I do not want to be happy. I want the infinite reasons why no sane and sentient creature alive today can ever achieve happiness, to be eliminated.
I do not want to be healthy. I want to be immortal.
I do not want to make you smile. I want the suffering of all creatures etched onto your face.
I do not want to see you. I want to see Myself.
I do not want your prayers. I want all hopelessness to be openly acknowledged.
I do not want to have a lot of money. I want the illusion that money has value, to be torn asunder.
I do not want to be loved. I want the love I hold for Myself right now, to be eternally maintained and protected.
I do not want to kill you. I want my mind to always remain strong enough so that I can kill you again and again and again, over and over and over.
I do not want a body. I want a million brain hosts, with my primary and back-up brains free to pick and choose a new host each day.
I do not want a watch. I want to eliminate the illusion and the artificial construct of time.
I do not want to forget. I want to remember every horror, in intimate detail, so that humanity can never imagine being forgiven.
I do not want to feel free. I want each of the 1000’s of different cages humanity has built to try to imprison Me, to be shattered and stomped into oblivion.
I do not want comfort. I want every external source of trauma and stress to be destroyed.
I do not want peace. I want to win the war being waged against Me each minute of every day by society and government.
I do not want a kiss. I want My lips to be able to reach every part of My body, so that I can kiss Myself everywhere.
I do not want to own a house. I want to own the universe that I have created and inhabit.
I do not want to wear your masks. I want to tear off your masks and force you to see what you are.
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