, emotional torment, the masks of pain worn and discarded, hidden and displayed, physical and psychological.
Women and their shoes was My first and grandest introduction to the vast universe of human pain addiction and courtship. Women stuffing their tender, inflamed, sore feet into high heeled pumps, struggling to walk, each step an agony, their faces stoic masks.
The afternoon and evening “rush hour” commute provided incredible displays of female foot agony. Some women, dressed in their elegant business suits, abandoned their agonizing dress shoes for sneakers, others hobbled to bus stops and train stations, desperate to find a place to sit down, the unlucky ones forced to lean against pillars and walls, shifting their weight from foot to foot, easing off their dress shoes for a few seconds of pain relief. I have many thousands of unique memories of these encounters, all committed to crystal clear mind movie.
But of course footwear is only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to human pain addiction. The weightlifter, the runner, the over-eater, the indigestion creator, the self-cutter, the pimple-pincher, the breast binder, the necktie choker, the list of ways human beings choose to deliberately cause physical pain to their bodies, is endless.
Always, the pain itself creates emotional catharsis, as does the pleasure illusions that accompany the dissipation of the physical pain. Women themselves have described the moments when an agonizing pair of shoes are finally removed from the feet after hours of torment, as being more pleasurable than having an orgasm.
The termination of pain is perceived as the attainment of pleasure, by the human conscious mind. How perverse is that?!
And the actual, ongoing endurance of physical pain makes humans feel better, it is a mirror reflection of the lifelong abuse, trauma, victimization, and punishment they have been externally subjected to, forced to endure. They relish the “choice” to inflict pain upon themselves, it is perceived as a form of freedom and control, contrasting with the monument of lifelong pain they have had imposed upon and against them externally, with no ability to control or limit.
A specific aspect of human pain addiction which enthralls Me, is that in a majority of humans, physical pain is deliberately induced and chosen by the individual, in order to cover up and mask psychological pain.
Pain is an ordered emotion, meaning that two or more different types of pain are almost never experienced simultaneously. If you suffer from one pain, you can relieve it, actually eliminate it in most cases, simply by deliberately inducing a different pain. If you don’t want to suffer psychological pain, all you need do is cause yourself physical pain, and the psychological pain fades back deeply to the subconscious level.
The physical pain is a subconsciously created diversion, it takes over the conscious mind of the inferior, allowing for all psychological pain to be neutered.
If you want to try to understand Yourself, dissect all the different ways you choose to cause yourself to suffer and endure pain, and realize this choice to be subconsciously compelled.
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